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I'm not sure, but it all seems to be going down the crapper.

Everything we love is subject to death.

I only knew the song. Until now I've never seen the video.
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I'm not sure, but it all seems to be going down the crapper.

Everything we love is subject to death.

I only knew the song. Until now I've never seen the video.
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Oops, forgot to quote.

(About the toilets in the Ke video.)
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I'm not sure, but it all seems to be going down the crapper.

Everything we love is subject to death.

I only knew the song. Until now I've never seen the video.
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Oops, forgot to quote.

(About the toilets in the Ke video.)
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True in the case of living beings. In regard to material possessions, they do not die really. Can be taken. Maybe that is why people chase material possession. Because it won't 'die and leave them'. If properly protected it could go on and on through the ages.

Does that make sense? I'm a little fuzzy right now...


I'm playing Talos Principle and just solved one of the puzzles that had stumped me repeatedly.

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It changes for me. In that case it was great, weight. In most other cases, it is radiant and/or internal energy like you say.

Yes. I also felt like I was part of something gianomous. But that whatever still remained of my sense of self, there was a sense of otherness, many otherness, there as well.

It is quiet. Maybe people are tired. I know I am. That back and forth between Caylus and I yesterday, took it out of me. That and working and my mom.


I like talking to you. Seems we share similar experience. Which is always nice to find and discuss.
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Exactly that. It translated for me that I, not "me", was everything, in all time and space, but the place of the void was between it. Hmm, like what it was like before the "big bang" or expansion of the universe, existing now. Everything smashed together in one infinite ball of nothing. If that makes sense...

I'm not sure what to say about Caylus and you. I don't really know what is occurring there, and I'm not sure I should care any more than I have.

On the bright side, it doesn't lower her life expectancy from the disease. I have a hard time with empathy on these kinds of things. I don't know why. I just don't have the connection with someone to understand the experience, but I don't like people suffering or having to suffer from others pain.

Do the solar storms not effect you at all?

There was one today. I started feeling it late last night well up till now. I get really emotional, starting with stress in my crown, like a mild headache moving to a strong one at its peak, then lowers with the storm.

I always feel like this song when I go through it. Like it should be sung to me.

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It changes for me. In that case it was great, weight. In most other cases, it is radiant and/or internal energy like you say.

Yes. I also felt like I was part of something gianomous. But that whatever still remained of my sense of self, there was a sense of otherness, many otherness, there as well.

It is quiet. Maybe people are tired. I know I am. That back and forth between Caylus and I yesterday, took it out of me. That and working and my mom.


I like talking to you. Seems we share similar experience. Which is always nice to find and discuss.
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Exactly that. It translated for me that I, not "me", was everything, in all time and space, but the place of the void was between it. Hmm, like what it was like before the "big bang" or expansion of the universe, existing now. Everything smashed together in one infinite ball of nothing. If that makes sense...

I'm not sure what to say about Caylus and you. I don't really know what is occurring there, and I'm not sure I should care any more than I have.

On the bright side, it doesn't lower her life expectancy from the disease. I have a hard time with empathy on these kinds of things. I don't know why. I just don't have the connection with someone to understand the experience, but I don't like people suffering or having to suffer from others pain.

Do the solar storms not effect you at all?

There was one today. I started feeling it late last night well up till now. I get really emotional, starting with stress in my crown, like a mild headache moving to a strong one at its peak, then lowers with the storm.

I always feel like this song when I go through it. Like it should be sung to me.


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Yes. I was unformed but I was not alone. We were all part of each other at the same time. It was the most beautiful sense of peace I have ever known.

My last thought as it came over me each time was OoooOohhh Mmmmuuuuyy Gooooooooooood.................

It only would take seconds and I was rendered completely helpless and taken with it.

What disease?

Yes they do. It could be why I feel so wiped out. They energy has been intense today as well.

You too?
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It changes for me. In that case it was great, weight. In most other cases, it is radiant and/or internal energy like you say.

Yes. I also felt like I was part of something gianomous. But that whatever still remained of my sense of self, there was a sense of otherness, many otherness, there as well.

It is quiet. Maybe people are tired. I know I am. That back and forth between Caylus and I yesterday, took it out of me. That and working and my mom.


I like talking to you. Seems we share similar experience. Which is always nice to find and discuss.
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Exactly that. It translated for me that I, not "me", was everything, in all time and space, but the place of the void was between it. Hmm, like what it was like before the "big bang" or expansion of the universe, existing now. Everything smashed together in one infinite ball of nothing. If that makes sense...

