I remembered this thread last night when thinking where I might say something, ask for help, or what not. I didn't remember it was yours, GFG... maybe if I had, I would've searched it out after the midnight vortex sucked it into the daily browsing oblivion.

but here it is and as are we, back on the front page easily seen after some bits of sleeping and seeing my elder tree off to school safely... trees aren't meant to sip straight chlorine but yet she did yesterday evening

and it's numbing, the feeling, knowing that unsuccessfully treated ideations have progressed to a followed-through impulse to attempt to uproot herself from the earth on which to be on we've all been blessed

If any one would care to say a prayer for my sixteen-year-old daughter struggling with suicidal thoughts and actions, I ask to let it be for guidance for the therapist she's scheduled to see beginning later today and that she may provide the kind of help that my daughter needs that I and others of her family have been desperately seeking.