Can't explain the state i'm in right now..let's just say i was taken from the physical dimension and thrown into the spirit and now am in spirit in the physical...I am starting college on Tuesday, I don't know how I am going to manage if I am still in this state...but that is the only worry..When I am in this state all I can think about is retreating to a monastery and meditating heavily with fasting..

Just gonna breathe through it..it's intense energy..