Spiritual Inquiries

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I do think a lot. lol. I caught myself the other day, living in the Future/Past and brought my awareness back to the Now.

So easy to fall back into old habits.

Your words are like a fresh breeze, Paler.

Should have written without him, if i could write sorry about that

Stop smoking.

Everything else is moot.

Until you do that.

Just energies...You don't have to be scared...

Like how you don't hear the noise of a dog whistle or see infared light... They are hidden to YOU but they are there

heh, we torture ourselfves endlessly, till we are ready to not :)
like your smoking is in ways a sign, that you have little regard for you, i smoked a lot too :) maybe it is related to self love, sit more with your heart in quiet space and feel it, observe yourself more instead of observing mind stuff :) stop chasing ideas, chase butterflies in the park, eat ice cream and be gentle with your heart, practice breathing more, be conscious of breathing when your mind goes into over drive, bring it back to gentle ease :)

heres a very simple thing. walk on a path and observe yourt se3lf, lots of thought forms coming and going like the clouds above, you latch on to one and walk with it, it could be one of guilt or worthiness etc, anyways your walking, now move to the edge of the kerb and walk along the edge, walk there for a while, notice your eyes are focused on the edge as you hold your balance, the thoughts you were carrying are gone as they are nothing but noise :) now move to center of path and try hold that clarity of mind, and when you have clarity, you can start to see the world aroubnd you again , you can start to see you, you can start to sense and feel things more, you be come energiesed, the world opens up again and ease of being maybe returns, smile and be gentle on you.

you can choose a life of chasing shadows and potentials and possibilities and questions or you can live a life now, this moment, being present and that is my present to you :)

Yes, I agree.

Im not scared im angry

I am 37. I was born on 17th in 77, and the reason I have '777' in my member name.

I think it is more maturity than age but I was 34 when it started as I have described and following years meditation, seeking and study.


I know exactly what you mean about the synchronicity. Hard NOT to feel crazy and targeted at times. Indeed, lol.


Have you notice the 'pops' coincide with a sudden thought stream you find yourself on, which leads to new understanding?

For a long time I considered a force outside of myself that was giving me a physical manifestation of its presence, in correlation to my thoughts. Or IOW, like a guide giving me a cue to say, Now you got it, keep going...

your most welcome :)

you know Seer, some day, anyday, you can stop the car, get out, and trade places with that little child in the back that sings and smiles and laughs,even better, leave the car and go to the park. never loose the essence of being.
let the heart lead the way, become childlike :)

Now watch it there. Your ego doesn't like what it sees or hears

To just wrap the word ego around every problem has become most convenient has it not?

Ah that makes me feel better. :]

To be honest I have not payed attention to the pops and my thoughts although I have had the same relation to activity in my surroundings in correlation with my thoughts as if the world is in a wave pool and things happen in a connective flow...

Hear the ascended masters talking to you...

Yes people these days are full of pride...

Alright I tore up my last pack of smokes. I am already in the mode to quit as I was clean for a few days prior to yesterday so it should be easy to get back in that groove...the problem is I have done this at least a 100 times (hyperbole probably).

I need to switch the habit of smoking when I need energy with something else...not food. >.<

Young and patient...

I have derived most of this myself, it is just me clinging to habits that drain my energy and I seek the old habit of smoking to gain energy albeit it a negative energy. Its mainly just being daft and running from the pain without using the knowledge and understanding I already came to. I guess I am still an ignorant fool at best. :D

Its a life long struggle...

I would rather it not be in the near future.

:P

People are different... There is always bigger problems

Working for others is the ultimate goal... Restoring the soular order...

Energy never gets destroyed... When you exert the effort to think about something, that energy is transferred to that object. People are very negative these days. That's why you need to pray, to replenish your good energy so you can fight off the demons...

And then there are the people who just worry about themselves and keep to themselves. That is fine.

Greetings Paradox

Well said.

I called it 'The Ripple'. And everyone has their own. How they impress on the 'pool' of what we call 'reality' depends on our individual intent, will, and direction of the manifest Energy.

It moves out and touches the all as far as momentum allows.


I made this gif last Summer to describe both the 'bounce' and the 'field'. And all of 'us' bouncing on it, connecting to each other through our ripples.
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Hey wolfy haven't emailed you in a while. How you been?

You know why I sing in the car? Because I know no one can hear me, but me. Thinking further, I am only truly comfortable singing in front of children.

So I think that is why I look on said so fondly. To be able to share something I love so much, with someone who not only would not judge me, but join in.

That is actually a very good representation of what it feels like. :D Thanks for that!

Gosh with all the negativity on this forum its amazing people like you frequent here. I guess it cant all be bad though!