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Our Creator Fathers Goodness Revealed- in my Life-With Proof in Pics of Spiritual Reality

 
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Regarding the following, I feel compelled to speak about my experience in life relating to the truth of Jesus Christ and the nature of the reality we life in. Without a doubt in my mind I Know that the CREATOR of Heaven and Earth manifested in human nature and flesh to the fulfillment of the Law and the Prophets/oracles of the Our Creator Father so that we could come to know our true identity and understand the difference of the spirit of truth and error, and also as the propitiation/atonement/ payment for our debts of transgression of Divine Law. By continually pondering and seeking the truth and reason for this existence we can without doubt come to a solid conclusion and understand and know the truth by faith alone with a certainty of doubtlessness knowing that we know. I am asserting that we can know and be sure of that which we cannot see. The creator says the wicked and perverse ask for a sign and it would not be given to them yet in life we have signs all around us (ourselves included) that are sufficient for us to come to a conclusion about this matter if we are simply and truly using our God given intellect.
Many times in life, we believe things to be true that we have never actually seen first handedly ourselves . Often times we do this because we have the abilities of using Logical Deduction of which the conclusion would be known as an inference. For example, none that I am aware of have ever witnessed the day of their birth or the reality that our birth mothers were the ones who actually gave us birth. Now, we all have to admit, there is a chance our birth mother may not be our own because that is only what we were told and we cannot go back to see it but we don't deny that reality because through reasoning it is self-evident. Anybody who would argue with you that your mother is not your mother you would most likely dismiss as a fool without a second thought. I would contest this is no different with The Lord Jesus Christ and the truth of his testimony. The only difference is we have to do a little seeking on our own to come to this conclusion. It pleases our maker when we truly use our rational mind and seek the truth and nature of existence and this is where a relationship with him starts as he plainly states in Jeremiah 29:11-13 "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.12 Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you.13 And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart." Many people turn away from this as it seems like something unattainable, and it will take your whole heart, and that's a big commitment and the highest calling of our lives, realized or not.
In my own life I have witnessed first handedly the power and reality of God, despite much stubbornness and trouble shaking of the desires and pleasures of the flesh. These two natures are set against each other and the flesh is an obstacle not easily always overcome or forsaken, but All of our makers words are truth Psalm 119:160 and he wasnít lying in John 8:31-32 when he said "Then said Jesus to those Jews which believed on him, If ye continue in my word, then are ye my disciples indeed;32 And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free." This freedom is exemption from the second death because of the consequence of our transgression of Divine Law when we stand before our maker at Judgment. This freedom is also liberation of your spirit in this life from all unbeneficial desires and vices, which keep you back from living to your higher potential where you are happy with your choices and keeping with the two most important commands of our maker to Love the Lord your God with your whole hearts and your neighbors as your selves, luke10:27. When we are operating in this capacity of love, we are going to be reaping the benefits here and later on in the afterlife.
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My walk and seeking after God and the truth really started around the time I was twenty. I had been using cocain for a couple years and experienced the negative effects that come with that lifestyle and choice. Fortunately I did not die while using but some nights I thought I might as my heart raced from using. Many times I prayed to God when I was using, thinking I may have a heart attack only to come down from the high to go and do it again. I had grown up going to church but was never sure about the truth in the sense that I knew that I knew but it was natural for me to believe as that's how I was raised and as a Kid, it made sense. After no more than a year of using cocain, I felt the burden of it weighing me down with the shame that came with the bondage of realizing I didnít want to do it anymore, but not being able to walk away. Another year or so passed and I felt what it was like to be at the bottom as there were many experiences that I went through that made me think more about my choices. I had stolen a purse that happened to have a bible in it, which I began to read when I was broke and feeling empty. Soon thereafter, after experiencing all of the bondage and negativity of that lifestyle, in contemplation of the Words of the Bible and the implications of it being the truth, my addiction to Cocain just fell away and I have not used since Friday April 15th 2005. The hope and renewal I felt from that experience was refreshing and like no other. I had used drugs and always desired some type of high from the time that I was thirteen, when I started smoking weed but from that time onward I didnít use drugs anymore. Well, not until I ended up in complete darkness again in 2011 through getting into spiritual things I didnt fully comprehend the nature or consequence of which sent me into the darkest period of my life that lasted for almost a year and a half before I was able to see some sort of spiritual light again. This is where God really came to lift me up again to show me, despite all I had done even after coming to a knowledge of the truth, he was for me and not against me, just like John 3:17 says: For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.
