LOL! I know huh?

I really think this is true. It rings true inside my being. I would not have believed it long ago but I have
had a real spiritual change (NDE) and have had to rely on The Lord for
all that I need as I am seriously injured now.

It is strange- when you just have faith and don't do anything but rely on The Lord for all your needs- you surprisingly are not all stressed out that you need this or that in an hour with no way in sight to get what you need and wow- somehow, someway, it comes through right in the nick of time.

I have gotten to the point where (even with serious health problems and severe pain) I just relax and am at peace and know that what I NEED will come. Praise The Lord! Seriously.

I used to be a nervous wreck worrying about things and I had a way to work and pay but I relied on me.

Once I just got to the point of- I don't care- nothing matters this much-
and just handed myself over to God's care and protection- it has been amazing and I have not wanted for anything that is good for me and that I truly need.

Also, what I truly need is so little. The things that matter to me now are relationships and family, peace and learning about spiritual things- love- instead of cars, designer clothes, houses, constantly being entertained. I am just content. Even with serious health problems. It is amazing. Amazing Grace.