I dread going to my job so much that I search these boards for some glimmer of hope

I realize how difficult it is to get a job these days, and that I should be grateful for the one that I have.

I work the entire time when I’m in the office - I don't browse the web, I don't take lunch, and I'm only texting when IT kicks me off my machine. They bait-and-switched me on what I'd actually be doing at work, so it's not even 9-10 hours a day of something that I enjoy. I spend the day apologizing for being behind when I'm constantly late on projects because I keep getting one thing after another dumped on me, and then nothing else that I depend on to complete these projects is actually correct.

I come home each day drained and exhausted, and I'm still not even working the weekends the way that they clearly expect me to. I have 30+ emails that have come in since Friday at 5:30, when I left early.

They’re all chirpy and friendly, and honestly, I rather like the people that I work with on a personal level. It’s a nice office, with a pretty view out my window.

However, I’ve seen someone there, that has worked there for years, work a 70 hour week and then still be expected to work when vomiting to the point that it was debated if they should go to a hospital.

That's how they treat their "family".

I don't know what I've done to offend God to let me stumble into this place.

I know that I curse all of you false prophets speaking of meteors and wars and earthquakes.

Curse you and your false hope.

Stop.