Hey GFG - My Christian mentor, Pastor Sean, who is walks out with me daily Christ - told me that I am having a hard time "trusting" and he said it's a faith issue and it really bothers me -
"How will I pay rent/eat/car/etc..."
and is a living example of someone who just gives it all over to God and everything is taken care of.
Yet for some reason I seem to say "OK, well, yes Jesus is my Lord and Savior... and God's will not mine - but today I'm doing it THIS way..."
and I just wish to know where that line is between walking out God's plan, walking out my own insanity - and locking my self in a room and not doing anything.
I just wish there was...an easy example.
Quoting: Intercessor You ask the right person as this was my greatest struggles. When I lost my business and caring for a disabled husband I worried so much I got a bad ulcer.
I had to keep Psalm 46:10 Be still, and know that I am God: I will be exalted among the heathen, I will be exalted in the earth, on my desk.
I searched for work at at retirement age those and doors where not opening.
I ask God everyday open the door You want and close the one You do not.
I had to come to place that I got on my knees and said out loud , if You want me homeless or to lose everything then I will accept, other wise provide for my daily needs.
What I found was I had to take action and only focus on what the day had in store. I took one trial at a time , ask Him each time to face it with me.
This life is hard and to trust in God when we live in this world is easy to say but hard to really do. Once we do just one time the next is easier. The trick is to take each worry and think of the worst possible outcome and face it in your mind , then tackle after prayer to the One that is really in control.
I do not know your calling for what you are facing , but do not think past today, tackle what this day gives and ask God to help you really hand over to Him and leave with Him.
When we think we have the answers or can do anything without Him, He will let us. Your personal relationship with Him is what helps you know , what is of Him and what is not.
I hope this helps , I do not have the answers He does though and He does a much better job than we do...
