The first step is to beleive that you have a creator FATHER GOD.

the second is that humans do have wrong tendencies (sin)

the third is that we do need GOD's intervention through HIS instructions and plans. We are all in this need especially, since we are not alone but we have an unseen structure around us that is also influencing us to destruction.

This intervantion has been GOD's instructions through Scripture and HIS chosen LEADER, KING YASHUA (Jesus). He showed us how to live and act and so did the chosen prophets. GOD has been revealing what it is like in the place of HIS dwelling vs. what we have been trained by the outcast angels. YASHUA was always present with GOD. HE became in flesh, the only ONE made to be in flesh by GOD to carry out HIS messages and change the laws HE set up in the beginning as a result of SATAN.

If you believe as little as a little mustard seed you will understand that GOD's WORDS did in fact become a flesh man. Together with HIS own spirit, HE made himself known to us.

Now, We heard Yashua say, "It is finished". He conquered death. This was the seperation from GOD, the creator. We can not gain acess to HIM, by our own prayers and not through a priest. This was needed before Jesus, but not now.

After beleiving, you must learn. All peoples in the past studied God's scriptures, even the KINGS of Israel. Prophets knew the WORDS. Even Satan knows them. You know this by the scriptures when he tempted Yashua with them but Satan used them catering to ego and selfishness. The very things that caused him to be kicked out of the Heavenly Kingdom of GOD. YASHUA showed us that knowing the scripture, having the right love towards GOD, the FATHER, and resisting the self ego, HE was able to resist. HE said that our flesh is weak but our spirit is strong. Here's were you can fight first. As your spirit takes in the WORDS in scripture, you will be able to fight wrong teachings.

If you are confused. Understand you are not alone. This is a time that questioning what you beleive is happening because we are waking up to the fact that we have not leaned on the FATHER, but wanted man to teach us everything about HIM. Just like all the temptations in the past throught history by many leaders, we are also being tempted to remain nieve and asleep.

We are told that we are to be discipled. But, I asked myself, to what? I realized that leadership is human and not GOD and we are wrong to expect them all to be right in everything. Satan will go after the top to get to the full population. We see it all the time.

My advice is to study to show yourself approved rightly deciphering the WORD of GOD.

YOU STUDY! Confusion is good. GET hugary for TRUTH! This is what YASHUA came to do. Make you hungary for TRUTH. Tear down the lies by knowing the truth. The apostles asked many quesions. In the Old Testiment, we are told talk with GOD, to ask HIM! HE gave us this mind for a reason and a heart to love HIM first.

Get your BIBLE and get An interlinear Bible source. This book has all the numbers above the words so you can find the original meaning intended for that word. Take the number and look up the reference in a complete Word Study Dictionary of the OLD and New Testiment. Do this before you read the commentaries of other people. They have studied and made commentaries, but the HOLY SPIRIT exposes so many more things then they have found because scripture is not ccntined to time. Today, it will be opened up to expose more to our understanding for the good of the whole. GOD loosens the knowledge to us when HE deems it appropriate and useful to understand HIM and the events and that HE gets all the credit. I have seen things not in commentaries and have found othes finding the 'NEW" find as well. IT proves the HOLY SPIRIT is at work helping us grow and overcome.


Pray and ask the FATHER to lead you.

I prayed and opened my Bible and let it pick the book and scripture. READ each word and when a question arises about it, look it up! Read the chapter before. KNow the introction to the Book you are reading. You have to get the whole context! Know a little history. Know the ways of the people and the laws of that time. Understand the leadership's charectors, etc. Don't just pick out a verse and say, this is all it! IT"s never all it!!!

You can get a Bible concordance. when you find a word like cup. Look up all the references to cup. You will see GOD uses lots of illustrations about a cup. So many meanings but you will soon understand HOW GOD communicates and what HE is saying. Compare scripture to scripture.

Dig. This is what is meant by searching for a treasure in a field and once you find it, you give up all the other things in this world because the treasure in GOD's words are so layered that it will open so many more truths to you.

Today, the churches are full of nieve, sleeping confused, disallusioned people. It's all of our fault. I put myself up there on top. I bought into the lie that I need others to teach me truth. WE need to want to seek out GOD ourselvs! I really just needed to be lead to it and then let go to grow in it. But, I can tell you without a shadow of a doubt, I still need interaction with others who really truely know GOD. I love that fellowship and leaders who have shown a breaking of ego and a true love for GOD and HIS patient instructions. THE leader has to be willing to love, be patient and acknowledge his own faults. He is just a shepherd and with a great, great responsibility to keep GOD's words in Truth. The judgement falls on them great!

