My name is Patrick. I work fully time at a front desk of a Hilton property in North Carolina. I exert immense amounts of energy daily by way of expressing myself, which is loving and kind, and being open and endearing to all that I encounter, and who may or may not be guests in my hotel. I extend my gratitude as friendliness. I express my love for life as love for each person. My compassion and understanding are evident in my demeanor, and my glow is one that is undeniable. Daily I am reminded by guests of my hotel, which are many and varied in ideologies and personalities, that I am so lovely, happy, gracious, and kind. I do not do any of this with farce happiness or faux friendliness. My kindness is not for buying, and nor is my heart. My simplicity is what helps shape me, and my understanding is what helps create me. I am an ultimately spiritual person, existing in no deception or untruthfulness. I am the way. I am the truth. I am a being of true light, and my light radiates out into all those around me, daily, whomever it may be that interact with me. I am there, and you cannot deny my love and glow.

Last year I took it upon myself to prove to no one but myself that sensory existence may seem real, but all predetermined "truths" or "absolutes" are just expanding elaborations of universal laws. Therefore I am nothing but a speculation of mind, a conglomerate of sounds. I am just one thing. WIth this I pledged to not eat or drink water for as long as I could, but the catch was the moment I became ill, or felt even slightly off, I would deem it failure for to gain the knowledge I seeked all must have been perfectly aligned and in way with my liberation from food and drink. Any deviation would bring me to square one, as I would have to then locate the source of the blockage, and well of course no one likes wasting time.

I didn't eat food for one month. I didn't drink any water but a cup every 5 or 6 days. I would have gone no water at all, but five or six days was a lot for me, as I'm still young and learning. I felt incredible the entire time, and by incredible I mean I was ecstatic! I had more energy than usual, and it had to do with how happy I was, and how I didn't allow this thing called "rules" get in my way. I dedicated and did the research. I took it upon myself the hard tasks. And I proved to myself you don't have to eat if you are spiritually enlightened enough. There's always room for growth.

Humans don't need all the shit you believe them to. Humans can do things beyond what you believe. Humans are ultimately powerful beings limited by lack of belief. We've all been distorted and misled. Don't listen with your mouth, listen with your ears. Don't look with your eyes, look with your mind. What you see and have been taught will deceive you. Only you can mold your own perception, and perception dictates reality so get to perceiving! Peace.