Through all of my experience I am realizing the Maker of Heaven and earth does whatever he wishes and nothing happens outside of his will. He has all power to do as he wishes but he operates in such a much of the time that it would seem coincidental or circumstantial and by happenstance. This is all very subtle because he desires us to believe in him and live by that reality because that is what is acceptable in his sight because any self-honest individual can understand logically that God has to exist regardless of how much bigger and incomprehensible he is to our conceptualization, thought he compensated for this through his word and his word made flesh In the Person of the Lord Jesus Christ. If we are seeking after him, he will favor us immensely and protect us and keep us safe from harm. Although he will let us suffer the consequences of our bad decisions of the gift of free will he that he gave us, he will use those experiences to teach us and allow us to learn and grow to become formed in his image. Just as Romans 8:28 says "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose."
So, after getting cleaned up off of cocain and breaking away from that reality, I was able to focus on things outside of myself much better. I was able to more clearly see the way the world worked in deception and how at every stop there was something to impede me from going in the desired direction that I was headed and knew to be honest and beneficial according to the word of God. The lust of the flesh was something I struggled with still after getting off cocain. This had been an ongoing thing and with the internet all over the place, pornography was another obstacle that I had trouble turning away from. I would obsess over my inadequacies relating to this and allow fear to have hold on me rather than fully trusting and obeying Gods command of
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not giving any provisions to the lust of the flesh. Around October 23rd 2005 I had heard the Gospel and been obedient in baptism as the word of the Most High commands his people and those who believe. I joined the Church and continued there till about 2009 when I had just gotten worn out not being able to overcome the pornography thing. It was very disheartening and I was discouraged and felt out of place because I knew I had this sin that I had not dealt with. So during that time my church attendance tapered along with my fellowship with other believes. It was at this point I started looking for help outside of the spirit of God to overcome my sin.
With the internet and free flow of information, I chased after all the knowledge I could get because it was there. I figured that would be beneficial for me and I went that way instead of fellowshipping and seeking after God. Proverbs 18:1-2 seems to describe me at that time exactly, saying "Through desire a man, having separated himself, seeketh and intermeddleth with all wisdom.2 A fool hath no delight in understanding, but that his heart may discover itself." I had come across material about meditation and eastern philosophies and thought mixing that with faith would be fine and harmless. These other philosophies, belief system, ritualistic practices and methods of worship come from teachings of demons and I was not fully honest with myself about this but decided to pursue "enlightenment" through other means outside of God's word. This took me into the darkest period of my life that was totally hellish but thankfully, due to the grace and goodness of God I am out of that darkness to testify to the reality of our makers love and patience and the power of the truth found in his word.
Anyway, I went all over the place spiritually after I left the Church in Janurary of 2009. I studied gnostism the most, in different forms, namely including Hermeticism and the "Christianized" Version found in the Nag Hammadi library. Gnostism or Gnosis is what I call the Devils handwriting. There is Gnosis for every religion out there it seems but the Nag hammadi deceitfully imitates The lords word with a mystical parallel account of Christ. It totally twists and turns the word of God upside down and into a lie. I scanned over several different philosophies gleaning whatever I could for enlightenment. I'm shocked that I did all of this but it was simply because I didnít feel empowered by the spirit of our Maker because I was not fullyobedient to him, so I went elsewhere for empowerment. Meditation was something I got into towards the end of 2010 which I practiced regularly until I got results in September 2011. This was when everything seemed to really started going downhill for me.
So after close to a year of practicing meditation, I got results that hit me one night totally unexpectedly. Of course, I thought I would "open my third eye" in meditation but come to find out, that whole concept is a lie but rather part of what I believe to be the "Mark of the Beast". From What I have learned, the third eye is not even real but when you empty yourself that gives way for another spirit to come in and Yoke itself to you. When you empty your mind, you are letting down your ego defenses which in essence is your spiritual firewall against demonic force, which reside just beyond that veil. The word YOGA means to yoke/unite. And when you practice things occultic in nature these things will happen. See Daniel 2:43 about seeds being mingled. This is also in reference to Daniel 8:12 "And an host was given him against the daily sacrifice by reason of transgression, and it cast down the truth to the ground; and it practised, and prospered." the transgression that gives the Antichrist and Devil a Host is the breaking of the first commandment, which says not to have any other God besides the Lord. Just as the Lord comes here through believers through his Holy Spirit, Satan needs a host to come here and that happens when we practice spiritual teachings found outside of the bible. And these very things I
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was involved in.
