For I sinned against the Almighty God, unworthy of his mercy, for my sins reach the heavens itself. for it seems God has forsaken me, and will no longer show me mercy and love. Judgment I shall righteously get. for I cry in my own mind everyday for God to transform me anew, and to no longer be in darkness, but it seems I have committed to much sin against a Holy God. for if I only could experience the true love and peace that comes from God Almighty, untainted by man, though I do not deserve it, I still have a little hope I might see it, even though I commit every sin, knowing what I doing is wrong, I still have hope that God will show me mercy, love, and peace. *Sign*