My dog had one puppy and I'm worried for it's health in the long term (it was born very skinny and weak, most likely muscular entropy) the past few days me and my mother did our best feeding it and giving her attention, getting fatter and bigger (yay!) but I worry for the strength of the puppy to survive on it's own (and my mother thought the puppy was going to die, told me not to cry if it perishes and doesn't know if it will live past 4 weeks). Our other dog had a miscarriage of SEVEN dogs (premature), and another dog has 4 healthy puppers (all well).

I was rejected by the sweetest woman I ever met, I still want to pray for her and for the large family she's in. Her mom is an alcoholic under debilitating stress, father divorced and she takes care of her siblings and constantly works around the house like a saint. (She has 10 siblings!) Her parents are divorced, only 5 of her siblings with with her (the other 5 live with her dad, and the father is selling his house so I'd imagine there's a lot of stress going on in their household) Her 11 year old sister hasn't went to school in over a month and would rather hide in bed, the mother is a personal support worker for a paraplegic (wonderful mentor the guy, but he was told he didn't have even a month to live and still believes in himself to make a full recovery to the point of walking. He was injured in a shipwreck which took the lives of his friends and his ability to walk.) I planted some dill and garlic in the 1 by 2 square patch of dirt in their 'garden' (the only patch of dirt they really have) and I done a lot of talking and therapy work/mentoring with the family in particular.

Not to mention, I myself have been enduring fights and rights from my family abode- am being kicked out (for July the 1st) and nearly had my life threatened before my very eyes or the cops called on me by my own mother (who isn't afraid to say she'll burn MY GARDEN down with gasoline) I haven't spoke to my father in 6 years, we're not on good terms. Everyone hates it when I speak, because when I get too close to the truth they'll start speaking with fists instead of their mouths. In self defense, I can only do so much. I pray for my mother, my brother and my sister- I'm not sure how much longer I can handle it. Thank you.