So The odd thing about my situation was knew I was wrong when I was practicing the meditation but I pushed it to the back of my mind almost subconsciously, not thinking about the consequence because the temptation of the power that comes with the devils lies was enough to entice me away from the Lord when I didnít feel empowered by him because of Disobedience. That was my fault not my Gods and he let me suffer the consequences of breaking his first commandment which led to over a year and a half of fear, hopelessness and misery.
So after practicing meditation for the better part of a year, I got results in September 2011. The moment I felt the subtle change in my awareness I stopped the mudras (hand movements) and the breathing exercises and have not done them since. But what happened afterwards was the most trying time of my life. Like I said, I stopped the meditation immediately but the door had been opened and over the next few days I felt blissful energies going up my spine, rising up my back. I knew if this were to go all the way to my head, my so called third eye would be open and I fought this with all my might for over a month until November. I ended up in a hospital for a week the first month in November because I had gotten worked up in such a state of anxiety that I could not function. I had this tingle in my forehead the whole time since September and thought I might have the mark of the beast. I was freaking out because the very thing Gods word has warned against in Rev 14:9-11 I seemed to have walked right into and I didnít know If I could reverse it.
Because of my situation, I missed my flight out to visit a face book friend in the lord on the West Coast the day I ended up in the Hospital. I had not drank for 18 or so months but after the realization of my folly and the potential soul damning consequences had set in, I was a wreck in every way and I started drinking to get to sleep. In October I took a 21 day class to get my CDL to drive an 18 wheeler and I donít know how I made it through any of that. I could barely concentrate on anything as I felt this energy or spirit trying to pull me into the astral the whole time and the only way I was able to resist my mind from being expanded was through balling myself up in fear which I did from the initial onset of my "enlightenment" until after I ended up in the hospital.. Anyways I Got My CDL but was dishonest in the test because I lied to the instructor when I was doing the driving Part.
So, I was in the hospital and I explained my apparent Psychosis to the oh, so Nice Psychiatrist who had The Beatles posters all over his wall. There were literally like 7-8 different posters probably. Anyway, he seemed really nice and gave me about 4-5 different drugs to "solve" the problem. I only ended up taking the Benzos after a few months. Had I known better, I would not have naively trusted him or taken the Benzodiazapines that I was prescribed because I would have researched it and known that it would perpetuate and exacerbate my initial symptoms horribly beyond belief. Come to personally and painstakenly find out, those drugs are literally the hardest drug in the world to come off of. I never used heroin but from what I understand, heroin is a walk in the park coming off of compared to Benzos. It's my conviction that the Doctor who gave me these drugs knew exactly what he was doing and He's most likely in League with the Devil personally. We know the Beatles were. Either this doctor is just a dumb ass(which I donít believe, heís into neuroscience) or he knew exactly the predicament I was in and that the medication would probably destroy me and make things much worse if I used them. These guys think they can play God with peoplesí minds and the masses are naïve enough to believe they have all these mental problems when they really just need to know the truth and
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learn the discipline of spirit over flesh. Consider the recent revelations from Leon Eisenberg On his death bed, this psychiatrist and autism pioneer admitted that ADHD is essentially a "fictitious disease," which means that millions of young children today are being needlessly prescribed severe mind-altering drugs that will set them up for a life of drug addiction and failure. This practice of these guys in white robes who through mind altering and potentially life destroying chemicals into innocent peoplesí minds is talked about in the bible and it's called sorcery. The greek word is pharmakia. These guys know how the brain works and they are making money off exploiting the naïve and ignorant. With my situation the doctor certainly knew that Meditation increases the effects of GABA (the brains and bodies main neurotransmitter and natural anxiolytic-or calming agent) and that Benzodiazapines do the same thing.
So here I am, in a state of anxiety because I have this buzzing sensation in my forehead that wouldnít go away. The medication did make the sensation go away but when it wore off it would come back, and gradually as the days and weeks went by it got worse and worse and I didnít recognize the meds were the cause as I just imagined this was the progression of the result of the effects of meditation. I was calling out to God and didnít realize why he wasnít healing me. It was not until a year and a half later after my hospital visit/stay that something happened that turned my situation around. During that whole time I was in an utter state of misery, depression, destitution, fear and uncertainty. I turned to the comforts of sin because I felt so out of sorts. It's really nasty that they put those medications out there without super close supervision because it only takes two weeks of continual use to become literally dependent on them to where you cannot function without them. Just go look up the list of symptoms that come from rapid or even a slow withdrawal of benzos without the Ashton Method. You would not believe it unless you go through it but there are many testimonies you can find relating to this and I warn anybody I can to help them avoid such an unfortunate but avoidable misery. Many people Don't make it out. I had a friend in 04 who died from drug abuse. He was on XANAX and I pondered why a person would lock themselves in there room for weeks at a Time. Now I Understand. These doctors, among many others in positions of trust and authority, you can bet your asses you all will be held accountable for what you are doing. And many of you know exactly what you are doing. We know it's all part of the NWO but you guys will pay for all of this. Bankers, and fraudulent judges alike. You are all extortioners and the rot of society and you will not be getting past the gates of the city short of genuine repentance, 1 cor 6:9-10. But onto my story.
