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Anonymous Coward User ID: 39238150 United States 09/13/2016 01:35 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Oh and it doesn't mean "we win". I will never serve you. I will not join your military. I will watch if any war breaks out. I will laugh with the rest of the world. Good luck trying to assassinate me again. How many time has it been? We past ten attempts while I was in Iraq in 2004. Can't kill me can you? I want to see you try again. Let push the war God out yeah? |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 69400485 United States 09/13/2016 01:38 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I had the choice to continue to accept my daughters' mother getting sacked in my home by another man while she lied to me and persisted to have me believe her affection for him was a hallucination. I refused and kicked her out. And then took her back into my home when she realized the hell of the only out she had and has since wanted nothing to do with him. She's one of my best friends despite it all - leaving me to be with three different men. Leaving me to take on full custody of our daughters. Leaving me to be the only financial supporter, the only provider, the only unbreakable rock her life has ever known. Don't fret precious, I'm here, step away from the window and go back to sleep go back to sleep back to sleep to sleep sleep as long as you're still too fucking weak to give too many fucks for the fucks given to others by others fucking is not love and there is nothing sacred about fucking and there is no need for fucking to express unconditional love seek forgiveness and unconditional love, not vengeance and romantic attachments, if your soul has value or wait for the worms that you become through the grinder you always have a choice |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 39238150 United States 09/13/2016 01:51 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It shows not that I'm still asleep. I'm tired of the abuse. I'm tired of fucking cowards attacking me and trying to keep me in the dark to claim me and force me to serve, just to use it as some kind of justification for your lust of power and control. So I make it clear, no matter how dark you make this, no matter how long you sit on me, I will never serve your demonic legion. Let the world know, the United states is not under the shelter of God. It is crumbling under its own arrogance. And here sits a man they cannot kill or claim as their power. I asked for love. I was given death. We will be given what we gave. |
Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 72896536 United States 09/13/2016 01:51 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I had the choice to continue to accept my daughters' mother getting sacked in my home by another man while she lied to me and persisted to have me believe her affection for him was a hallucination. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 69400485 I refused and kicked her out. And then took her back into my home when she realized the hell of the only out she had and has since wanted nothing to do with him. She's one of my best friends despite it all - leaving me to be with three different men. Leaving me to take on full custody of our daughters. Leaving me to be the only financial supporter, the only provider, the only unbreakable rock her life has ever known. Don't fret precious, I'm here, step away from the window and go back to sleep go back to sleep back to sleep to sleep sleep as long as you're still too fucking weak to give too many fucks for the fucks given to others by others fucking is not love and there is nothing sacred about fucking and there is no need for fucking to express unconditional love seek forgiveness and unconditional love, not vengeance and romantic attachments, if your soul has value or wait for the worms that you become through the grinder you always have a choice I'm sorry that happened to you. I know how crushing betrayal feels. You love your daughters and are strong for them. Offering a strong example for them when they leave the nest and seek their own relationships. And in that, a great gift. As I'm sure your know the abuse cycle is a very real thing. Growing up with a solid foundation of love, makes all the difference. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 72896536 United States 09/13/2016 01:58 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Oh and it doesn't mean "we win". Quoting: Anonymous Coward 39238150 I will never serve you. I will not join your military. I will watch if any war breaks out. I will laugh with the rest of the world. Good luck trying to assassinate me again. How many time has it been? We past ten attempts while I was in Iraq in 2004. Can't kill me can you? I want to see you try again. Let push the war God out yeah? I think we have reached the end of what war can teach us as a species. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 39238150 United States 09/13/2016 02:04 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Oh and it doesn't mean "we win". Quoting: Anonymous Coward 39238150 I will never serve you. I will not join your military. I will watch if any war breaks out. I will laugh with the rest of the world. Good luck trying to assassinate me again. How many time has it been? We past ten attempts while I was in Iraq in 2004. Can't kill me can you? I want to see you try again. Let push the war God out yeah? I think we have reached the end of what war can teach us as a species. Then why are we still separated? No, another war that rocks this world to its core will be exactly what we need to learn. Oh and if we didn't know, the Hebrew covenant is no more. They thought they could kill it again. The state of Israel is a lie. I AM Israel. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 39238150 United States 09/13/2016 02:20 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I'm talking to the "we". The shadow that governs this nation led by Bush, in alliance with the grey aliens. |
