It's weird, because I've been having random 'flashbacks' of events in my life just popping into my head out of nowhere... Almost like a life review going on in my subconscious! I also have a feeling of utter despondency which I'm really trying to fight off- like, my life's over & what's the point in anything.

I've been thinking it's depression though, but the memory flashes have been weird, totally unconnected to whatever I'm doing at the time- so hmmm, I wouldn't say I'm at peace with dying or anything- I'm just so fucked off with it all that I feel like I'm past caring!