I want to share how amazing God is if we allow His presence. I grew up a poor farmer daughter and money was the cause of most conflicts in our home. I was never taught about money or even given an allowance. My life reflects this , I hated money it made people mean and fight. If we allow God can teach an old dog new tricks and He has been teaching me. I am still paying credit card debt from when we lost our home in Montana. Even when I lost much in 2015 I tried to continue taking care of things like this on my own. Today as I went to my Psalm to read before prayer guess what it was...Psalm 16 :and when I got to verse 5 ,He who does not put out his money at usury,
Nor does he take a bribe against the innocent. He who does these things shall never be moved, I cried because yesterday I called to get credit card counseling from a Christian based company. I do not know if you struggle with this but if you do there is not better teacher than God and His word. If we hold on to things and try and do on our own , He will let us. God is perfect in all His ways , we are just a mess , give your struggles to Him no matter what they are . That does not mean just pray about it that means pray about with action.