Hope you're doing well Seer. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 78207609
Do miss pondering your posts.
Take care of yourself if you decide not to be active around these parts
I've had a very traumatic week but we're seeing some good progress, thankfully.
Sudden grief really turns the volume down, on everything else.
The color, joy and lust for life, dissolved in one horrible moment. Food tasted like ashes, when I was able to eat.
With that said, the color has slowly been coming back with each day. Small victories offer hope.
I'm sure I'll be around. I just needed to focus totally on self care, care for my partner, and our dog. This week is one big blur.
Eventual grief, will always be the cost of Love, one way or another. Hurts worse than any can imagine, that havent been through it.
That why I don't and won't give my heart easily..and keep people at arm's length. Might help explain my semi-cold demeanor, as I've experience it, more than once.