Back from a day of tests for my heart.

Echo Stress test was a nightmare. They told me they never saw anyone go 22 minutes on it before. I had to stop due to getting dizzy and they did not want me falling. I could not get my heart rate up to the 178 they required. It would stay at 165 and drop to the high 140s to only spike back up to 165. My legs are on fire right now, and I use to be a runner.

The results wont be official until Monday or Tuesday, but unofficially I am NOT going to need a valve replacement. yes, it is not closing completely, but within parameters. I will have to do another Echo in 6 months. There were no blockages he could initially see, but waiting on results. I was told that the wall thickness and size were correct for my age and physical condition. Unofficially they are saying I may need a pacemaker due to the such erratic rate I have.

I am up and walking around a little more today than the last few days. Only been dizzy once today and that was at the DR office.

Now to get the results officially and then onward to the Oncologist.

As far as my estranged wife. I am moving forward with the mediation. My lawyer is handing that and will take care f that for me. My wife does not want to go to counseling, we tried it in the past and she did not want to work on the things 2 counselors wanted. She thinks that it is all me, which some is and I accept that. Marriage is a 100%/100% commitment not a 50/50.

I am not a fan of Divorce. Never was. But if this is what God has planned for me then I am following what he has laid out. I always was taught that marriage was sacred and divorce was frowned upon in the eyes of the Lord. So I am conflicted, but I am moving forward.

Thank you all for the prayers one and all. I will update the official results when I get them.

I am also saying prayers daily for everyone on here each and every time I pray. Have a great day everyone.