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cerebrose User ID: 72791676 United States 09/13/2016 03:09 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | 9/16/11 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 72134287 I was dreaming that I was walking outside an assembly of Christians. They were walking into it, the building. I was observing this. I noticed a dirty child around 11 run by through the parking lot, with a woman chasing him with a frying pan in her hand. She caught up to him and hit him in the back of his head! I watched this in horror, while others kept walking by ...going into the assembly hall not even looking at the boy in distress. So I chased after them, and caught up the woman and shielded the boy with my arms and yelled "leave this boy alone!!! I yelled to others to call 911!!! They just looked and keep following others to the building. They all looked like business men and women, the men reminded me of agents for the C.I.A with their dark glasses and blank looks. The woman left with an "I DON'T CARE LOOK" , and I asked the boy what happened, and who is this beast hitting you? He answered.. "Its my mom, she always hits me. I looked at all the bruises he had and hugged him, and told him that this is the last day anything like this will ever happen to him again!!! I was going to help him if it is the last thing I ever did! I walked the boy to the building the christians were at and took the boy for the first aid room. In there was all kinds of young pretty women and older pretty pampered women, the mothers of the girls just sitting around doing nothing... I asked for help for the hurt boy who was bleeding all over me, and they just looked at me with a glazed stupid look on their face. One of the pretty young ones walked up to me and said, "look at my pretty dress, and then she said...check out how tan I am, and she pulled her sleeve aside so I could see how tan her arm is. Then she pulled her dress way up and showed me how tan her legs were! Then all the women got up and started doing the same thing, showing me the tans they had! I said you must have a lot of time on your hands to lay around getting tanned, when there is more important things to be done, like take care of the orphans and poor ones!!!! This is what the Lord of Heaven’s Armies says: The people are saying, ‘The time has not yet come to rebuild the house of the Lord.’” Then the Lord sent this message through the prophet Haggai: “Why are you living in luxurious houses while my house lies in ruins? This is what the Lord of Heaven’s Armies says: Look at what’s happening to you! You have planted much but harvest little. You eat but are not satisfied. You drink but are still thirsty. “This is what the Lord of Heaven’s Armies says: Look at what’s happening to you! Now go up into the hills, bring down timber, and rebuild my house. Then I will take pleasure in it and be honored, says the Lord. You hoped for rich harvests, but they were poor. And when you brought your harvest home, I blew it away. Why? Because my house lies in ruins, says the Lord of Heaven’s Armies, while all of you are busy building your own fine houses. It’s because of you that the heavens withhold the dew and the earth produces no crops. I have called for a drought on your fields and hills—a drought to wither the grain and grapes and olive trees and all your other crops, a drought to starve you and your livestock and to ruin everything you have worked so hard to get.” Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. Point out anything in me that offends you, and lead me along the path of everlasting life. Psalm 139:23-24 May God provide the increase. Without energy life would be extinguished instantaneously, and the cellular fabric would collapse. - Albert Szent-Györgyi What the midnight creep said to the fine black sheep: Help me stir her stolen blood with the jealousy of death above... [link to musescore.com (secure)] |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 39238150 United States 09/13/2016 03:11 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 39238150 United States 09/13/2016 03:21 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | This shit is blasting me, claiming control. And I am piseed because I was shown, you all were shown, but yet here we are in the shit. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 39238150 United States 09/13/2016 03:36 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It is scary. Seeing the grey in the flesh with my eyes has rocked me. To know this is real, and to realize I am completely alone is discoraging. I have done my best to stay strong and fight for this. But I can't be the only one. Why bother anymore? Because I don't have a choice right? Do I really have to live 1000 years?! Fuck that shit...... |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 69400485 United States 09/13/2016 03:50 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | thank you, again seer, but there is truly no need to feel sorrow overcoming abuse/betrayal/rejection is a process of self-empowerment and acceptance the stronger the self becomes, the more powerful, and free of expectations and attachment, the love one has to give what doesn't kill us makes us stronger yes, I also like to think we are near past the point where that lesson pertaining to physical life as waged through war has any valuable lessons left to teach, but that is you and i among many, seeking to be the peaceful change we want to see in the world to those who would ask for love, i would say to be giving of what it is you desire, and to never give up giving to look in the mirror and see a loving person is all the love one requires in life to see beauty, acceptance, and temperance looking back, despite how flawed and wounded experience says it has been in the past means everything in any singular moment of self-reflection be the change you seek in the world if you seek validation of your desires to ask for love while seeking validation of feelings of vengeance, spite, and wrath towards those who disrespect one is to place oneself upon the throne of a tyrant, made to feel worshiped out of necessity by one's subordinates, loved conditionally so long as the tyrant is