The VOID

I don’t get it at all. Resist what? Why?
You clearly don’t believe in hell or divine punishment. And even of you did, do you truly believe what you’re experiencing is a sin?

If you don’t believe God will punish you, then your guilt must be coming from some kind of self punishment, some kind of core belief that there is something wrong with your natural abilities and experiences.

Why beat yourself up that way? Why swim against the current and make life so much harder than it has to be? You said it is pleasurable.
But that it’s torture.

What if it’s only torture because you hate yourself for feeling pleasure?

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lol

I never said I don't believe in Hell. I made a case for its existence.

Because pleasure of that caliber need be enjoyed in short doses otherwise..

Chaos.

you seem to know gobs

gobs of greasy grimy gopher guts!

Linked from the 12 monkeys wiki page.
Just wanted to be reminded of how it finished lol

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lol

there used to be a time when you weren't searched at the airports! lol

Is it possible to take a middle ground for you? Afopt an attitude of neutrality rather than good or bad?

I mean, do you think enjoying sex for example would send you to hell?

lol

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You have it all wrong.

That is not it at all..

But I do think it is wrong to have sex with lots of people. Yes. I think it is a sin.

are you kidding? seer, is the middle ground! lol

i wouldn't want to be her! lol

Remember how Mikey mentioned that it was 'so intense he felt like he was dying'..and 'felt like I needed a break'?

That's what it is like and living in that state really isn't conducive to doing anything else.


Things is, I'm human and still need to eat, work, and move around to continue to live here. Not to mention, carry on my other relationships.


Foot in each 'world' and learning to balance the two has been my journey the last 8 years

How do I have it wrong? I’m wondering how you see it, because I don’t understand your discomfort...like I can understand if you purely dislike the experience, but you generally say it brings pleasure. You make it sound like there is a guilt component and I’m unsure where that comes from for you.

As far as having sex with many people being bad...
Earlier you said being stoic or rigid about any idea is not a good thing.
Are you open to the idea that your conception of sin is something that organized religion imposed upon you, an idea that may not be spiritually true?

I personally am not comfortable with wildly promiscuous sex, but that’s a personal preference.

Yes, I can see that can be problematic and have struggled with that myself.
But it gets easier over time for me. I have stumbled many times but I usually find my footing again and am stronger for it.

I dislike feeling forced to. Is that clear?


Problem is.. if I let the energy get too close, it can snap together and I can't pull away.

Usually really terrible stuff manifest directly..or what I see as terrible when that happens. Other people may not see it that way. But the pattern is clear to me and seem malevolent. Really dark black swan events.. No way it is coincidence. The 333 current is as real as anything I've seen. As is its destructive wake.


I think because it is sin, that is creates malevolent energy. If done properly..it doesn't manifest that way.

Intent is a huge part of it.

I've been praying for it to stop for years now. So it was going against my direct will every time, being it all comes to me.

Once I accepted that no matter what I did, it wasn't going to stop I had to try to work within the parameters to make it work for me, and those I am connected to.

Because I know this isn't all fun for them either..

Lots of frustration on all sides..over the years.

Yes, that makes sense. Being forced to do anything is a transgression on our human dignity and freedom.

But what if the people doing it to you werent choosing it either?
It could be something beyond anybody’s comprehension.

That is kinda what I was getting at with the 'snap together'.

It is impossible to resist.

It creates a pleasure feedback loop...and then..

That's one of the reasons I attempted to isolate myself completely.

It didn't work.

Nothing I tried worked.

Not even sure I wanted it to. I just needed to make sure.

Unless you mean through some kind of direct instruction.

I don't think it is like that.


Isolation and resistance only went so far.

And circumstance would just loop me right back to where I started with it.


Either looking for the exit..or accepting my fate.


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Last Edited by Seer777 on 10/17/2019 04:29 PM

I took this picture of the Betelgeuse..8 years ago, today..

Standard camera of course. :P





Last Edited by Seer777 on 10/17/2019 04:33 PM

Beautiful picture...

I took this one of Sirius, a few days before.



And this of the Sun 10 days later..




I was looking for something.


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That's the conspiracy that originally brought me to GLP.

Why Sirius A had been roughly removed from not just Googlesky but also Skymap.


The holiest star in the sky, removed in the most bizarre fashion.. Like they wanted it to be seen.

Took me in many weird directions..