Just found out grandfather was 32nd degree mason

Tonight I learned my maternal grandfather was a 32nd degree mason. My great grandmother, his wife's mother, was a member of the eastern star. He worked for chevron for 30 years before retiring. Last year I became very, very interested in NWO conspiracies so imagine my curiosity to learn about this.

My mother says he never talked about it and only told my grandmothers that they "help people". It was literally the only thing he said about it, and my mother said "he never went to their meetings ". But as little as I know, I do know one doesn't get to the 32nd degree without the effort! So I go to post a question on a site that I needed to join, And my phone would not let me click the button. So I go to the iPad, the button to join works but it sends a temporary password to my email...which the iPad wouldn't load. Just a glitch but terrible timing for my paranoia lmao. Which lead me here.

I'm a relatively young woman and my life has been a series of things falling right into place, or making terrible decisions without ever getting stuck from them, almost like I just can't get into any real trouble. And this is going to make me sound soooooooooooo f-cking paranoid but there are some days I wake up and I have a tiny red dot in the bend of my arm like a needle mark and NO I dont use drugs or had lab work recently. I am in healthcare and know that these always always always show up directly on the vein, as if I've had a needle in there. I know what needle marks look like. This happens regularly enough that I hage obviously taken notice as I am here on this damn site telling the Internet about it.

So I guess my question to you would be....where did you hide my tin foil hat??