Each must seek his own salvation through fear and trembling (Bible quote) (and I did much, may you pain/suffer/hurt/fear/worry less than I).

May Jesus bless you with the sustained increase of the power of his presence in you life. Be well and pray for yourself because JESUS will give you what you are persistent to ask for, and may it be of the spirit; understanding and wisdom - these you will need for that day, as Job had.