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Thank you for your prayers.

As i said before he came home early yesterday and took two days off of work which is very unusual. He has been very jumpy and confrontational the last week or so. Im on guard.

Im taking pictures of all the windows and misplaced things in the home with my son's tablet as he checks my phone daily. Im getting all our paperwork in order and stashing things little by little into bags while i clean each day. As soon as he goes back to work i am leaving. I have no money, job or family in area but i will go to the battered women's shelter the next town over.

I can not continue to live this way and put my children through this. It is my fault believing that he can change when he clearly doesnt want to. I keep praying for him cause i love him still but God is gently pushing me to protect my children and myself. We are supposed to honor and obey our husbands but when your own life is at risk there is a line to be drawn. My husband twists scripture around to make it suit his deeds and that is so very wrong. I pray for God to heal him but i need to heal as well. I still do not want no other man but him. But i can not put our lives at risk any longer.

Thank you all my friends for your advice support and prayers. I promise to stay updated with you regarding our situation. Please do not worry if i am not active for several days at beginning of week. I might be very busy relocating.

God bless and have a good weekend.

Love Dio