The VOID

Consume things that are unprocessed and without preservatives.

Ninety percent of the grocery store vanishes.

Fair enough. I see you removed it.

Who is Dr. McNeel? Is that a real person?


I have trouble in the shampoo aisle too. Recently went with Paul Mitchell shampoo with the leave-in conditioner. Never used a leave-in, so it took me a while to choose. Longer than it should have..


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Dr McNeel is the psychiatrist at the facility I spent 30 days in, Reasons.

I filled a whole journal while I was there. I'd love to share it but it's a hard copy and I have some pop out pages I taped in for illustration of some of the events there. I may eventually find the time to type it up but then I feel you lose the experience of seeing all the times I switched from pen to pencil and back and the various colors because pens weren't allowed and I had to hoard them and some were confiscated. I got attached to certain pens and then some died others were found some I brought back to BTS...

I filled a whole journal while I was there. I'd love to share it but it's a hard copy and I have some pop out pages I taped in for illustration of some of the events there. I may eventually find the time to type it up but then I feel you lose the experience of seeing all the times I switched from pen to pencil and back and the various colors because pens weren't allowed and I had to hoard them and some were confiscated. I got attached to certain pens and then some died others were found some I brought back to BTS...

Is that where you have been the last month or so?

Or is that in the past?

Last month...just got back here monday

Take pictures or like scan it into your computer or something.

Hi :)

I got like 40 hugs when I got back on monday, I sang with a Yale choir on monday, today the head copywriter told me my profile piece on rabbi Miriam was fantastic which like never happens - remember we were talking about the baking show and how nice it must feel when those judges compliment you?

This is where you start to become coherent..

I'm going to read the rest now.


I'm happy to see you..


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Dr McNeel is the psychiatrist at the facility I spent 30 days in, Reasons.

Consume things that are unprocessed and without preservatives.

Ninety percent of the grocery store vanishes.

I thought so too. :)

I can only imagine. Thanks for sharing.

Top comment from the link recalls of your story as well:

I immigrated to the US after being raised in USSR and Cuba, I remember my parents crying the first time we went in to a grocery store
~Dsoir

You're going to have to choose which you want to do more. Get better, or game the system and then die.

You should watch season 6 of Bojack Horseman. You have to want to get better.

And if you fall, just get back up and keep walking.

Everyone has too. Or lay down and die. You choose..

I made one last night after a bit of sudden drama. A house down the way was seemingly engulfed in flames and exploding. My partner caught a glimpse of the smoke randomly looking out one of our windows and we both ran down there in the rain.

He called the Fire department and got the lady and her dog, out her house that was closest to the flames. They got there fast, and only the shed was totally destroyed. Burned down to the ground. The flames were huge. Not sure what exploded. Propane tank probably.


The Hot toddy was surprisingly good for being so simple. I added just a bit of cayenne but would probably go a little lighter next time.

I also only added 1 full shot of Makers.

I just wanted to add.. that I stood there for so long..that I started having anxiety about how long I was standing there, choosing shampoo, based on the conditioner. There was the tea tree option, which I almost chose, but really wanted to try the original. It was on sale.

After about 10 minutes or so of this back and forth with myself, I decided that I had stood there so long I might as well try the leave-in and see if I like it.

I like it.

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I woke up this morning with a word on my lips. I kept saying it over and over in my head while I was waking up..

Manifold. A car part I think. Just making a note.

Choice can be crippling. Thus you must go with how you feel. However, you must be careful that it is how you feel and not how you have been manipulated to feel.

Thus the often ambiguous ties of memetic imagery in advertising and propaganda.

The warlike swelling of proffered emotionally that drowns.?


Cheers

Wow, that's a bit of drama alright. Good lookin out for the neighborhood!
cayenne seems like a really hot toddy...

Okay Dirk Gently.