So, here is one of the obvious ways God spoke to me to assure me he was for me. I scoured the internet fort that whole period I was unwell, trying to figure out what was wrong with me and if I could reverse what was going on with the buzzing in my forhead and all of the symptoms that came from benzo dependence. I came across a lot of deliverance ministers and different prayers and things that never really seemed to be of immediate help. This is because of the drugs I was still on. I tried to use them as little as possible but I had become dependent on them without realizing it. I come across a girl who had been involved with the dark side of the spiritual realm through meditation who said it took her four years to close up the doors she opened through meditation. It was summer of 2012 that we first spoke after I found her you tube videos. She assured me I would be alright but I had trouble believing that at the time. I wondered how could God still care for me after these things I had gone through because of my foolishness. One night in October on the 25th I typed out a message to God on facebook in the humility of desperation just crying out asking if I was hopeless and if I had went to far. I felt utterly hopeless and forsaken as this issue had continued for over a year. Within a minute of two
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of posting that I got a text message from Mattia that said "I just heard the spirit of the LORD to say to tell you these words.... Trust GOD! I started crying, despite the emotional blunting that benzos caused. I felt a glimmer of Hope but still persisted turning to drinking as an escape.
Here is the text message from that night.....
[link to tinypic.com]
Nobody would ever understand the evil of Benzodiazapines unless they went through it themselves. It's nothing to be taken lightly. Those chemicals have the ability to throw every aspect of your physical and mental being out of wack and getting back on track is often a year or more process which is slow and arduous.

It was february 2013 that circumstances turned around for me, which initially seemed really bad at the time. I had been drinking heavily for comfort because I felt anything but okay. With all the effects of the medication and the defilements of sin I just felt worthless. Anyways, I began to build up tolerance to the medication after a year and a half or so of using it. I took three 1 MG pills of Klonopin in a handful of hours and I also drank numerous shots of Brandy and that caused me to have a paradoxical reaction to the medication. I started a fight with my roomates friend over nothing basically, blacking out and ending up in jail that night. I didnít catch any charges at my house but the cops took me to the hospital for treatment cuz I got I got hit in the head with a chair and knocked out but I think I refused treatment and thatís when I ended up catching a the case of battery and two aggravated battery. Anyways, what seemed like a really bad situation turned out to be the biggest blessing and the working of God in my life, making a way when there was none. I was very mean spirited for three days or so and I didnít understand why, but that gave me the incentive to investigate the drugs(benzos) and the negative effects they cause and everything related.
It was within two weeks that I realized the drugs were causing me from getting better but according to what I was finding/reading, coming off the drugs would take months or more. So I took the appropriate steps necessary to get myself off of this drug. Thank you professor Ashton-see Ashton Manuel from the U.K.. Itís A 60 page manual describing the only efficient way to get off of Benzos. Let me tell you, it was not pleasant and there are still residual effects but the worst is over and I can function and feel again and operate in a normal manner. So here I was being charged with a felony but now I knew the reason I was not getting better was because of the medication but I was now at least headed in the right direction with an understanding of why I had felt the way I did for so long. luckily my grand mother got me out of jail $1000 bail and she gave me three grand for a lawyer, which by the way, I do NOT reccomend because they are liars supporting a system of lies and the whole system is fraudulent and guess what you guys, we are starting to see it and your time is coming to an end. The extortioner is coming to an end. Blessed be the Lord OUR God. Anway, so my lawyer was working for the courts really rather than me, come to find out, but he said I could get house arrest like that was some deal. It was in April that I started getting really bad headaches, or rather, migrains. I had three or four of them and it was unbearable towards the end of April and I called the ambulance and they did a CT scan and it showed the partition of my brain pushed way out of line from pressure because of blood that built up from getting hit in the head in the night at my house. I ended up having 255
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well finish the story i can relate myself
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