not made upset, never loved by others as a matter of choice and given to freely, but appeased for the sake of survival one of these days, i'll have a monarch tattoo with the ouroboros chain attached to it's wings broken in two before my time is up, more than one family's cycle of abuse will be broken as a result of the shared strength i have to offer the stars say i could use that strength for the highest military and political honors, but i know it belongs at home, where the children roam and need to be loved and accepted no matter who they desire to become, unbound from suffering for the unforgiven sins of their fathers and/or mothers “Is it a good or a bad thing when…” The world in its entirety Has naught but protocoled answers Stripping each moment of honesty With dollars and smoke and mirrors Asks for love to twist and manipulate Asks for understanding but can't relate Begs forgiveness to never reciprocate Begging behind barred souls of hate The lights I brought unto this place Are not beside to wash the pain Though she that listens is the face That's pictured by the window pane 1/25/13 “Forgiveness” What's seldom used Of a heart abused Is the humanity within To give to give again. That strength you desire To wither days dire Speaks again and again To forget pain of sin To move beyond what's dealt Focus thoughts upon, not dwelt, The adversity you face in grace Held within without a taste Of a thing shared of Love beyond and above. Not kept within, without held back not, Seek in giving, of forgiveness to be taught. 2/23/2013 |
cerebrose User ID: 72791676 United States 09/13/2016 03:57 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Your generosity will show in the volume of Her glow. Without energy life would be extinguished instantaneously, and the cellular fabric would collapse. - Albert Szent-Györgyi What the midnight creep said to the fine black sheep: Help me stir her stolen blood with the jealousy of death above... [link to musescore.com (secure)] |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 39238150 United States 09/13/2016 04:05 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Bullshit. This isn't how a leader grows. I hear you now claiming you have enslaved me. No intention of helping this grow, you all want it dead. This is how a ravage caged beast builds up a bloodlust for its captors. I look in the mirror and see a lover everyday. It's not enough. So here it is. I hate this human world. It is disgusting. Since I will have the power to do so, I vow I will tear this shit down, exterminate your masters, and rebuild this world so it can join the rest of our race. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 69400485 United States 09/13/2016 04:22 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | lol, no clue, still whatever to make of the associations made in that pic although... shit, now that i think of it, i used mint a few times as a bed for freebase dmt i never ever did see any of Terrence's hyperspace elves, but my intentions were always solely for self-introspection it's an entertaining notion, the elf/goblin king in such a context, considering that i've come to understand from what i've read that the elves are a visualization akin to living life trees, their machines they manipulate being the souls' Ohr, or personal light eh, i'm probably not making any sense again already |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 69400485 United States 09/13/2016 04:22 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | hey Katy, a lover is not necessarily someone unconditionally loved a lover is someone to whom a romantic attachment has been placed look in he mirror and try to see an honest, forgiving friend that seeks to find strength to overcome adversity so that it holds no power over one rather than a fiend who looks for validation of a desire to obliterate all adversity try to see one who is free to be romantically attached to whomever one wishes i am not a lover. i haven't engaged in intercourse for over four years. that doesn't make me incapable of unconditionally loving any given person i interact with, nor does it make me desperate by any means to have a romantic attachment. i walked back into work with a grasshopper on my head and joked with the security guard something along the lines while pointing to him, 'he says i need to stop leaving my conscious at the door when i'm here' in a peaceful world where everyone knows their place in their respective nations and respects each others' boundaries and what each has to offer the world at large and are accepting of themselves and others, there is no room nor need for leaders it's why the Germans and the Japanese nationalists were suppressed when they formed an alliance against world-wide socialism/communism a nation's strength is it's people only a commune derives strength from a leader a good administrator relies upon verbal commands and does not lie when his or her commands are revealed to be mistakes in order to learn wisdom to make better decisions are fewer discretionary mistakes a bad administrator relies upon reports and conferences in order to cover up the decisions that are mistakes by placing the error in the process of how the decisions are enacted as evidenced through reports what are the intentions of the conferences that convey messages to you, Katy? Seer is right, open your eyes |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 52715190 Australia 09/13/2016 04:24 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Bullshit. This isn't how a leader grows. I hear you now claiming you have enslaved me. No intention of helping this grow, you all want it dead. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 39238150 This is how a ravage caged beast builds up a bloodlust for its captors. I look in the mirror and see a lover everyday. It's not enough. So here it is. I hate this human world. It is disgusting. Since I will have the power to do so, I vow I will tear this shit down, exterminate your masters, and rebuild this world so it can join the rest of our race. You could be the carrot to OYE's pea. Wait...Alex is that you, sup mutherfucker ;) |