My mental breakdown

Lol thanks for sharing info, that will save some time :)

Brain. Hypercalcemia can interfere with the way your brain works, resulting in confusion, lethargy and fatigue.

Calcium plaques in the brain have also been linked to Alzheimer disease..

Magnesium balances out hypercalcimia and puts the calcium back into your bones..

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Brain. Hypercalcemia can interfere with the way your brain works, resulting in confusion, lethargy and fatigue.

Wtf?!!?

ALL OF THE ABOVE

life's a bitch isnt it..

you have a medical condition not a mental one..

A little boron will help also get the calcium out of your blood..

do you eat tums or Rolaids?

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Holy shit! Thanks AC! I'd rather that than mental. Yeesh.

No Tums or Rolaids...

I just remember the doctor saying I had vitamin d deficiency and he gave me a week supply of a ridiculous dosage.

Could my experience simply be from this?

Vitamin over dose is very possible... what was the does he gave you...?

Funny you can get most of the vitamin d you need from spending 2 hours a day in sunlight..

I'm another user who experienced those things. Do you have any links that might cover such spiritual emergencies? Part of me wonders if I "just" went insane, another part is fairly confident something spiritual was truly involved.

Can't watch vids- blocked from megabus wifi :(

Read this description and report back if it feels relevant:
[link to spiritualemergence.net]

If not, please disregard....

There is a helpful text on this subject matter titled 'The Call of Spiritual Emergency' (Emma Bragdon)... Check out the reviews and the synopsis of the text and see if it interests you....

Did you take something? I know a lot of people that had mental breakdowns with one does of mdma or lsd etc. Or did something happen super stressful at work? Somehow your serotonin system went haywire.

Don't remember dosage, will have to check later. Just remember the number being really high (5,000?) I don't know that number just popped into my head.

Yea I lived in a basement apt and i didn't get out much during the day- was taking online classes so glued to my laptop, only goin out at night, so I wasn't surprised when the doc said I had the deficiency

5,000 iu is not that high... I have seen some prescribe and take 100,000 iu..

Thanks! Will check it out!

still you should have a blood test for minerals

Ok thanks- I'm not 100% but it feels right. so back to the drawing board?

Uh oh...

thanks

Definetly feels relevant...

I felt like I was growing and undergoing a major transformation...

And now I'm not sure if I reaped the full benefits of it...

It freaked me the fuck out fer sure

Walter White is that you?
Stop faking your fugue state

Just admit u cook meth w an idiot student because if the 2008 collapse where u lost your home and job as a teacher

That's okay, it's not a 'one shot deal' type of thing. Sometimes it gets to be too overwhelming for individuals at a certain time in their life and they may pull back from things for a bit and reimerse their perception in the physical world and away from their inner happenings/growth. When they're back in a better place mentally and when they're ready - they'll move forward again with the process. The difference-maker though is that you're more experienced based on what you already went through, and you won't get caught off-guard or be overwhelmed easily again for that very reason. If you explore some literature on spiritual awakening/emergence it can serve to be comforting/reassuring and to help familiarize yourself with what others have also reported going through & experiencing. I preferred to read the works of Transpersonal Psychologists who have both personal life experience with this subject matter and professional experience treating individuals reporting spiritual 'issues' - as they tend to take a more universal and objective 'approach' to the conceptualizing and describing the process as opposed to some individuals writing from a perspective more-influenced by a specific cultural upbringing or more influenced by a particular religious ideology....

All of us who have gone from dreamer to awake in this dream have experienced long depression usually followed by a big collapse and/or suicide attempt.

Once you dig yourself out of this hole you either use the knowledge you gained from this experience to rise above all the sleeping people or you get buried by the undead hands.

Wow.