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| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind  User ID: 72640571 United States08/23/2016 06:58 PM  Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Are any of you smart enough to understand how deeply you fucked it all up? That there is no last minute out now? Quoting: Universe Boy You can't change it back so that it will work now. Messiahs appear in the clouds, or they are fake. Are you talking to the Church again? You really think Catholic authority reads this thread? Or do you just feel like venting here? Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 68573137 United States08/23/2016 07:03 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | instead of a poem, I wrote this... Quoting: Universe Boy To the betrayers You are well aware that the things I write are the truth and it doesn't matter if others do not believe or understand what I say. All the manipulation and lies and everything set in place by you has now failed and you have brought judgement upon not just yourselves but on all of humankind. The destruction of the world will come and you will know then that everyone is lost because of what you did. What should have been made ready was not done, what should have been taught was tampered with or erased. The betrayers do unthinkable things and are not going to stop - to one who was sent to save them from complete annihilation. The light that was here to guide you out of darkness has already begun to withdraw. You were offered a way out, over and over by one you have beaten without mercy. You have brought total annihilation to humankind by your actions. That humans did all this, over such a long time, without shred of remorse, is grounds for a judgement against humankind, that they chose to betray their own Creator who worked to save them, that they risked humankind to do this - that is too much. Give it to me straight.... How long do I have before the extra doom with apocalypse sauce?  I don't know if you are being serious or not... It feels close, and could be a few months away or 2 or 3 years from now. Something else has come up, a very real possibility of a rapid food chain collapse. Two reasons: Humans extra impact on the heating up of the climate is one. The other is the loss of species and species habitat the world over. The food collapse could come before the ele. It is all fucked up, including posting horrific things like this, which I know will not make a single one of you wake the fuck up and do something. This is a godamned nightmare unfolding before my eyes! And the poetry and all stupid arrogant remarks, are you fucking insane? What is the plan, to fuck everything up until you are sure that it won't work? Personally speaking, I think you may have been right in way, if July had gone as planned. But it didnt. Everything is up in the air, is how it feels to me. Just felt like adding. Idk about that... but do think I need to step away from the keyboard for a bit now and get my head and heart back to the moment, it is so beautiful out today. |
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 68573137 United States08/23/2016 07:11 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Are any of you smart enough to understand how deeply you fucked it all up? That there is no last minute out now? Quoting: Universe Boy You can't change it back so that it will work now. Messiahs appear in the clouds, or they are fake. Are you talking to the Church again? You really think Catholic authority reads this thread? Or do you just feel like venting here? I do not know. Though, the exit of the last pope was pretty odd, imho. I have a hard time thinking that Pope Francis would be involved :) I know that what I write here is seen by the people in charge, and GLP is the place to do it. |
| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 72640571 United States08/23/2016 07:15 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Are any of you smart enough to understand how deeply you fucked it all up? That there is no last minute out now? Quoting: Universe Boy You can't change it back so that it will work now. Messiahs appear in the clouds, or they are fake. Are you talking to the Church again? You really think Catholic authority reads this thread? Or do you just feel like venting here? I do not know. Though, the exit of the last pope was pretty odd, imho. I have a hard time thinking that Pope Francis would be involved :) I know that what I write here is seen by the people in charge. Yes. I recall that being odd as well. The timing that is. Who are the people in charge as you see it? Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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| aether User ID: 72847238 Spain08/23/2016 07:40 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | good evening I needed to look up that long time ago event 2 months should read some time earlier this year or late last year Hey aether. Feels like a whole different lifetime to me. everything up in the air is paradigm unlocked causing your environmental structure visibly reshaping measurable by your experience of time |
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 68573137 United States08/23/2016 07:56 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Are any of you smart enough to understand how deeply you fucked it all up? That there is no last minute out now? Quoting: Universe Boy You can't change it back so that it will work now. Messiahs appear in the clouds, or they are fake. Are you talking to the Church again? You really think Catholic authority reads this thread? Or do you just feel like venting here? I do not know. Though, the exit of the last pope was pretty odd, imho. I have a hard time thinking that Pope Francis would be involved :) I know that what I write here is seen by the people in charge. Yes. I recall that being odd as well. The timing that is. Who are the people in charge as you see it? There are certain things that I know They knew about what was about to happen to me before I knew. They have access or work with the US