When I'm awake I love music. I didn't have that many interests to begin with but over the years I've found myself losing interest in a lot of things....I hope I never lose my love for music. I don't play any instruments or sing, I'm more of a listener than anything else.

I also love to sleep. I'd mentioned this on a couple of other threads and people got it. Sleep is the one time I feel like I'm at peace, I'm happy. I have very few nightmares so most of all I just feel free in my dreams compared to how I feel in reality.

I'm not sure if you want me to comment on the rest of your post because I don't see a good outlook. Long story short, I'm more focused in leaving the prison instead of trying to save the prison.