You will never find a preacher or leader like Jesus. He is our HIGH PRIEST now and HE knows it all. Feed on the scripture and you will become the one opening eyes to the people around you.

I had to let go of many things in the church, but not the people. I study and let go of the "works" that hinder me from the true walk. The more I searched, the hungrier I got. God revealed so much. So much love and so much truth and so much of what we bought into it is not necessary!!!!!

You study. You pray! You ask! You seek! You will see how the whole world is searching in the wrong places and have bought so many lies and that is why we are all suffering and still under the control of the father of this world that decieves us all. Oh, how I pray for leadership.

Look at the angels in the Bible and you will see how humble and serious they are about NOT acting their powers out against us because they are all messangers and servents as well. They, the HOLY ONES, are sent to us from the FATHER to help us. GOD has such higher purposes for us. Good ones that will help the whole of us all.

Our holidays are not the true holidays of GOD which actually reveal HIS own calendar. The Heavenlies will effect our world, not the other way around. Do not focus on the pain, and suffering that is taking place. There is a day of questioning that leads to truth seeking. Even our suffering has a purpose for good. I am not talking about what we do to ourselves or others becasue we are decieved into believing lies, but good suffering leads to so many great qualities in a person. We see it in many people who understand. You will see how they do follow GOd's words.

Do not let go of meeting with TRUE believers. Pray about it and GOD will show you. Check out the people. You can not do that by sitting in on a sermon.

Study as you are, but don't ever think its a denomination that will be totaly right. They are all filled with struggling human beings. The question to ask is .... which one is willing to let the people find the truth in the scriptures. Which one will let you learn side by side with the leaders and admitt that the way they may be doing things may be wrong.

When we really seek GOD for WHO HE really is, and what HE wants in us, we will see what nationalities, traditions, governements, laws, etc. have crept into the church meetings. We will soon see where you, yourself have your own calling to help bring peace again.

GOD is not into Denominations. HE is into the individual who wants to admit his or her own shortcomings and go to HIM and HIS directions and Salvation in HIS SON and then HE can help peel back the curtains to why you are here. It's never for lies, killing, or tearing down of others even when they are wrong. It is HIS job to correct but it is our job to piont out the truth in HIS SCHIPTURE. Once you show the way and the scripture truth, you let that person go!!!! Let him/her be free to learn as well. But to twist and cover up the truth becuase of fee of loosing a following will be dealt with by the Heavely FATHER. Dealing with it, HE is doing every day. If you judge HIS timing, you will see that you have a lot more to learn.

It takes time. God knows you and will gently show you what you can handle and when.

Find a church BUT study and pray for help in your own home. Turn your worship at home first! (study, pray, sing, give to the poor or in need ,etc.) This is what we, as believers, have fallen down on. YASHUA said the Kingdom of Heaven is within us. He never said it was in the temple (church building). He even said that the great temple in Jerusalem would be destroyed. This is why it was. We had to realize the new covenant of worship. But, we gather together as we are told to do so!!! To encourage each other and to share what GOD is doing in testimonies. We learn from each other and what GOD is doing. We are told to love our enemies as well and do good to them. To show that we belong to GOD, our CREATOR. They too are searching but are blinded. We can say, we have been too!

When you know true worship and greatfullness at home, you can share this with the people in the church. It only takes one person to start. But, realize many are asleep and sometimes it hurts to get up and face the truth. This too, takes time but do not sin in the process. You may be rejected. Realize they don't get it- YET! Forgive much, just as YASHUA forgave us. THis is why we needed a FATHER of GREAT LOVE, to give up HIS only SON on earth to us to do with as we pleased. HE died to change the covenant agreement of our condemnation. The fallen angels thought that they succeeded in puppeting us but it backfired! We now have full access to the truth when we seek. We no longer need the priests teachings. The HOLY SPIRIT and THE WORD which is scripture and YASHUA, is available to anyone!
The pastors, teachers, etc. in the churches today, are supposed to be the ones gifted by the HOLY SPIRIT of GOD not just taught by the schools and can get good grades and have a powerful personality or are great of speech. None of the apostles had this thing we do today. Respect the leaders though. God knows it all and HE deals with them all. THE church is judged first and CHrist is the HEAD of it! THE real CHRIST will handle it!