I'm not sure what to say about Caylus and you. I don't really know what is occurring there, and I'm not sure I should care any more than I have.

On the bright side, it doesn't lower her life expectancy from the disease. I have a hard time with empathy on these kinds of things. I don't know why. I just don't have the connection with someone to understand the experience, but I don't like people suffering or having to suffer from others pain.

Do the solar storms not effect you at all?

There was one today. I started feeling it late last night well up till now. I get really emotional, starting with stress in my crown, like a mild headache moving to a strong one at its peak, then lowers with the storm.

I always feel like this song when I go through it. Like it should be sung to me.


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Yes. I was unformed but I was not alone. We were all part of each other at the same time. It was the most beautiful sense of peace I have ever known.

My last thought as it came over me each time was OoooOohhh Mmmmuuuuyy Gooooooooooood.................

It only would take seconds and I was rendered completely helpless and taken with it.

What disease?


Yes they do. It could be why I feel so wiped out. They energy has been intense today as well.

You too?
 Quoting: Seer777


Oh. You were talking about my mom. Yeah. That is a silver lining. Losing mobility is depressing no matter how one wants to think about it. But, it could be worse.
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Yes. I was unformed but I was not alone. We were all part of each other at the same time. It was the most beautiful sense of peace I have ever known.

My last thought as it came over me each time was OoooOohhh Mmmmuuuuyy Gooooooooooood.................

It only would take seconds and I was rendered completely helpless and taken with it.

What disease?

Yes they do. It could be why I feel so wiped out. They energy has been intense today as well.

You too?
 Quoting: Seer777


Maybe I misread. I thought you said your mother was diagnosed with Parkinson's disease.

They floor me. My core gets rocked. Sometimes, the pain is so intense, I cant think or move. Just throbbing pain. Heart beating pounding it like a drum. Worst pain I have ever felt. This brings emotional, soul, and physical pain. I squirm just to find some form of relief. I just have to ride it out, for hours to days sometimes.

I have always seen death differently. When my great grandparents died, I was to young to understand. But when I witnessed it later in life I knew, I was not the same in this manner as others. Ill share the story and then leave you to your game.

I was in Iraq. We were housed on what they called pads. They were sea containers fixed as 2 bed rooms with ac and insulation.

We would be mortared multiple times throughout the day. You came to know the scream of the incoming, and know how close impact would be to your location.

I was on the day shift this time needing to get in the showers to report for duty. But something inside told me to wait. I never waited. A strict routine was in place down to the shower stall I used.

And during the time I should have been in the showers, the mortars fell. I waited till the had stopped, but knew they had been right on top of our pad, as the explosions were concussive. I went out and went to where the showers were, and right where my heart would have been was a 6in round hole punched through the shower sea container.

I walked further and saw an officer bleeding from his eye, with gauze covering it. Laying on the gravel outside his room. I kept going to where I heard screams for assistance. There was a container on fire and a young soldier on the gravel. He was full of small little holes. So many there was no blood pressure to pump the blood out. it was just rolling out like it would as water beads down a window seal.

I tried to help put out the flames, but it was helpless, and we let it burn. But attention went to the soldier. And in that moment I felt something leave. Like a brush of air. They tried for hours, bring his body to life 5 separate occasions but failed in the end. But I knew, that moment that he was gone. His body was "alive" but her was not there.

When it was over, everyone was distraught. But I was calm... People asked, are you fine? Yea I'm fine, I didn't get hit. After the fact, I thought about this for years.
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Yes. I was unformed but I was not alone. We were all part of each other at the same time. It was the most beautiful sense of peace I have ever known.

My last thought as it came over me each time was OoooOohhh Mmmmuuuuyy Gooooooooooood.................

It only would take seconds and I was rendered completely helpless and taken with it.

What disease?

Yes they do. It could be why I feel so wiped out. They energy has been intense today as well.

You too?
 Quoting: Seer777


Maybe I misread. I thought you said your mother was diagnosed with Parkinson's disease.

They floor me. My core gets rocked. Sometimes, the pain is so intense, I cant think or move. Just throbbing pain. Heart beating pounding it like a drum. Worst pain I have ever felt. This brings emotional, soul, and physical pain. I squirm just to find some form of relief. I just have to ride it out, for hours to days sometimes.

I have always seen death differently. When my great grandparents died, I was to young to understand. But when I witnessed it later in life I knew, I was not the same in this manner as others. Ill share the story and then leave you to your game.

I was in Iraq. We were housed on what they called pads. They were sea containers fixed as 2 bed rooms with ac and insulation.

