in school everyone thought i was retarded or whatever becuz i didnt want to do any work. they were all "oh blah blah we're so concerned for the poor retard" until they gave me tests and oh, guess what, im not retarded, im a fuckin mensa supergenius! (im not really part of mensa, but thats not the point)
i was fuckin smart to enough to know back then that this system and every bit of tripe they push on you is all BULLSHIT! the smart folks always know. the smart kids always know they shouldnt be made to work or push papers or be told what to do. its the fuckin retards who value a good solid days work while a rich motherfucker in a suit puffs his cigars and laughs to his children about how he exploited the poor retards who worked so hard for him.
people who see, they murder. they burn the witches. crucify jesus, who was not a christian, btw, he was a rebel insurrectionist who fought the roman empire and materialism (throwing money changers out of the temple)
once i got older, i started finding that everybody thought i was a fuckin retard. everytime i open my mouth and start talkin about stuff, people tell me im stupid or fucked up or mentally ill. everything i say makes sense, but nobody wants to listen to the real words that come out of a persons mouth. its all about the gloss and delivery and whether it fits in with their shitty fragile dellusional worldview.
when i type, i pay no mind to grammar or proper spelling, the communication of the idea is whats important, grammar is just a false standard set by more rich fucks in suits, its nothing real, but my lack of it makes people think im retarded.
ive been threatened physically for stating whats just blindingly obvious to me. ive lived much of my life trying to avoid mental institutions. because they label any nonconformist ideal as mental illness. when i finally did end up having to meet with a psychologist, i was able to convince him that the mental health profession is the true mental illness.
women despise me, not at first (im good looking and athletic), but once i start talking. once i start talking about my ideals and what i see when i look at the world and how those things dont fit in with miley cyrus and television shows and materialism. they often offer up a violent rejection.
but i realized something recently.
im humble. so when i walk down the street i dont think of myself as being better than everyone else. being smart and athletic, i didnt develop the "not good enough" complex that most people seem to have. but now i realize that people literally are retarded compared to me.
just think about it
if the average IQ is 100
and whats the retarded IQ, like 80?
so 20 points makes retardation.
that means people are quadrupal retards compared to me.
the reality and gravity of this fact is beginning to set in with me.
the sudden realization that other people flat out view the world in a much simple, one dimensional way than how my mind probably works.
fuck them man.
they are retarded monsters with low self esteem, all trying to bring my down (from childhood) to their shitty level.



theres no reason for anyone to have read all of this, but i wanted to put it out somewhere anyhow.

but one takeaway for anyone who is reading, if someone is putting you down and making you feel stupid, its probably just that they are fuckin retards, so dont feel down, fuckin fuck them up and fight the system and revolt from those sick oppressive motherfuckers!