Remember how Mikey mentioned that it was 'so intense he felt like he was dying'..and 'felt like I needed a break'?

That's what it is like and living in that state really isn't conducive to doing anything else.


Things is, I'm human and still need to eat, work, and move around to continue to live here. Not to mention, carry on my other relationships.


Foot in each 'world' and learning to balance the two has been my journey the last 8 years