The VOID

inter - connecting multiple states
viewed - being looked at

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I feel boiling energy sometimes but not in my blood. It's a bad omen to me.

There's not much, she doesn't already know.

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i suspect she has unsubstantiated, unresolved, suspicions! lol

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Does the crown energy come out the top of your head? Like it pulses out of the 3rd eye?

If that is the case...then I don't experience that. I've felt tickles and such up there..but..not energy shooting out of the top of my head.

Maybe my crown is blocked. Dunno.

all my chakras are blocked and work independently! lol



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my crown chakra never knows what my root chakras is doing and visa versa. it best that way! lol


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warm dry climate again

You told me you don't feel the energy.

Do or don't you feel It?

There is no kinda. You either do or don't.


I did feel the lotus flower open on the top of my head, before all the huge energies started, but no energy shoots out the top of my head.

Feel like I'm missing out..or doing something incorrectly.

That’s the reason i mentioned my blood. When I get charged, that’s when my ability to channel becomes lucid and complete. Sometimes it seems like it comes out of nowhere, but I don’t believe anymore that that’s the case. I noticed that as soon as I came back here, I had that reaction, my crown on fire, electricity in my blood.

That’s the time I start to think to myself, perhaps I’m reacting in some way to the people or the energy here. That’s a sensitivity of mine. Not that it doesn’t happen without the influence of this place or other people. Sometimes the reaction is extraneous from that. But I do believe there is a connectedness component to it, I think it may come from a coven.

I may be an energetic vampire of some kind without realizing so.

that is the word i could not remember when i was telling k about the harry potter thread that was deleted
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There is a new vendor here that laughs exactly like Eddie Murphy. Lol



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Blood like blood vessels or your heart chakra?

Do you feel it everywhere or just in your..blood?

I don't get the blood thing, unless you mean the pulse, and heart.

I’ll explain the blood thing. It may be a channeler thing.

There is a heat that feels like it is building from beneath my skin and the impression of a static charge, like little pulses of energy all over my body. It feels like it travels to every part of my body, giving me a huge amount of intellectual and physical energy. It changes the way people see me, they always comment on the change in my aura. I can feel the energetic vortexes inside my body go into overdrive. My heartbeat gets much faster, my intuition becomes crystal sharp.

But the sensation itself is like a boiling heat in my blood. And the reason i say electricity, is it’s static like, similar to feeling a volt when you pass your hand over a charged object.

I know at least a few whom have mentioned feeling heat with the energy. I don't.

I add heat..

The electric feel is very much like the end of the Titanium vid. Looks exactly how it feels. Right before he explodes.

He gets triggered and loses control of it.

It’s the difference between our natures. I’m a black hole, a chaotic being. I take in everything with acute sensitivity and work it out after the fact. Hence the heat.

Energy is heat in the scientific sense. If you are ordered about your experience of it, you may let it in in gradiations, rather than all at once. I imagine that is what it would be like to add heat.

But as a channeler, I start in my crown and experience my lower chakras less profoundly. From what I know of you, your experience of energy is often centered in the root/sacral areas.

This is the pole between you and I. I’m the negative to your positive. Hence the attraction in our psychic and astral natures. The connectedness.

I found it interesting, as you were mentioning feeling the coldness, I was feeling the heat.

No, it is everywhere. My problem was with other people attempting to attach there constantly. Constantly.

Yuuuuuuuuge issue.

I was willing to pull the blackest being I could find in the nether through..to protect me from them.

Still will and have in the past.

If I have to.

That's why I don't like ASMR. It makes me feel cold.

Rolling ASMR..is like a pee shiver that goes on and on. And keeps rolling.

I just figured that because typically the energetic experiences I hear you talk about involve pleasure and pain. Ecstasy can take place in the crown, but generally it’s lower in the body.

What exactly did you pull from the void? I thought you didn’t buy into entities.

Also, are you implying with the titanium reference that my channeling is dangerous?

No..just a link to watch the vid at the end, to see exactly what the crackling energy feels like.

It is a visual guide.

I prayed to the Archangels...nonstop for a 2 years.

I wasn't ignored.


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Okay, yeah.

There is a ton of power behind that.
And I guess that’s what I was getting at with the blood boiling thing.
It’s a ton of energy that I suddenly have access to.
When I do something very powerful on the astral, it is often because of that blood electricity.

Remember when we were talking about the bloodline of the dragon? And how I used to talk about “light dragons” that in my childhood, I believed I could summon?
I think that blood electricity is a psychic force that can be harnessed. I experience it as a cooperation between myself and an outside force, not an invasion, but an experience of absolute synergy.
That’s why I call it channeling. But many on this site have accused me of contracting with demons, which i dont see as true at all.

I think it’s just the way my own abilities work. Aether said once he percieved something like a legion around me spiritually, among other people whom he percieved as having one. So i think communication with that force outside myself, the one that provides me with power to make waves, is part of my own “dragon”.