Goofy for God.

This may sound silly or its unreasonable I dont know. You post these passages. Do you pray asking for these on specific things or are they sent to you?

I dont know so I am asking. If it is that you are praying about certain events, can you do one for me? I am just curious as to what God may be saying or telling me that I can not see or hear. I have prayed, but I do not get look at this or that, understand this or that. I feel like I am just speaking in my mind and nothing is happening. I believe in God. I have never prayed as much as I have now. Usually, I will pray once a week. Right now I have been praying 2 or more times a day. I am not asking for specific things, but that my wife finds joy and that she can live a happy life. That my kids do not have to suffer with anything that may happen to me caused by my current state. That my children are safe and realize that I love them. I have not asked God in prayer to make me better. I feel and was raised that you dont do that.

Sorry for rambling on here. Hope you have a good day. Mine is better now that I am at home again.