Pray that I can keep myself together in all of this. I have things to do, and need to snap out of this.

I have been bombarded over here with so many things. My husbands physical and mental condition is not good.His emphysema is worse, and he had a blow-up the other day, and started throwing things around the house, besides being more mean than normal. On top of everything else, he has the flu real bad. My old dog is hanging in there, but having to help her down the stairs, and half carry her up the stairs is really wearing me down.But I am grateful she is still with me.

I have to leave here shortly, as I am the ride for an elderly friend to go to the food pantry she runs out of her church. She depends on me, and so do many others, and I cannot afford to be so full of sorrow that I cannot function. If I could just quit crying, I think I can make it.