ya but nothing like your story.
The monarch goes deep.
What did we sign up for?
Quoting: Anonymous Coward 17693691 There is much more to my story. I am skirting around a non-disclosure agreement. Maybe you could share what you can.
Ugh... bullshit. If you were anything what you say you are you would be hiding behind multiple proxies with strong encryption, making you're presence as anonymous as possible, therefore eliminating your pedantic need for coy games like a non-disclosure agreement, like you would have to give two shits about it in the first place considering you have already broken that protocol. Fake.
Ok, so if you are so adept 'alpha', then what was the importance of Salinger's
'Catcher In The Rye'?
Is this a book club, now? You think they made me read books? I assure you, it was quite different, nor did anyone ever pull me aside and explain to me the importance of that book.
You obviously think everyone holds as tightly to their life as you do. Not really my thing. I don't hide and play James bond with these assholes, and I wouldn't know how to anyway. I just figure they pretty much always have a 20 on me, and I have 4 kiddos to raise. Can't go runnin off into the woods every time somebody looks at me funny.
I'm a wait for them to show up kind of guy, at this point. I was actually hoping this would do it. I've been afraid before and I hate it so I don't do it anymore.
I'm more concerned with honor. I refuse to hide. It goes completely against the grain. The nondisclosure agreement was for what I was trained FOR, and that I have not and will not mention because I signed my name and gave my word that I would not, even though this wasnt my choice. This training, if that's what you call it, was never off limits. I can talk about that all I want. It may piss some people off, but I'm not breaking my oath or any law.
You think I wasn't prepared for some smart little shit to call me out? I do not hide behind ANYTHING. No proxies, no games. I don't violate the order, no harm done. What the hell is a proxy anyway? I have no idea how to do that.
God as my witness, what happened to me is real and true. I have had a gun barrel in my mouth three times in 4 months. I DO NOT GIVE A DAMN if they are listening, watching, plotting, whatever. I simply am tired and don't care. If they want me, I'd hate to disappoint them. I have nothing to hide. I'm not the one who brainwashed.... or SOMETHING .....an 18 year old boy who wanted to serve his country. The questions that need answered are MINE.
This recall has happened recently. Before then I had almost no idea. Matter of fact, I am literally so pissed off that I would certainly welcome the opportunity to ask some of my own questions if they came knocking.
I found out they pick guys with heavy Celtic and native american blood. I am Chiricahua Apache and Irish immigrant on Dads side and North Carolina Cherokee on moms. I just found out today that made me a target. Plus I was abused as a child. Another one they look for. My wife told me all that. Wouldn't let me read it because she said it had "triggers". She knows this is WAY real, poor thing.
You want to call me a liar, fine. I knew a certain portion would, so its all good. Its a damn hard thing to believe. I didn't know where else to go for help and thought someone else would come forward.
I'm sorry, that's lengthy. I have no idea why I explained all that to you, when you were such a dick, but whatever. There you go. Believe me or not, I don't care. Im here for the other ones, maybe make some sense of this, so please lay off the ugliness ok? Unless you can help.