military They knew enough about me at this time, that they built a very clever device that could do all sorts of things to clouds, and they used this in 2011... At the end, they made it clear to me that they were doing this, they wrote things in the clouds and then posted the same things on my thread in a forum I was on at the time. The are connected to this and other forums and have been from the start. .... They had access to information that would likely be from a religious source, and not publicly available. They are organized, the have access to billion dollar systems via the military, and other military connections...though very secret. They have a set of specific objectives many of which are attempts to take the cloud thing and make it into a weapon of some kind, recently they have been testing how if they can force me into sex. ugh. So who are they? I think they have been planning for a long time, the military connection and the money ... I gotta say, it makes me think of some sort of secret club of the elite and the church has to have been involved. |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 68573137 United States08/23/2016 08:34 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Page 1111 show up at an interesting moment 8) There is and interaction between light, for example, a candle and myself when I look at it or see it, that I studied, and tested when it started happening. A rainbow halo forms. It forms around a candle, and the moon, often as ring around sun. What is inside is outside is a quick way to explain it. Everything comes together, motives of those who point the em guns at me, things said on the forums, certain people who appeared and what they said and did etc... I found a notebook from 2010 that listed prediction from my results - that are now happening, based on scientific research not anything spiritual, only one thing on that list was incorrect. All of the paths lead to the same thing, some catastrophic event, from which humans and perhaps any life will not recover from. And this is why I am here right now, and why things were set up in the past. The rest you know already. |
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| Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 72640571 United States08/23/2016 08:45 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Page 1111 show up at an interesting moment 8) Quoting: Universe Boy There is and interaction between light, for example, a candle and myself when I look at it or see it, that I studied, and tested when it started happening. A rainbow halo forms. It forms around a candle, and the moon, often as ring around sun. What is inside is outside is a quick way to explain it. Everything comes together, motives of those who point the em guns at me, things said on the forums, certain people who appeared and what they said and did etc... I found a notebook from 2010 that listed prediction from my results - that are now happening, based on scientific research not anything spiritual, only one thing on that list was incorrect. All of the paths lead to the same thing, some catastrophic event, from which humans and perhaps any life will not recover from. And this is why I am here right now, and why things were set up in the past. The rest you know already. I use to worry about ELEs. I don't anymore, but I certainly spent my time delving into it. Have you ever considered the Red Kachina might be Betelgeuse finally going nova? [link to earthsky.org] Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 68573137 United States08/23/2016 09:08 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Page 1111 show up at an interesting moment 8) Quoting: Universe Boy There is and interaction between light, for example, a candle and myself when I look at it or see it, that I studied, and tested when it started happening. A rainbow halo forms. It forms around a candle, and the moon, often as ring around sun. What is inside is outside is a quick way to explain it. Everything comes together, motives of those who point the em guns at me, things said on the forums, certain people who appeared and what they said and did etc... I found a notebook from 2010 that listed prediction from my results - that are now happening, based on scientific research not anything spiritual, only one thing on that list was incorrect. All of the paths lead to the same thing, some catastrophic event, from which humans and perhaps any life will not recover from. And this is why I am here right now, and why things were set up in the past. The rest you know already. I use to worry about ELEs. I don't anymore, but I certainly spent my time delving into it. Have you ever considered the Red Kachina might be Betelgeuse finally going nova? [link to earthsky.org] Interesting, its possible. Yeah, it's not a fun topic, but unfortunately it's part of my job. |
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| cerebrose User ID: 72791676 United States08/23/2016 09:14 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Who is she? Quoting: cerebrose Is there a fear to this particular issue of sharing (which I seem to be confused about)? the issue with sharing is the inevitable misconstruals, when others think what i'm sharing of my thoughts about me are accepted as a projected image of themselves... probably cause being a mirror for others gets tired, the psyche reverses, expects the same behavior of others and subconsciously manipulates others' psyches in ways unbeknowst to my conscious mind to where it becomes more plausible than not i speak of someone besides myself gotta keep short, only so much time when a vast majority of parenting is done alone by one parent, and it's just past gotten home to library to dinner to homework to bed time... she is my daughters' mother, i've let go but it takes two to untie an attachment made by two... i had no issue sharing this poem about all the ways she made me feel through the years, and through the tears, also the way i always felt about her she never realized. ~ Forgiveness Indian given Away from which always striven Consider it