Death is such a strange thing. Millions going through it, millions suffering beyond sanity over it, grief is inconsolable, yet there isn't any help for you! If one could cure a broken heart, wouldn't that be fabulous? Everything out there seems so superficial, it just doesn't touch it. But I think it's one of those things, we don't have answers for everything in this life. We think we are in control and we are to a certain point feeling like there's a solution for everything, and then we run out! Somebody dies and we just get blind sided. There is no substitute for a mother's love (or a father's). Be glad you had it and pray for the comfort God promised you in the bible. I just pray your heart would be mended and your life would be fulfilled. Amen.