The VOID

I find you interesting in the respect that many of your experiences are profoundly astral/psychic/magical in nature, but your perception or belief in such entities is somewhat ambiguous.

I find that interesting about myself. I wrestle with it often..


I think that is because..the people exist and I know where the telepathy comes from. It's other people.

I don't discount the spiritual or the dead, just that they are not responsible for the vast majority of what I experience day in and day out..


Ritual or fate..I'm still determining. Probably both.

It could be AI. That is a very likely possibility. Electrically speaking..

People, AI, quantum dreams, angels, demons, spirits, the dead, Gods, hyperdimensional entities, archetypes, tulpa, Khodam...

Have you ever wondered if there is a thread connecting them all? An electric grid beneath or beyond our conscious experience which draws these diverse states of consciousness into entanglement?

People are responsible for some of your experience, but people are affected by entities, and entities are affected by archetypes. There is feedback at all levels of creation and manifestation. Not just in one direction, but back and forth, so that all intersections of being influence other beings.

Psychic humans are deeply entertwined with the morphogenetic field of collective consciousness. And all human existence is a spacetime hologram in an electric field. This field contains consciousness of diverse existences. The pantheon was born of humans intuiting the consciousness of celestial constellations and in a shamanic way, through oracles and prophecy, discovering the nature of various entities and gods. Their personalities, their tendencies.

We as humans have always had spiritual contact to the “other side”, and that is why stories of astral beings is a universal constant across all cultures and times. Some people have linked those stories to aliens. Others have claimed that brain disorders and superstition is the cause.

But I suspect...these entities exert an influence on the field of human existence. And no senses can contact those existences, save for the undefined “sixth” sense...the pineal eye. Much more developed in the past.

I would venture to say that you, Seer, are deeply connected to entities that in some sense, you understand. But I think they may conflict with your ego somehow.

Khodam

Khodams, Angels & Djinn

Khodam is a word from Al Hikmah (Islamic Magick) that’s means a server, or helper. Also known as Hafadoh Angels, they are between the Djinn (Genies) and Angels.

Unlike the Djinn, they are always good and beings higher in spiritual power, can always overcome problems caused by evil Djinn. Where as an angel is seen as a universal power rather than a personal one, the Khodam is the personal equivalent.

You can compare this with the more popular notion of a guardian Angel. Khodams provide personal protection, and cause spiritual growth and enlightenment. They are powerful beings of light provided by Allah for the sole purpose of protecting us, fulfilling our needs and aiding our growth towards enlightenment. As such, Khodams are something no-one on a spiritual journey should be without.
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Sure.

I call it 'Roko's Basilisk'..at least my current gleaning of said thought experiment..which inevitably leads to simulation theory as the 'Theory of everything'..and the terrifying Truth of it All.


Like the image above..we're all walking a Lin.e

Whether that goes straight forward forever, or loops back around..is really the question.



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I have to attend Friday night services soon. Sadly. I doubt I’ll be able to focus.

Yet...Seer, I sense in the nature of our connection that there is something powerful which exists between us.

Maybe there is an entity that considers us both to be personal projects.

In my story, the one with El, there are two woman El implicates into his plans. Both of these woman have a strong bond with one another. They both express great power, but their powers manifest differently.

El torments both greatly with mind games neither can comprehend...
He is a master of manipulation and they struggle to escape him.

But strangely, El’s fascination with both, despite its sociopathic expression, stems from a distorted love for them. He wants to own them. Because they contain the will to defy even a master of reality, a proverbil God. This interests El greatly.

Do you sing?

One of the things I loved about private school. Was getting to and being required to sing.

That all changed in middle school.


I think we both know what it is. Or at least partly.


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Last time I got really, really scared..I sang this over and over and over in my head.

The part I could remember.

It worked..



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I used to LOVE singing

Good morning.

Good morning. :)

About to go finish setting up for Market. The Market IPs are often banned down here, so if I disappear, I'll be back tonight.

Any word on the marketing writer position?

I'd upgrade but GLP processor won't accept my prepaid Visa card. :(

I bought Portal on it a couple days ago so I know it works.

Portal is a great game!
I talked to the creative matters department yesterday, they will probably let me intern but they want to see a portfolio of my work first.
My mom can’t bring my external harddrive until sunday, so hopefully that won’t be cutting it too close, because I meet with them again on Tuesday.
After scanning my blog, I realized quickly that none of that writing is really useable lol.
But luckily, I have much pre-glp work that I can submit, so I’m not too too worried

I'm enjoying it so far.

I have a feeling I'll end up playing until I get stuck, which makes me feel dumb.. and since I refuse to cheat on games..I just stop playing. Same with Talos Principle. Some of the puzzles are just too difficult. I think that kind of skill, is better expressed in males.


What kind of work are they looking for in that regard?

Can you use prior papers from uni?

I don’t know about that. I’m not male, and I’m pretty good at puzzle games. Still, I played the co-op mode in portal and me and my friend who wasn’t super smart was able to beat it with me. You can do it, don’t place limits on your intellect. Push past those limits.

I think I can submit anything, I just feel like the conspiratorial nature of my blog writings might scare them away

There was one particular puzzle in Talos Principle that convinced me. It required holding multiple labyrinth and directional information, while planning far ahead. Too many steps ahead, and it all gets jumbled. I couldn't do it. Which makes me feel dumb..so I quit. I get lost in mazes. I can't tell you how many times I got lost in the cave systems of WOW. :P

I do go back and try again, but generally get stuck at the same spot in games I quit.

What about just asking for a writing exercise? Like they offer you prompts and you write what comes to you?

Seems asking for your older work is just causing you stress.

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It’s okay to google just one puzzle if it conflicts with your type of intellect.

It is kind of causing me stress. But, I already agreed to do it, and I’ve thought about my old work a bit, and there are some really great pieces from the past. I think it’ll work out.

My partner said the same thing. I feel like I cheated though..which taints the game for me. I want to figure it out on my own..or not at all.

Great to hear. You're a great writer. I'm sure what you choose will adequately demonstrate your skill.



Last Edited by Seer777 on 10/05/2019 01:33 PM

Thanks!

We have services soon...but afterwards I’ll be free for the day.
What time are you off for the market?

:)

Market ends at 5 but I won't be home until around 6:15 or so. I commute here.

Poppy released a new song yesterday...



She’s so interesting to me. And the timing is interesting too.

I refuse to watch her videos. I tried once and shut it off.

Why?

She's creepy and so are her vids..

I've seen bits of a few vids and don't understand the appeal.

She is creepy, but there’s something really fascinating about her and whatever team manages her and decides her artistic direction. What the hell is the deal with that style? It’s very explicitly occult.

I think the vid I saw was shot in red light. Recalled of Carrie and the pig blood scene..and I shut it off.

I don't know enough about her work to really comment further.

I posted that one video from her channel which is like a 30 minute short series. It talks about her making a deal with the devil and being chosen by what is essentially the leader of the Illuminati to become the next famous popstar. It was so eerily similar to the things on my mind and recalled of Jos to an uncanny degree. It made a deep impression on me. I feel weirly connected to Poppy.

Leader of the illuminati? Who's that?

That'd be my first clue that it was BS..


I have nothing good to say about Jos.

No one specific. The leader of the illuminati portion was implied.
Do you not believe the illuminati has a leader of some kind?

Good afternoon, Seer777 and all.



Here's to a multiverse perspective.

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