We would be mortared multiple times throughout the day. You came to know the scream of the incoming, and know how close impact would be to your location.

I was on the day shift this time needing to get in the showers to report for duty. But something inside told me to wait. I never waited. A strict routine was in place down to the shower stall I used.

And during the time I should have been in the showers, the mortars fell. I waited till the had stopped, but knew they had been right on top of our pad, as the explosions were concussive. I went out and went to where the showers were, and right where my heart would have been was a 6in round hole punched through the shower sea container.

I walked further and saw an officer bleeding from his eye, with gauze covering it. Laying on the gravel outside his room. I kept going to where I heard screams for assistance. There was a container on fire and a young soldier on the gravel. He was full of small little holes. So many there was no blood pressure to pump the blood out. it was just rolling out like it would as water beads down a window seal.

I tried to help put out the flames, but it was helpless, and we let it burn. But attention went to the soldier. And in that moment I felt something leave. Like a brush of air. They tried for hours, bring his body to life 5 separate occasions but failed in the end. But I knew, that moment that he was gone. His body was "alive" but her was not there.

When it was over, everyone was distraught. But I was calm... People asked, are you fine? Yea I'm fine, I didn't get hit. After the fact, I thought about this for years.
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 50470977


Yes. I thought you were talking about Caylus for some reason. That is why I was confused.


That is a harrowing story. Wow... I know what you mean about the 'puff of air'. I feel it occasionally just before the energy will get intense. A tiny breeze, that comes with a little push out of no where.

I find it strange that the energy causes you physical pain. It's the opposite for me. I know pi said it often was burning or painful. That was foreign to me and figured it was due to the way he went about reaching those states.

Why do you think that is?
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Yes. I thought you were talking about Caylus for some reason. That is why I was confused.


That is a harrowing story. Wow... I know what you mean about the 'puff of air'. I feel it occasionally just before the energy will get intense. A tiny breeze, that comes with a little push out of no where.

I find it strange that the energy causes you physical pain. It's the opposite for me. I know pi said it often was burning or painful. That was foreign to me and figured it was due to the way he went about reaching those states.

Why do you think that is?
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For me, it is forcing growth. I wrote how it would build a reservoir behind it. When it releases, the energy is stronger with me. A massive push to make more room for the presence. It grows every time, doors open and things become clearer. Sometimes new things show up after, like being able to feel others hearts beats was one time.

Speaking of doors, I want to ask you about one I was shown.

I was awake, and the image of it flashed before me. It was massive. Maybe 20 ft tall by 8 ft side. It was shaped like a coffin that was split down the center. The handles were eye level. The door itself was obsidian, and had a gold embroidered frame.

It was as if I was going to walk through it.

Any thoughts on this? It was a strong sight, but I am not sure what it was.
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Good morning/afternoon Seer.
Your name came up in a thread last night, so I wanted to offer an apology for talking about you while you were not present.
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Good morning Crys.

I didn't see it. I'm sure it is a positively glowing review. lol. If it is gonna piss me off, I'd rather not see it.

I appreciate the apology in advance in case I do stumble on it, though.
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Yes. I thought you were talking about Caylus for some reason. That is why I was confused.


That is a harrowing story. Wow... I know what you mean about the 'puff of air'. I feel it occasionally just before the energy will get intense. A tiny breeze, that comes with a little push out of no where.

I find it strange that the energy causes you physical pain. It's the opposite for me. I know pi said it often was burning or painful. That was foreign to me and figured it was due to the way he went about reaching those states.

Why do you think that is?
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For me, it is forcing growth. I wrote how it would build a reservoir behind it. When it releases, the energy is stronger with me. A massive push to make more room for the presence. It grows every time, doors open and things become clearer. Sometimes new things show up after, like being able to feel others hearts beats was one time.

Speaking of doors, I want to ask you about one I was shown.

I was awake, and the image of it flashed before me. It was massive. Maybe 20 ft tall by 8 ft side. It was shaped like a coffin that was split down the center. The handles were eye level. The door itself was obsidian, and had a gold embroidered frame.

It was as if I was going to walk through it.

Any thoughts on this? It was a strong sight, but I am not sure what it was.
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I see. But it hurts? I've got that heart beat thing, too. It's particular when it happens.

