Strong intense feeling of finality...

I said this to people all day today. I am enjoying my vacation knowing it will be my last good time and realize when I get back home I am heading straight into an all out hellish ghetto ebola shoot them up go out with a bang kind of thing. Not sure how exactly it will end but I accept it and don't have a fuck left to give. Just enjoying my final vacation.

Please provide more context... What have you been experiencing leading up to this?

what if..

actually you have already know it is ended. But your mind being setup to ignore it cause you want to feel the sensation of confusing you are telling know.

perhaps..
Only when mind and feeling in right conjunction/axis it begin gain ability to control the reality all around thus creates pains and pleasure in controllable degree

Like a bagel in a synchrotron, so too is the daze of our lives.

Good question...I have explored this myself. Nothing from what I could see that might predicate such a feeling. For example, there is no finality in my life e.g. job, relationship, or anything else.

This feeling has just intensified over the last month or so. I feel quite relaxed about it - and no I am not suicidal. The only question is - is this prophetic or just an emotion I have interpreted? That's why I shared this with GLP - to see if this is something more than just me...

YES

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I've noticed that all issues inside are coming to the surface to be dealt with in a more intense manner. As if to resolve them now. I have this strong feeling that it will be in my best interest to resolve all I can right now.

call me stupid but what if the true magnetism has no polarity?

article from gismondo:

: this-retarded-crystals-magnetic-behavior-works-like-magic

like great arcanum

Therefore a Christ need to be to crossed, and it has to be crossed to shape a perfect magnetism. Unbreakable heart.

This is the keynote to selfless service. You are shaping create your magnet in the jungle of barbaric slayers of the heart in order to cast your magnet to find your other pole.

The reward is great. A fat lady. lol

Yeah, I feel it too, but I'm 79 years old so that ain't no thing.

Having you been going through what some may describe as a 'spiritual awakening'?

I don't think so. Like many GLP'rs I have been 'awakening' to the reality for many years, but I would not call this year any different from the last few.

Okay well this passage below may or may not apply to your personal circumstances but I'll just post it anyway because it describes a context in which a person may experience the similar feelings/sentiments that you alluded to:


"As we are clearing these old programs by letting them emerge into consciousness, they are losing their emotional charge and are, in a sense, dying. But we are so identified with them that approaching the moment of the ego death feels like the end of our existence, or even like the end of the world. As frightening as this process is, it is actually very healing and transforming. However, paradoxically, while only a small step separates us from an experience of radical liberation, we have a sense of all-pervading anxiety with impending catastrophe of enormous proportions. What is actually dying in this process is the false ego that, up to this point in our life, we have mistaken for our true self. While we are losing all the reference points we know, we have no idea what is on the other side, or even if there is anything there at all. This fear tends to create enormous resistance to continue and complete the experience. As a result, without appropriate guidance many people can remain psychologically stuck in this problematic territory." - Stanislav Grof M.D.

Anhedonic, please tell us where the quote is from, thanks.

totally^ ;)

Interesting...I have read about this concept before. It might be what is happening to me...

It's from a text by the same author titled 'Psychology Of The Future'... However that piece of work is not solely focused on that subject matter / process... If you were interested in exploring more on that specific topic then he has a text co-authored with his wife titled 'The Stormy Search For Self: A Guide To Personal Growth Through Transformational Crisis' - which would be more appropriate/relevant.
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That was my initial impression based on what you posted...

you are picking up on the psyop that has developed cracks

they have created a lot of back ground noise to drown out the truth if it comes out too soon

no one knows until everyone knows

Welcome to the re-ality OP.

I have the same feeling. Only it's like I cannot continue to live like I lived before. I see no way out, but feel some kind of a week support energetically

Scorpio to Sagittarius is what happens.

Well, life does seem pretty pointless at this point in time. Efforts amount to shit.

As good a day for the crows as any, I say.

what the fk is he talking about anyway

wat a fk nut

New Zulanders do nut huv sux wuth sheep, thut uz a fullacy!!

Its coon mania in newzealand the only finality

you will get will be with quite a few catridges n a shotgun

have u seen their Haka in Rugy Union

they think they are coons FFS

Just dont send them to Australia we will torpedo them!!!

BS dude

ur just a coksak who has run out of crak

I think I know what you mean. Had that a few months ago. Not depressing or something to fear or whatsoever... hard to explain. Comes along with some kind of acceptance and calmness, like acknowledging that everything will come and be as its meant to

^^^^^
Cheers to drinking at home on a friday night haunting glp.