Happiest I've been in a long time

Glad you have found some peace. Prep all you want but with out a clear head and sound mind there is no way to survive hour one when SHTF.

Good.

I can finally say I can do that!

What's going to happen? Also, what was the key that turned your mood around?

TEOTWAWKI.

Ahhh, the usual ;)

Line up the shots :)

Nothing like a hangover to ruin a good mood

Noone ever said this was going to be easy. I get paranoid when things seem to be going to well because life has taught me to be on guard because when things seem to be going too well...thats when something unforseen comes along and fucks it all up.



Such is the human condition. Just be proud of your life today. Live in the now...the best you can.

Very happy for you, Op. I've been at that hopeless place, I wouldn't wish it on anyone.

I know that feeling well. Trying to let that guard down just a bit :)

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Me too!!!

You aren't a Scorpio, are you?

All my horoscopes state that the DARK time that began in late 2012 (and that's exactly when it happened, starting with my dad's death and including a divorce, more deaths, constant struggle, etc.) ends this January when Saturn left the building.

I'm 39 and have never EVER experienced such trouble for so long. It nearly broke me.

And it's like poof! It's over.

Thanks for posting your experience.

I have to say I've been feeling really happy too. For me, I've been doing several things recently that might be contributing:

1. saying the "I love you" mantra again and again in my head all during the day.

2. Remembering during the day to a) deepen my breathing just a little bit, and b) when I walk and move around, to do so just a little more slowly than usual.

3. I've also been sun-gazing for about 10-15 minutes just when the sun rises and 10-15 minutes just before it sets. As I gaze, I feel/visualize my body/mind/spirit conducting energies between earth and sun. Then I expand out and feel/visualize the sun as one with and part of the hundred billion star galactic cluster of the Milky Way galaxy. Then I expand out again and feel/experience the Milky Way as one with and part of the hundred billion galaxies in the universe. Then I expand out again and feel/experience the universe one with and part of countless universes in the Omniverse. Then I just hang out there.

I haven't been doing the sun gazing all that long, but I look forward to it each time because it's so powerful.

Anyway, for one reason or another, I'm feeling pretty damn good recently.

Good to hear.

Hooray for EndIsNigh! So you've got a new cuddle that doesn't bark or meow or go baaa-h. Have I got it right?
Of course it's right, LOL!

Well cheers and waltzing in supermarket aisles and above all may your heart be light once again. You deserve it sweetie :)

Ditto

A couple years back, I realized who my true love was, but I tried to forget her! Now I realized I can't! I'm in love and I've never felt better. I hope to see her soon, for the first time since 2012.

glad you're happy!

This is freaky. Exact same situation for me. And yes, Scorpio cusp. Deaths. Divorce. Weird!

I'm glad you are out of it too

It was a bad, bad few years and this coming one is supposed to be stellar.

Divorce is rough - it takes a couple years. I'm still not out of the mess, but the immediate drama dissipated all of a sudden and the rest of it seems like a cake walk.

Good luck!!



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It is hard to live every day knowing what is hanging over our heads. It seems we alone can see why we prep and plan. It is kind of a lonely endeavor sometimes. I have spent many hours thinking of the futility of preparing for such a world catastrophe. I have no fear of death...I rather expect it. The odds of being in the perhaps 15% who do suvive are very small.

Then I think about the adventures and experiences that are possible and the joy these supplies might be to someone if not me. I am preparing to be able to offer soup to my prepper group and wandering souls. Others are preparing to protect us, others are preparing to doctor us.

When I sit back and count my blessings I find that I am happier now than I have been over the years because I know the die is cast and I have served a purpose, followed my star, and finished in time.

I am happy you are happy too.

Thank you Jennilicious! You see, I was going through those same things in '12. Rock bottom doesn't even come close to describing what I went through.
But wait! There's more!
I met this awesome woman that's what I've been looking for through two, yep two, sites that cater to people like us.

OP, you're the best thing that's ever happened to me and come hell or caldera collapse I'll give my life gladly to preserve yours.

Me too!

Had a terrible year last year and now I'm finally feeling happy again