The VOID

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The feeling is not good at this moment.

Repressed feelings.

Also, when former Tucson mayor shrimpy Rothschild's local FBI guys came down to tell me how proud they we're for setting me up.

I was threatened with an air strike.

Literally.

They had me on continous a-10 loops, probably targeted.

This was after I deciphered the oracle and egg.

It all really started in 2005 after I went to the logos, and there was a response over Tucson the AFB had to deal with.

That's when the air force a-10 loops over me started. In Tucson.

It's been a crazy past 14 years.

So then after setting me up and rubbing it in my face, they threatened me with an airstrike, I fled back to Santa Fe.

The white cube had been installed, when I was there previously; the stone foundation was workung on its base.

I didn't know what was being put in place.

So then I left, go back to tucson.

Rothschilds being elected.

My occupy signs brought Rothschild down, shook my hand with city manager, DHS picked me up because I was going to flash mob his inauguration.

They cautioned me against such.

I held back.

They still set me up via FBI infiltrating into occupy.

The busted all the drug dealers, that was in the paper.

The incident regarding me, I don't know where the feds in Tucson stand.

Other than they are guilty of treachery.

I fell for it, that was my fault.

FBI liaison Tig Collins (I think now deceased) tried to rub in my face that it was a $4 bet in the local field office.

Tigs facebook is still up
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I'd rather throw myself under the bus, and tell the truth about the criminal brotherhood feds in tucson than to live with the guilt in my own conscience...

Because I was celebate before then, and still am.

Even if lacking in self mastery not deal with it very well.

No woman wants anything to do with me anyways, likely rightfully.

I have nothing going for me on top. Of everything else.

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So then I did my prayers and service work at the cube, then the brotherhood came; and threatened to murder me.

Gave one of the street kids a phone and a gun, he pulled it on me; on the phone with them.

I threw my rake and broom down, went to taos.

Connected with the multimillionaire, came down yo Albuquerque region.

My plants kicked ass.

Old boss asked me to leave and get my plants and chickens off his property.

To lodge my complaint with the authorities higher up, i did damage a portion, multiple thousands of dollars wirth of damage.. and what i asked for was all of humanity to be called to account.

I also scrambled up over 100 types of seedlings that we're in individually labeled trays.

They still got given away.

Then I posted the address, guys came; and I helped them to load everything up.

I gave everything away.

My racks, grow tents, lights, everything.

I only kept my rattle and one prayer blanket.

Even the smashed up cactus bits and pieces were taken for others to make medicine.

Everything I gave away, to be back out on the streets.

Then the girl who I had some choice in what I gave to her turned out to be a satanist.

I destroyed her, myself in her eyes; now we're mirror blocked.

All hope is now lost.

What else am I supposed to say other than.

Oh well
Its been fun
Good Luck

And

I'm sorry

The oracle and egg model belongs to all of you, but I will be held to account for how the understanding is used.

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Long after I am gone.

Just like it says.

My effort is over
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No need to respond, you tell the truth; and you are the bad guy.

Fuck you all.

That's all I have to say
Daniel

Suit yourself.

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Lay off the cannibossom.

It enforces the highly disorganized psychosis.

Good day Seer

It's been interesting, reading the words being written in your direction.

You seem quite, very strong.

Keep the Faith.

Personally, I don't understand, even half, of what is being said.

Nevertheless, writing feels like the right thing to do.

You have ideas that really resonate...

At different levels of understanding it seems.

Thank You

Cheers.

Thanks for saying.

I try to help where I can and avoid confrontation, while adding clever humor to lighten it up.

Daniels patterns are obvious to anyone that has spent years on this forum and his desperation has increased. It is difficult to watch which is why I said, what I did to him.

With some it is extreme mental illness and indigence but with others I think it is also something else.

I have no telepathic ties to Daniel, just memories of his patterns and genuine compassion for his plight..but I do to others.

Why and why not...I'm still trying to figure out.


As I said last night..it is a love/hate relationship at times and I try to keep centered and balanced. To do that requires boundaries I enforce at all times.

Inspired me to set up my Christmas tree last night. It's not a real tree. It is a lighted cherry blossom tree I add red ornaments to to look like cherries.

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Far more festive in here now. Maybe I'll even bake cookies.


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Cheers to You

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Hope you feel better this morning.

Try to see the humor in it.

Lovely.



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Yah.

Seer, I'm feeling better. I played Albion Online this morning to pass the time. Grinding (gathering resources while ignoring some negative comments in the chat). I hope the game will develop or improve a bit over time (hopefully more contents for solo players). X-Mas and nye are approaching with year 2019 at end, I wish nothing but good wishes to you and all.

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Good to hear.

I have 6 more selling days, until the end of the season. I'm excited to go lamp at the beach house for some weeks.

Thanks. Same to you.

Lovely image.

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Sounds pretty.

I love cherry blossoms.

Take pics.

I'll take pics of mine once it's finished too.

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It is. It packs up really small and I just put it away every year. I'd like a real tree just for the smell, but it is not really feasible in this space.

I bought a live wreath and a candle to give it a more of Christmas-y smell.

I had little to no Christmas spirit, until last night.

I will take pics. I'm excited to see your tree.

That's some next level ranting you are doing.

I'm not doing anything to you..for the record.

It's not me.

Reminded me of this.

I still remember being 7 or 8 and playing the cassette tape in my friend's boombox. At least, what was the very first gen of said.

Prolly this bad boy..
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It feels awkward asking, and I feel you should know that... for some reason.

I'm curious what this sequence means to you?

An attempt to gently explain to Mikey that I will not accept any label or force he attempts to impose on me.


He said a lot of really horrible stuff to me the last time(years ago).


Watching his tantrum tonight..seems not much has changed..other than my perception of.

Which is a good thing.

Ah, that's kind of you.
You've just said it in good words now too, hopefully it can help Mikey grow.
Thanks for the explanation, You're a good teacher in ways.

Cheery O

Hmmm... Instant gratification got me on that last post...

Edit add:

You're good learner too it seems.

Also,
Apologies for the multiple intrusions in your thread,
and... for any misunderstandings or biases real or perceived,
A blanket apology.

Fyi^That seems retarded and necessary and true at this time.

Keep on keepin
or whatever