I am an MkUltra Monarch Programming Victim East Germany

Helios Klinikum was established 1994, east-germany did not exist in those days anymore.

did you get the 'astral brain surgery' ?
a change in perception ?

This happened to me in former east Germany from 2012-2013. They never really informed me what they were doing to me so what is astral brain surgery and I might be able to identify with that? I did experience a large change in perception. They had formed 'alters' in my brain and triggers to change these alters although I don't believe they had formed me into a fully functioning monarch as I escaped the country.

will you tell your story here?

how did you break free from programming?

put some useful suggestion near your questions

and try to invite with pesronal intrest

if a people needs help
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Yes I will post a synopsis of my experiences I am writing it up now.

these guys are real marines..

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you will be the first ones to go when necessary

No need to be ashamed its human, loneliness makes lust greater

i have the impression that
you are disturbing a conversation
with your problems

Im addressing the key features in programming and spiritual battles, in pop culture for lack of better words they call everything monarch programming

Your welcome

I am coming forward here because silence only reinforces the horrors of Monarch programming that exist secretly. After completing a bachelors degree I decided to go take a masters degree in Germany but I didn't realize I was ill... Taking advantage of anonymity here I will just say I was diagnosed as bipolar. Previously to this I had two jobs which broke down because I got into trouble with my coworkers. I seemed to have a natural inclination to piss people off because of the bipolar moods. In Germany this continued but it got worse especially because the subject was politics. I began pissing people off in the school, borderline extorted the school. I began having flashbacks. Saw a counsellor and she thought I also had PTSD.

But then people began to stalk me, I believed my phone and computer were hacked into. I received subtle threats such as a soother in my mailbox and phone calls with no one on the other end. I felt something like a bee sting then later saw a flash of light from a car parked not far from my flat and my head swelled up as though there was a permanent pressure in my head and my cognitive perception changed... I also noticed I had trouble remembering things. One of my teachers would incorporate things going on in my life into the lesson hypnotically and it seemed a group of people were targeting me and knew everything going on in my life by the extensive amount of info she was able to repeat. Music in the small grocery store I frequented seemed to incorporate messages directed at me. Then one day I was surfing the net and came across something about MkUltra.. and this seemed to reflect well what was going on in my life. The next lesson the teacher seemed to respond to this and confirming it was happening to me and subtlely suggested she was part of the east German secret police. For some reason I didn't care. The threats continued sporadically, as did the lessons hypnosis and music in the grocery store. I began going on long trips across the country for reasons I'm not sure. I cant remember. On one of the trains I noticed a man yawning and almost instantly became tired. I later researched that programmers can use such hand gestures to conjure up different cognitive states. In the hotel I went to I heard what sounded like heavy equipment being moved in the floor above me. I had the instinct that this was radiation-related and I left my room but the lights in the hotel flickered on and off as if to command me to return to my room. This same technique was used in my own flat. They must have had cameras in my flat as I heard the 'programmer' from upstairs react to things I did on occasion. I also noticed things from my flat go missing such as a requisition to get an MRI from a doctor. I also began experiencing symptoms of what I believe was radiation such as hair falling out, and feeling crawling sensations on my skin.

Then one day my parents came because my room mate told them I had been acting strange and was missing on one of my strange trips across the country. I was admitted to the local hospital the Erfurt Klinikum where they continued these experiments in more overt ways. It seemed at this point they were not worried about how I would react and they could safely say I was mentally ill to cover up what they were doing to me.

My nurse was acting strange and I complained about it and they put me into a worse looking part of the hospital. Then a doctor came in and told me to lie that I had overdosed on an antidepressant and put me into the ICU. I complied.

In the ICU they seemed to knew what was in my head and a nurse told me nothing I do will get it out and that it was my own fault. A young doctor tricked me into taking an injection of some kind and I felt a strong pain where the pressure in my head was. He said it was a test and he laughed at my painful reaction. Then he said he was taking some blood and instead he injected me with a syringe full of air.. The police came into the ICU some hours later asking for me... and at the same moment the nurses whisked me out of there into an ambulance which took me back into the psych ward. I was fully traumatized from these occurences. In the hospital the doctors asked if I felt like I was losing control of myself and I said yes, and they seemed pleased... But something happened later that day. I felt a sudden traumatic break and the feeling that was in my head went away, I broke out of the window and ran for my life. Yet somehow they still stalked me all the way to the airport in Berlin. I took the first flight to Tel Aviv, Israel as that's the last place I figured a German would have influence to continue to stalk me. From there I returned to Canada. I believe I must have really pissed people off to trigger these events.

There is more to it than that, such as the strange perception when one of my alters was triggered- a butterfly like feeling in my lungs and a strange confusion... its hard to put words to it. I have just given a short version of events.

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do you remember anything traumatic that might have created the alters?

or ..maybe you remember ..
that there is some episode you dont remember..

maybe it is possible to create useful good exercises

GLP is the place for you.

maybe just you have 1 parent who subscribed with occultist..

and later he frequented no more..

Hey guys. I was not expecting such a response. Well yes I did experience trauma before the age of five but I don't believe I was programmed until I was in Germany. Also there were times when I experienced trauma when I was in Germany but I am not sure how it was created. My memory of the time is very poor. Just to put it out there I have never been a conspiracy person always believed what we were taught to believe. I guess these events changed that.

As the poster above asked you,

Were or are any of your relatives involved in Occultic activities, such as freemasonry, Shriners etc?

If so, you were and are a likely target for MK-Ultra.

you must have blonde hair and blue eyes

make a continuous revision verify organization of the archive..
arguments..


try keywords..

maybe there is nothing to understand or maybe yes

arguments..

episodes...


watch your habits..

little gestures..

better fix little things than nothing

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try this pill
it should't hurt
use headphones
its in mono

thats electronic mind control. google: "remote neural monitoring"
they have done this on you also experimenting with gang stalking.
they can induce thoughts in you.

OP, your post is misleading! There is not East Germany. Somewhat, from initial post, people would have been understood, those things happened before '89.
We are not discussing of these terms, after 1989.
A truthful person would not try to induce in error, or just suggest some things.

Ok, the only support is to pray to God and to His Holly Sun, Jesus Christ. He is the ultimate healer and protector.

I also heard that it helps, if you write what happened to you, you do not have to care if people believe it or not. You want those things out of you and made public. For the humanity to know, either it want

You can write here, or you can make a blog and quote here from the blog, etc. But try to not lie and be as much accurate is possible. There are good people who will suggest positive things for you, as as also be prepared to encounter trolls and shills which want these things you say, to be demeaned, occulted, etc. You should pray to God and tell the TRUTH.

That would be my advise.

OP's long post was chock full of NLP. You have been warned.