Yeah. Interestingly enough it is the 'door to...Eternity'(?) 'Everlasting life', I can't recall the name exactly, in the game I am playing. You have to solve all the doors to open that final door. I looked at the door for a while because I was completely taken with it. And how I would get it to open.
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i find caylus extremely one dimensional.
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dreams can be a conundrum, if you never learned to fly.
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no really, i find her completely predictable!
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Good morning/afternoon Seer.
Your name came up in a thread last night, so I wanted to offer an apology for talking about you while you were not present.
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Good morning Crys.

I didn't see it. I'm sure it is a positively glowing review. lol. If it is gonna piss me off, I'd rather not see it.

I appreciate the apology in advance in case I do stumble on it, though.
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I am not sure what you will make of it lol. I do not feel it was wasn't positive though. Just a few things Cark was working through came up and I participated.

thanks chris. I feel the same way. with you i trust you to be sincere and that's so damned important to me. I wish I could say I trusted that in seer. but I desperately want to trust her. it makes me confused.

rick I trust to. rick i sense has a genuine spirit just like me and chris. we are all pretty manipulative to. but we are sincere. thats a weird thing to think about actually....interesting
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Seer is not so open about things, has her own reasons.
She just says what she feels is important and tries to help people.

What do you have to lose from trusting her? I found that by trusting you, I could see things differently, not threatening. So when you tell me shit I don't want to hear, it doesn't make me get upset. It is obviously important.
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I trust seer has my best interests at heart more then anybody else on the forum potentially.
but she isn't telling me the truth.
she's lying.
otherwise she would have agreed to my last offer.
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Huh. Yeah, IDK. She wrote me a weird PM today and asked why I said she didn't know my name. I told her I never said that, and I knew she knew my name. scratching

It was bizarre.

Whatever. Seems she wants to go her own way. I'm not one to keep pushing and I get tired of feeling unappreciated pretty quick.
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I see. But it hurts? I've got that heart beat thing, too. It's particular when it happens.

Yeah. Interestingly enough it is the 'door to...Eternity'(?) 'Everlasting life', I can't recall the name exactly, in the game I am playing. You have to solve all the doors to open that final door. I looked at the door for a while because I was completely taken with it. And how I would get it to open.
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Yeah it hurts. But the worst is that the pain last so long. Hmm, maybe its similar to a child birth pain. The feel, something massive passing through a tiny hole. Over and over again with every heart beat. It is felt in the center-rear of the head and pushed forward out the eye. The beat is in sync with the heart. I cant even cry its so intense, although I really want to. This was not today though. Today was just pressure. Mild headache.

The door to eternity huh?

Would be nice to walk through it some day.

I'm going to lay down. Have a good evening. Thank you.
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I see. But it hurts? I've got that heart beat thing, too. It's particular when it happens.

Yeah. Interestingly enough it is the 'door to...Eternity'(?) 'Everlasting life', I can't recall the name exactly, in the game I am playing. You have to solve all the doors to open that final door. I looked at the door for a while because I was completely taken with it. And how I would get it to open.
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Yeah it hurts. But the worst is that the pain last so long. Hmm, maybe its similar to a child birth pain. The feel, something massive passing through a tiny hole. Over and over again with every heart beat. It is felt in the center-rear of the head and pushed forward out the eye. The beat is in sync with the heart. I cant even cry its so intense, although I really want to. This was not today though. Today was just pressure. Mild headache.

The door to eternity huh?

Would be nice to walk through it some day.

I'm going to lay down. Have a good evening. Thank you.
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Yikes. That sounds pretty awful. Like a terrible migraine. How often does that type of intensity of pain occur for you?

I know when I had my first gallbladder attack all alone at night, I thought I was being spiritually attacked. It felt like I was being ripped in half while being burned at the same time. I met my limit of pain tolerance about 30 seconds in, and it lasted for 4 traumatizing hours. Until I could finally drive myself to the ER.

I got a screenshot of the doors on Steam, but I'm not sure how to upload it to Photobucket, yet. Still tinkering with it.


Have a nice rest. You too.

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[link to www.bizarbin.com]
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no really, i find her completely predictable!
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I find her behavior erratic of late. A lot of self contradictions. Last night she told me '100%' while writing the opposite, hours later.

Oh well. I have no guilt in this regard, so I can walk away clean.


Here is the SS of the doors I mentioned. Not sure if this link will work or not.
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i think caylus finds you predictable. that's why she told you she loved you!
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it also why she threw pi away like a wet tissue when his non-sensical post became an embarrassment to her!-
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the power of steam, in relationship to the master and slave!
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predictability has to do with mindsets!
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the power of steam, in relationship to the master and slave!
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Does the link work? I've never posted a steam SS. Not sure if one would need an account to view it or not.
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