rent, lent, now sent Through a foot or so of snow went Through as I fared, having mere care All is worthwhile, give or take smile For one moment in winter's wind For what came next I now rescind A would be wife I've commit life Asleep on couch with crackhead louse I guess it was never enough I guess you thought it all a bluff That working through meant it was true That all of me loved all of you Abandoned without hope to choke On promises that had been spoke Fool me once, the shame is on you Another chance, I gave a fool Then drinking friend, oh, right, I see Sure, drive again, my anxiety Means nothing to you two, too, so Have your go, the girls will not know While you're fucking about, my Worries for self on shelf do lie Then when you fail a shelter's rule You stand alone, say I'm a ghoul For not sticking up for a whore Cheating on me, settling her score? Shame on me, penultimately To think a house bought earnestly As a memory held fondly Could shed frustration finally Everyone's something tired be You told me, yet I did not see Oh, right - kissing by fire, say You and he fucking in driveway Is just my imagination Must be a hallucination Imagine this, you wanted out And it to be my fault, no doubt Now you have got all you wanted My love for you ever shunted ~ i still fear the difficulty to find another open heart like mine and what keeps it hidden that's still intertwined quid pro quo what's the greatest pain you've graced through shedding the fear to face? For some reason I didn't think I should 'bother' you or anyone with a pity story. I guess it's just automatic at this point, heh. Pretty stupid, yeah... But anyway, yes, I felt utterly abandoned by God when I was younger. Thought I was to burn in hell forever with absolutely no hope whatsoever. Obviously couldn't commit suicide. I remember crawling in bed with mom; that nothing I could say would change anything. Went to school, trudging about with the dimmest light. The song "Crazy" was a hit at the time. Couldn't enjoy anything to the slightest extent. The reason for this scenario was essentially silly, but the self-inflicted psychological torment of course remained in place. Had a friend, though - and some music. Somehow I had managed. Then one day at home alone, I was listening to this: And just let loose - nothing to lose. It worked. And I became free again, for a while. Without energy life would be extinguished instantaneously, and the cellular fabric would collapse. - Albert Szent-Györgyi What the midnight creep said to the fine black sheep: Help me stir her stolen blood with the jealousy of death above... [link to musescore.com (secure)] |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 68573137 United States08/23/2016 09:42 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Note to Cerberos; There is so much in the Christain religion via the bible and it becomes clear that a lot of it is all a part the same thing, and so - hell, and evil, the devil/satan, and so much all from infantile envy and lust for power... I know certain things do not exist that are listed in the bible, like demons or angels. Humans made up hell, it doesn't exist, |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 70663772 United States08/23/2016 10:26 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | i sought pity for so long... until the day i was prompted to ask a friend, karmically speaking, if there was anything felt owed to me pity, she said, for the abandonment that had been done to me if you ever receive genuine pity ado with you feeling abandoned, i hope it sours your gut as much as it did mine so that you find a different ending as i did for mine sorry, no pretty piece designed only with you in mind, shared interests intertwined had this in mind, after writing, before reading the otep lyrics... then this after: :peace: out :hi: seer :hi: pi :Þ The Queen of Autumn The one who sought ‘em: The blinded, deafened, dumb to rage, The muted, up-rooted, Unwound sounds tooted Of fallen apostasies’ age: The hypocrisies And crafted crises Of men defiling the cast sage: Lonesome mirror Blossom nearer Beckon here the undertow Paint the fear Channeled dear Laying bricks so to sow Pure path Met math You know where to go ‘til chance Met glance Lays tracks to follow Open road No one owed No more void felt hollow From yesterday’s Transparent haze Projecting to tomorrow: Pains to pay a debt Grains of sand to whet My whistle amidst the whole Sea without a dam Made free from the ram, The gristle that twists, turns the soul Away from the one Unbegotten son, The ferret fetching final mole Leaving stains stark Stealing tame lark Of spherical melodies I hear clear I feel near Whimsical parodies Of goal You stole To tempt maladies: To please And tease Of fake sanctity, Mixing greed, Want, and need, Blighted passivity, Pursuing muse Of fate’s weak ruse, Rose seeking infinity Outside it’s season Beyond new reason Found below tidal wave of dawn: The outcast mastered Over thoughts fostered Restricting night’s king to pawn The wounded reject Learnt how to respect The Harvest Queen upon her lawn |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 68573137 United States08/23/2016 11:20 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | God has no concern about; If you are Gay or straight or bisexual or get married to the same sex or have sex before marriage... God does is not going to punish anyone for taking drugs or drinking alcohol or smoking tobacco. God does not forbid abortion. if you kill yourself there is no damnation either. God does does not care if priests are men or women, god does not care if they are celibate or married or gay or whatever. God is all about your heart, that you are kind, that you love others. God is concerned about how you treat others. God is pleased when you show gratitude to each other and to God, God in not happy when you are arrogant or a bully. Forgiving yourself and others is important to God. Forgiveness from sin, is not an open ticket to do evil things, it was a release from the Jewish idea that sin could not ever be lifted. God does get pissed about; violence