And please pray for me, I’m losing my mind because my husband works out of town 3-4 months at a time and he says this year will be more, I’m just so lonely please pray I will find friends that aren’t based on drinking. Please pray I will be my happy self again, I am 39 female. Also please pray to repair my damaged family relationships.. I too am heartbroken by my siblings lack of inquiry and care about me. I just don’t exist for anyone, and my one girl friend ditched me because I’m not “fun” enough for her, I don’t drink.