Prayer Request.

I feel so guilty, when so many are going through so much, but I need prayer too.

I got a lot going on here. I am receiving unexpected money from my mother's estate. I got an advance, and am going in for mouth surgery on July 18th. My upper jaw bone is very malformed, and the 5 teeth left on top, are crumbling.I am allergic to all pain and numbing agents, but I will be knocked out for the surgery. When I wake up, I will be in a world of pain for a few days.
I am getting the 5 teeth pulled. If I am still holding up well during the surgery, the doctor will fix my upper jawbone, which is ragged with sharp edges. If he finishes this, and I am still stable, he will put posts in for a permanent bridge. My lower jaw bone has some problems, but they are overall minor compared to the top jaw bone. I will get that bottom jaw done at a later time.

Ever since my husband found out I am getting some money from my mother's estate, he has made my life quite miserable.I am not getting a fortune, but I will have enough money for my immediate medical/dental needs. He thinks getting my teeth and jawbone fixed is a waste of money. If my upper jawbone is not surgically repaired, I cannot even get regular dentures. He basically wants me to hand the money over, and instead I opened up a separate account for the medical needs under my name only, and put it in there. My name is not on his bank accounts, even though we have been married for almost 20 years.He is not on this medical account, and will not be put on it, no matter what he does or say. He even threatened to take me to court to stop me.

Add to this, my truck went down today, after church.I am grateful to God that I made it to church, and then back home. The brake lines popped. They are totally rusted out.It will cost me about $800 to fix it. It is a 2002 and very rusted out overall. Pieces of it fall off every time I open and shut the doors.A piece of the front fender fell off 2 weeks ago. It is time for another reasonably priced used vehicle in decent shape.

I am sorry for this long rant, but I really need the prayers.