Well you can't kick this old dog down for long!
The last 10 minutes of the Chemo being administered I think I got a tour of hell itself!!
Later I was told by the nurses that I had blacked out during that time and all the monitoring screens were going crazy.
Apparently everything stabilized again within only a few minutes.
During that time of blackout. I suffered the most awful pain ever, There was so much screaming going on around me, From what or who? I have no idea.
For some reason I find myself sat in a bar (not your ordinary bar, more like something out of mad max) I am wanting to pay the bar but don't know where is any money. The bar freak says may be you pay in your room. Pointing up a stairs, and at a jacket near me.
Somehow I find myself to a room and enter. There is a woman sat on the side of the bed . She is beckoning me to come over but me I have other Ideas. I am hearing my name being called softly . I go to where can better hear this. A quiet calming voice is saying enter the light not this dark and you will be ok. Looking around this room I see only darkness and feel a sense of fear. But to on e corner of the room is a closet with a light shining. I look inside and all is tranquil. I need to get in there. I enter fully and at that point I am back in the hospital and the buzzer of the Chemo pump is sounding to notify that the process is complete.
Make of that all what you will, but that is exactly how it went down.
As to now. Well I'm feeling very much better. I will have to wait for the blood tests etc that they will do later today and see how it has gone. Myself I think it has gone ok.
Thank you everyone for your support and prayers. They were needed during this ordeal.
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Quoting: IamMewhoAreyou You are battling sides and the dream was to draw you to the only place you should be in down time when you feel like it read the Bible as the dark side is fighting for you and the word is your weapons.
10 Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord and in the power of His might. 11 Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. 12 For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age,[c] against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places. 13 Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.
14 Stand therefore, having girded your waist with truth, having put on the breastplate of righteousness, 15 and having shod your feet with the preparation of the gospel of peace; 16 above all, taking the shield of faith with which you will be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked one. 17 And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God; 18 praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, being watchful to this end with all perseverance and supplication for all the saints— 19 and for me, that utterance may be given to me, that I may open my mouth boldly to make known the mystery of the gospel, 20 for which I am an ambassador in chains; that in it I may speak boldly, as I ought to speak.
If you can have someone put he bible on a mp3 and listen to as much as you can
Dear Heavenly Father thank you for this victory we ask for a hedge of protection around IamMe and satan have no power in Jesus name amen