and murder and rape of any kind, god does get upset when women are treated without respect, and very pissed when anyone Hurts others and says that God condoned this. God is not happy when priests or others misuse that and hurt children and women and anyone at all. God does not like racists or bigots. I do not feel that anyone is sent to Hell or heaven, if anything you either reincarnate or do not. and to restate; The thing about Jesus is the only way to be Saved - was all about getting ready for when the end to the world comes, and is not about going to heaven or being sent to hell. My heart tells me that these things were said long ago...and should still be there. |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 68573137 United States08/24/2016 12:23 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The creation of a new church - for it's own sake was not the plan The gospels were all about preparing for the last days, carefully put together, to save humankind with some conditions, it was not guarantee. And the humans have responded with such cruelty and malice to eachother and to Creator, over thousand of years in and act of such calculated evil and this indicates what all humans will come to in the future. |
| cerebrose User ID: 72791676 United States08/24/2016 12:32 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | i sought pity for so long... Quoting: Anonymous Coward 70663772 until the day i was prompted to ask a friend, karmically speaking, if there was anything felt owed to me pity, she said, for the abandonment that had been done to me if you ever receive genuine pity ado with you feeling abandoned, i hope it sours your gut as much as it did mine so that you find a different ending as i did for mine sorry, no pretty piece designed only with you in mind, shared interests intertwined had this in mind, after writing, before reading the otep lyrics... then this after: :peace: out :hi: seer :hi: pi :Þ The Queen of Autumn The one who sought ‘em: The blinded, deafened, dumb to rage, The muted, up-rooted, Unwound sounds tooted Of fallen apostasies’ age: The hypocrisies And crafted crises Of men defiling the cast sage: Lonesome mirror Blossom nearer Beckon here the undertow Paint the fear Channeled dear Laying bricks so to sow Pure path Met math You know where to go ‘til chance Met glance Lays tracks to follow Open road No one owed No more void felt hollow From yesterday’s Transparent haze Projecting to tomorrow: Pains to pay a debt Grains of sand to whet My whistle amidst the whole Sea without a dam Made free from the ram, The gristle that twists, turns the soul Away from the one Unbegotten son, The ferret fetching final mole Leaving stains stark Stealing tame lark Of spherical melodies I hear clear I feel near Whimsical parodies Of goal You stole To tempt maladies: To please And tease Of fake sanctity, Mixing greed, Want, and need, Blighted passivity, Pursuing muse Of fate’s weak ruse, Rose seeking infinity Outside it’s season Beyond new reason Found below tidal wave of dawn: The outcast mastered Over thoughts fostered Restricting night’s king to pawn The wounded reject Learnt how to respect The Harvest Queen upon her lawn Thank you. Pity often potently dredges up awareness of lack/dependency. Love the It's eyes will forever take me home bit. Without energy life would be extinguished instantaneously, and the cellular fabric would collapse. - Albert Szent-Györgyi What the midnight creep said to the fine black sheep: Help me stir her stolen blood with the jealousy of death above... [link to musescore.com (secure)] |
| cerebrose User ID: 72791676 United States08/24/2016 12:33 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | For the 1s & else. Without energy life would be extinguished instantaneously, and the cellular fabric would collapse. - Albert Szent-Györgyi What the midnight creep said to the fine black sheep: Help me stir her stolen blood with the jealousy of death above... [link to musescore.com (secure)] |
| cerebrose User ID: 72791676 United States08/24/2016 12:38 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I know with absolute certainty that Quoting: Universe Boy God has no concern about; If you are Gay or straight or bisexual or get married to the same sex or have sex before marriage... God does is not going to punish anyone for taking drugs or drinking alcohol or smoking tobacco. God does not forbid abortion. if you kill yourself there is no damnation either. God does does not care if priests are men or women, god does not care if they are celibate or married or gay or whatever. God is all about your heart, that you are kind, that you love others. God is concerned about how you treat others. God is pleased when you show gratitude to each other and to God, God in not happy when you are arrogant or a bully. Forgiving yourself and others is important to God. Forgiveness from sin, is not an open ticket to do evil things, it was a release from the Jewish idea that sin could not ever be lifted. God does get pissed about; violence and murder and rape of any kind, god does get upset when women are treated without respect, and very pissed when anyone Hurts others and says that God condoned this. God is not happy when priests or others misuse that and hurt children and women and anyone at all. God does not like racists or bigots. I do not feel that anyone is sent to Hell or heaven, if anything you either reincarnate or do not. and to restate; The thing about Jesus is the only way to be Saved - was all about getting ready for when the end to the world comes, and is not about going to heaven or being sent to hell. My heart tells me that these things were said long ago...and should still be there. A recent tangle with shame has brought me back to questioning it's use... No being left behind; that pleading 1ness again. Without energy life would be extinguished instantaneously, and the cellular fabric would collapse. - Albert Szent-Györgyi What the midnight creep said to the fine black sheep: Help me stir her stolen blood with the jealousy of death above... [link to musescore.com (secure)] |
