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| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind  User ID: 78307045  United States01/06/2020 06:33 PM  Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ^^ [link to youtu.be (secure)] [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 78264171  Canada01/06/2020 09:11 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I read the other day that their pop-stars are suiciding. Quoting: Seer777 Two Stars' Suicides Draw Scrutiny To Pressures Of K-Pop Industry, Fans [link to www.npr.org (secure)] One of the girls in the Dragon Girls documentary, was talking about wanting to jump off the roof. I just watched the sword dance one of the girls performs, and I have to say after all the training and beatings, she's an absolute unit. She seems the most driven of the girls interviewed. Fame is a curse. Not sure why people seek it. Money and perceived power and how it opens doors I assume, but at a huge cost. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Last night for the NYE thing in Times Square they had some K-pop band performing. I was like, why are we celebrating them? And right after Kim threatened to nuke us at Christmas. I didn't watch it but yeah they like literally kill to be perfection. They have their synchronized dancing and the perfect 'Bieber' hair. Quoting: Ricky M I read the other day the Backstreet Boys were essentially robbed by their manager, who IIRC, turned out to be a real scum bag. Weinstein is another predator in that vein. They're kind of everywhere in the industry and I don't think it is accident it has been equated to 'selling your soul to the devil'. There was a famous female group who recently said, they were basically escorts. Can't recall which. Thread: The Cherry Pie video girl says Warrants lead singer was drugged and raped? Bobbie Brown, the cherry pie video girl who later married the bands front man Janie Lane, says her ex-husband was drugged and raped by a well known heavy metal singer and his manager. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 77253753 He made this confession to her shortly before he died. It apparently happened during his early days on the Hollywood strip while he was still a struggling musician. He apparently never told anyone out of embarrassment. Thinking of what famous heavy metal acts, who were on the Hollywood scene in the early 1980's, who do you think it might be? Judas Priest? Iron Maiden? Kiss? Who would have had a penchant for drugging and butt raping a dude? Im guessing many are unaware of what hustlers are. Facades and empty promises slathered in an excess of entitlement. Anything goes to feed the emptiness. Not many understand the grind and rejection of making a living at pretending. After the grind and success comes 24 hour a day access and constantly being on or risking going back to the grind. Couple narcissistic personalities with rejection and you create a beast and then give the beast access. Nothing as it seems |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78307045 United States01/07/2020 02:42 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Her mom garnered the condo through some work thing and let us have it for the weekend. Quoting: Seer777 Other than the cement snow..everything else was awesome. First time I had a Hot Toddy.. People left a bunch whiskey here after New Years. Maybe I'll make one. Hot Toddy hot toddy, also known as hot whiskey in Ireland, is typically a mixed drink made of liquor and water with honey (or, in some recipes, sugar), herbs (such as tea) and spices, and served hot. Hot toddy recipes vary and are traditionally drunk before retiring for the night, in wet or cold weather or to relieve the symptoms of the cold and flu. In How to Drink, Victoria Moore describes the drink as "the vitamin C for health, the honey to soothe, the alcohol to numb. [link to en.wikipedia.org (secure)] 6 oz hot water 1 spoon honey dissolved in hot water 2 oz bourbon 1/4 lemon juice squeezed option: lemon rind with whole cloves punch through set in drink cinnamon stick ginger cayenne pepper  Sipping on some version now. cheers I made one last night after a bit of sudden drama. A house down the way was seemingly engulfed in flames and exploding. My partner caught a glimpse of the smoke randomly looking out one of our windows and we both ran down there in the rain. He called the Fire department and got the lady and her dog, out her house that was closest to the flames. They got there fast, and only the shed was totally destroyed. Burned down to the ground. The flames were huge. Not sure what exploded. Propane tank probably. The Hot toddy was surprisingly good for being so simple. I added just a bit of cayenne but would probably go a little lighter next time. I also only added 1 full shot of Makers. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78307045 United States01/07/2020 02:46 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I read the other day that their pop-stars are suiciding. Quoting: Seer777 Two Stars' Suicides Draw Scrutiny To Pressures Of K-Pop Industry, Fans [link to www.npr.org (secure)] One of the girls in the Dragon Girls documentary, was talking about wanting to jump off the roof. I just watched the sword dance one of the girls performs, and I have to say after all the training and beatings, she's an absolute unit. She seems the most driven of the girls interviewed. Fame is a curse. Not sure why people seek it. Money and perceived power and how it opens doors I assume, but at a huge cost. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Last night for the NYE thing in Times Square they had some K-pop band performing. I was like, why are we celebrating them? And right after Kim threatened to nuke us at Christmas. I didn't watch it but yeah they like literally kill to be perfection. They have their synchronized dancing and the perfect 'Bieber' hair. Quoting: Ricky M I read the other day the Backstreet Boys were essentially robbed by their manager, who IIRC, turned out to be a real scum bag. Weinstein is another predator in that vein. They're kind of everywhere in the industry and I don't think it is accident it has been equated to 'selling your soul to the devil'. There was a famous female group who recently said, they were basically escorts. Can't recall which. Thread: The Cherry Pie video girl says Warrants lead singer was drugged and raped? Bobbie Brown, the cherry pie video girl who later married the bands front man Janie Lane, says her ex-husband was drugged and raped by a well known heavy metal singer and his manager. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 77253753 He made this confession to her shortly before he died. It apparently happened during his early days on the Hollywood strip while he was still a struggling musician. He apparently never told anyone out of embarrassment. Thinking of what famous heavy metal acts, who were on the Hollywood scene in the early 1980's, who do you think it might be? Judas Priest? Iron Maiden? Kiss? Who would have had a penchant for drugging and butt raping a dude? Im guessing many are unaware of what hustlers are. Facades and empty promises slathered in an excess of entitlement. Anything goes to feed the emptiness. Not many understand the grind and rejection of making a living at pretending. After the grind and success comes 24 hour a day access and constantly being on or risking going back to the grind. Couple narcissistic personalities with rejection and you create a beast and then give the beast access. Nothing as it seems I think children are taught to behave and believe their elders. Naivety coupled with gullibility and being anxious to please or start one's career.. Predators look for that exactly. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78307045 United States01/07/2020 03:11 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Quoting: Sol-tari I have to say..I watched the official video to that song(Raise Your Glass, Pink) for the first time yesterday and wished I hadn't. Halfway through, I started getting nauseous. One of the reasons I am extremely careful of what I watch. Not sure what they were thinking when Pink made that video for this song, but the video above, is far superior. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 78264171 Canada01/07/2020 03:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I read the other day that their pop-stars are suiciding. Quoting: Seer777 Two Stars' Suicides Draw Scrutiny To Pressures Of K-Pop Industry, Fans [link to www.npr.org (secure)] One of the girls in the Dragon Girls documentary, was talking about wanting to jump off the roof. I just watched the sword dance one of the girls performs, and I have to say after all the training and beatings, she's an absolute unit. She seems the most driven of the girls interviewed. Fame is a curse. Not sure why people seek it. Money and perceived power and how it opens doors I assume, but at a huge cost. [link to youtu.be (secure)] ... Quoting: Seer777 I read the other day the Backstreet Boys were essentially robbed by their manager, who IIRC, turned out to be a real scum bag. Weinstein is another predator in that vein. They're kind of everywhere in the industry and I don't think it is accident it has been equated to 'selling your soul to the devil'. There was a famous female group who recently said, they were basically escorts. Can't recall which. Thread: The Cherry Pie video girl says Warrants lead singer was drugged and raped? Bobbie Brown, the cherry pie video girl who later married the bands front man Janie Lane, says her ex-husband was drugged and raped by a well known heavy metal singer and his manager. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 77253753 He made this confession to her shortly before he died. It apparently happened during his early days on the Hollywood strip while he was still a struggling musician. He apparently never told anyone out of embarrassment. Thinking of what famous heavy metal acts, who were on the Hollywood scene in the early 1980's, who do you think it might be? Judas Priest? Iron Maiden? Kiss? Who would have had a penchant for drugging and butt raping a dude? Im guessing many are unaware of what hustlers are. Facades and empty promises slathered in an excess of entitlement. Anything goes to feed the emptiness. Not many understand the grind and rejection of making a living at pretending. After the grind and success comes 24 hour a day access and constantly being on or risking going back to the grind. Couple narcissistic personalities with rejection and you create a beast and then give the beast access. Nothing as it seems I think children are taught to behave and believe their elders. Naivety coupled with gullibility and being anxious to please or start one's career.. Predators look for that exactly. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Predators, as in nature, look for stragglers. Fame, in this era, is about cyclical repetition rather than the ability to evolve and expand. Control. Rules and their subsets to encapsulate. |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78307045 United States01/07/2020 03:38 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Im guessing many are unaware of what hustlers are. Facades and empty promises slathered in an excess of entitlement. Anything goes to feed the emptiness. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 78264171 Not many understand the grind and rejection of making a living at pretending. After the grind and success comes 24 hour a day access and constantly being on or risking going back to the grind. Couple narcissistic personalities with rejection and you create a beast and then give the beast access. Nothing as it seems I think children are taught to behave and believe their elders. Naivety coupled with gullibility and being anxious to please or start one's career.. Predators look for that exactly. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Predators, as in nature, look for stragglers. Fame, in this era, is about cyclical repetition rather than the ability to evolve and expand. Control. Rules and their subsets to encapsulate. Predators that have to hunt down prey to eat, are far different than those that hunt people for their sick desires. I'm not sure I believe in demons anymore, due to there being no way fathomable that a demon could be any more evil than humans. And no..I don't think those humans, are possessed either. I think possession is very rare. Very. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78307045 United States01/07/2020 04:01 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I think we should get it right here on Earth before we explore anywhere else Quoting: Spark 77714953  Humanity will never get it right. Life is an abuse cycle. And the bullies rule the world. Thread: Why would demons torture humans if they were evil? Quoting: Seer777 Attributing fictitious demons to human behavior, is in part if not all..an attempt to justify the 'Abuse Cycle'. Quoting: Seer777 Abuse is learned..then passed on. [link to youtu.be (secure)] [link to youtu.be (secure)] [link to youtu.be (secure)] [link to youtu.be (secure)] One of the girls in the Dragon Girls documentary, was talking about wanting to jump off the roof. Quoting: Seer777 I just watched the sword dance one of the girls performs, and I have to say after all the training and beatings, she's an absolute unit. She seems the most driven of the girls interviewed. [link to youtu.be (secure)]  <3 [link to youtu.be (secure)]  Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78307045 United States01/07/2020 04:14 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thread: THE TAKEOVER: CHINA IS BUILDING ENORMOUS SELF-SUSTAINING CHINESE CITIES ALL OVER THE AFRICAN CONTINENT (Page 4) Quoting: Seer777 China has 33,000,000 extra males, they have 0 females for.. Quoting: Seer777 Wars are often fought for females as much as resources and land.. What is a hive? [link to youtu.be (secure)] [link to youtu.be (secure)] @54:24 If I had the choice between bread and love, I would choose bread.. Bread=hard rice, sometimes with bugs in it. Noodles looked hot at least. They are routinely beaten with sticks, beaten by the trainers, and each other. Trainers are allowed 2 evening home per week, if married. All the rest of time spent with students. 24 hours a day. They are not permitted to go anywhere, except home during those 2 evenings. This is a lot more sad than the trailer let on. Really exposes the blessings we take for granted here. [link to youtu.be (secure)] The sword dance starts @1:17:27 Notice what they utilize to show their scores.. Clever but.. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78307045 United States01/07/2020 05:16 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thread: The Cherry Pie video girl says Warrants lead singer was drugged and raped? Quoting: Seer777 I knew Janie Lane personally, and the way the media made fun of him was pure evil. He was a talented musician and the record company made them write cherry pie, he hated that song. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 343310 Uncle Tom's Cabin is a masterpiece. Totally agree. I love this song and video. Really sad about the sexual assault. Embarrassment is very closely related to shame. Shame is what sexual assault victims often feel in the aftermath, which keeps them quiet. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Courtney Love warning about Harvey Weinstein in 2005 [link to imgur.com (secure)] [link to youtu.be (secure)] Good song. We would have have had sex by now if not for my temper. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 78300021 Oh? Mind the corpses.. [link to youtu.be (secure)] [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78307045 United States01/07/2020 05:49 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78307045 United States01/07/2020 06:07 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I feel that I had perhaps wrongly assumed that the eating disorder would eliminate my feelings of pain and rejection a month ago, give me something to base worth upon - this never happened. Losing the weight was fun, realizing BTS would have never let me lose enough to go into reasons feeling proud of my accomplishment was a rude awakening, being in eating disorder inpatient sucked and so did being told on the last day, "by the way, we had you diagnosed with OSFED all along!" (Dont ask, it's a tangent) Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye This is where you start to become coherent.. I'm going to read the rest now. I'm happy to see you.. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78307045 United States01/07/2020 06:13 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I dont know where the hell else to put this. I just wrote it and I dont think my treatment team will like it much, dont think my friends will either, and for that matter neither do I think will you, but I really need to put it somewhere, so....I think this is really actually the perfect place for it. Glad I thought of it. Quoting: Light of my Little Left Eye 1/7/20 Or is it possible I actually am delusional enough that I'm not aware that in reality I have been contemplating murdering Dr. McNeel after all? Prior to that sentence I was just in CVS looking for shampoo - dont even get me started on that havent-shaved-in-a-month-yet razor blade imma need, just the shampoo. And I keep coming up on the garnier and Dell and getting confused, like surely if the body wash and soap is right here, the fucking shampoo cant be far behind. And it's not there so I search an aisle down and then its not there so I go back to the first aisle forgetting that I had been there originally, stumbling upon that fatal error of mistaking the fucking body wash for shampoo because they are made by the same brands and my eyes are fumbly on the signs above the aisles or perhaps just as I'm about to read my way out of this conundrum I get distracted by something that appears to be shampoo.... So that's what I'm saying, I walk out of CVS and I'm like okay let me continue this phone note: am I well worn and bedraggled or do I want to kill Dr. McNeel? And I'm just saying I dont know, but I'm thinkin about it. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78307045 United States01/07/2020 06:57 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | [link to youtu.be (secure)] [link to youtu.be (secure)] [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 78321789 Canada01/07/2020 07:02 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Im guessing many are unaware of what hustlers are. Facades and empty promises slathered in an excess of entitlement. Anything goes to feed the emptiness. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 78264171 Not many understand the grind and rejection of making a living at pretending. After the grind and success comes 24 hour a day access and constantly being on or risking going back to the grind. Couple narcissistic personalities with rejection and you create a beast and then give the beast access. Nothing as it seems I think children are taught to behave and believe their elders. Naivety coupled with gullibility and being anxious to please or start one's career.. Predators look for that exactly. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Predators, as in nature, look for stragglers. Fame, in this era, is about cyclical repetition rather than the ability to evolve and expand. Control. Rules and their subsets to encapsulate. Predators that have to hunt down prey to eat, are far different than those that hunt people for their sick desires. I'm not sure I believe in demons anymore, due to there being no way fathomable that a demon could be any more evil than humans. And no..I don't think those humans, are possessed either. I think possession is very rare. Very. Dont be such a literalist. Posession is of and through Ideas. Do you believe that animals and children dont toy with their prey to get a jolt from the abuse? Adults moreso. The hepatic portal vein will furnish a predator with a fount of direct injected protein and minerals. This is why they keep their prey alive and agitated. Then we have zombie prey vectors both viral and bacterial and their psychological counterparts. I'll spare you the personal anecdotes. |
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| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78307045 United States01/07/2020 07:19 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Is it possible that it's a bad idea for me to start working 30 hours a week right now? I think I might actually need groups in the day Quoting: Anonymous Coward 73811570 Working doing what? I don't think 30 hours a week is unfeasible and can provide structure and financial independence..if applicable. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 73811570 United States01/07/2020 07:23 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Is it possible that it's a bad idea for me to start working 30 hours a week right now? I think I might actually need groups in the day Quoting: Anonymous Coward 73811570 Working doing what? I don't think 30 hours a week is unfeasible and can provide structure and financial independence..if applicable. I guess I just am feeling ... unmoored |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78307045 United States01/07/2020 07:29 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Is it possible that it's a bad idea for me to start working 30 hours a week right now? I think I might actually need groups in the day Quoting: Anonymous Coward 73811570 Working doing what? I don't think 30 hours a week is unfeasible and can provide structure and financial independence..if applicable. I guess I just am feeling ... unmoored You need to take command of whatever it is you beLIEve is stopping you, and take control of your life. Your imaginary contract has served you no benefit. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 78304421 Australia01/08/2020 02:26 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | And I'm just confused. Am I supposed to just know what I need right now? Is some person in higher authority and awareness supposed to inform me of what I need right now? How does anyone fucking know? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 73811570 A place to call home will ground you. A companion will teach you and allow you to teach A hobby will pass time and allow your mind to rest in routine. At the end of the day it is all just an act and if you play the part and act well, you can generally get what you want. |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78307045 United States01/08/2020 10:30 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Is it possible that it's a bad idea for me to start working 30 hours a week right now? I think I might actually need groups in the day Quoting: Anonymous Coward 73811570 Working doing what? I don't think 30 hours a week is unfeasible and can provide structure and financial independence..if applicable. I guess I just am feeling ... unmoored Thanks for checking in. I'd like to hear more if you can find the time. I'll be around. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78307045 United States01/08/2020 10:34 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | And I'm just confused. Am I supposed to just know what I need right now? Is some person in higher authority and awareness supposed to inform me of what I need right now? How does anyone fucking know? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 73811570 A place to call home will ground you. A companion will teach you and allow you to teach A hobby will pass time and allow your mind to rest in routine. At the end of the day it is all just an act and if you play the part and act well, you can generally get what you want. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78307045 United States01/08/2020 10:43 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | And yes out of context I'm sure it doesn't seem coherent, I love you Seer but my only intended audience jumping into writing that with was my brain Quoting: Anonymous Coward 73811570 Fair enough. I see you removed it. Who is Dr. McNeel? Is that a real person? I have trouble in the shampoo aisle too. Recently went with Paul Mitchell shampoo with the leave-in conditioner. Never used a leave-in, so it took me a while to choose. Longer than it should have.. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 78307045 United States01/08/2020 10:49 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I find grocery stores overwhelming..too much to choose from. [link to youtu.be (secure)] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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