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Dj User ID: 71468049 France 06/21/2016 03:37 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I have a rather complex case of energetic PTSD. Please don't think it has anything to do with you personally. Quoting: Seer777I have been treated like a drug, by more than one. I just don't understand how anyone can allow that sort of thing to happen to them. it starts .. you end it. if someone tried that with me it would be their last time as an abuser or user, period. the drug part must be two way or you wouldn't allow it. anyway I know you people don't like my opinions here so I won't say much more other than abusive people piss me off very badly, but people that allow it to occur as I have seen on here also piss me off - albeit a milder form. don't take that as criticism as I am not female or in your shoes, but there was a lot of suspect too and fro-ing going on here that I could only shake my head and walk away. |
Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 10427192 United States 06/21/2016 03:41 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I have a rather complex case of energetic PTSD. Please don't think it has anything to do with you personally. Quoting: Seer777I have been treated like a drug, by more than one. I just don't understand how anyone can allow that sort of thing to happen to them. it starts .. you end it. if someone tried that with me it would be their last time as an abuser or user, period. the drug part must be two way or you wouldn't allow it. anyway I know you people don't like my opinions here so I won't say much more other than abusive people piss me off very badly, but people that allow it to occur as I have seen on here also piss me off - albeit a milder form. don't take that as criticism as I am not female or in your shoes, but there was a lot of suspect too and fro-ing going on here that I could only shake my head and walk away. Doesn't work that way for me, for whatever reason. If it did, I wouldn't have any problems over the last 4 years now would I? Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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Dj User ID: 71468049 France 06/21/2016 03:53 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The difference between you and me Dj, is you think it is microwave weaponry. Quoting: Seer777I think it is people, and their own abilities. no that is not what I think. you don't know me very well. It is a whole lot of things. material and non material. I spend an awful lot of 'time' on the non-material side of things, it is where I am most comfortable/at home, as are most. and I don't just mean a little astral trolling about fighting off thought forms and negative energetic fields. beyond that. its people, machines/tech and entities other than human, and also ranging in different origin of density and form. that is my brief response but please don't try and sum up my opinions like that. you never really asked me ever, you just assumed. |
Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 72332400 United States 06/21/2016 04:00 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The difference between you and me Dj, is you think it is microwave weaponry. Quoting: Seer777I think it is people, and their own abilities. no that is not what I think. you don't know me very well. It is a whole lot of things. material and non material. I spend an awful lot of 'time' on the non-material side of things, it is where I am most comfortable/at home, as are most. and I don't just mean a little astral trolling about fighting off thought forms and negative energetic fields. beyond that. its people, machines/tech and entities other than human, and also ranging in different origin of density and form. that is my brief response but please don't try and sum up my opinions like that. you never really asked me ever, you just assumed. Fair enough. I guess I just kinda associate you with... was it Dr. Who(?)poster and that you are going to turn on me any minute and tell me someone else is posting as me and accuse me of things I didn't do. The multiple times that has happened over the last say, 4 months, irritated me with that poster and I associate the 2 of you for whatever reason. Not sure if you are the same person or not. I agree with you for the most part and far as it being a wide range of things. But I think for me personally, it is mostly people being they confirm it for me directly. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 68731010 United States 06/21/2016 04:05 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The difference between you and me Dj, is you think it is microwave weaponry. Quoting: Seer777I think it is people, and their own abilities. no that is not what I think. you don't know me very well. It is a whole lot of things. material and non material. I spend an awful lot of 'time' on the non-material side of things, it is where I am most comfortable/at home, as are most. and I don't just mean a little astral trolling about fighting off thought forms and negative energetic fields. beyond that. its people, machines/tech and entities other than human, and also ranging in different origin of density and form. that is my brief response but please don't try and sum up my opinions like that. you never really asked me ever, you just assumed. Fair enough. I guess I just kinda associate you with... was it Dr. Who(?)poster and that you are going to turn on me any minute and tell me someone else is posting as me and accuse me of things I didn't do. The multiple times that has happened over the last say, 4 months, irritated me with that poster and I associate the 2 of you for whatever reason. Not sure if you are the same person or not. I agree with you for the most part and far as it being a wide range of things. But I think for me personally, it is mostly people being they confirm it for me directly. Same person hon. |
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Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 72332400 United States 06/21/2016 04:09 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The difference between you and me Dj, is you think it is microwave weaponry. Quoting: Seer777I think it is people, and their own abilities. no that is not what I think. you don't know me very well. It is a whole lot of things. material and non material. I spend an awful lot of 'time' on the non-material side of things, it is where I am most comfortable/at home, as are most. and I don't just mean a little astral trolling about fighting off thought forms and negative energetic fields. beyond that. its people, machines/tech and entities other than human, and also ranging in different origin of density and form. that is my brief response but please don't try and sum up my opinions like that. you never really asked me ever, you just assumed. Fair enough. I guess I just kinda associate you with... was it Dr. Who(?)poster and that you are going to turn on me any minute and tell me someone else is posting as me and accuse me of things I didn't do. The multiple times that has happened over the last say, 4 months, irritated me with that poster and I associate the 2 of you for whatever reason. Not sure if you are the same person or not. I agree with you for the most part and far as it being a wide range of things. But I think for me personally, it is mostly people being they confirm it for me directly. Same person hon. I thought so. I'm feeling surprisingly better. Still hurts to walk but the horrible jabbing/burning pain seems to have subsided. I'm gonna go finish up a couple trays of rings for this weekend. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 68731010 United States 06/21/2016 04:12 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Dj 71468049 no that is not what I think. you don't know me very well. It is a whole lot of things. material and non material. I spend an awful lot of 'time' on the non-material side of things, it is where I am most comfortable/at home, as are most. and I don't just mean a little astral trolling about fighting off thought forms and negative energetic fields. beyond that. its people, machines/tech and entities other than human, and also ranging in different origin of density and form. that is my brief response but please don't try and sum up my opinions like that. you never really asked me ever, you just assumed. Fair enough. I guess I just kinda associate you with... was it Dr. Who(?)poster and that you are going to turn on me any minute and tell me someone else is posting as me and accuse me of things I didn't do. The multiple times that has happened over the last say, 4 months, irritated me with that poster and I associate the 2 of you for whatever reason. Not sure if you are the same person or not. I agree with you for the most part and far as it being a wide range of things. But I think for me personally, it is mostly people being they confirm it for me directly. Same person hon. I thought so. I'm feeling surprisingly better. Still hurts to walk but the horrible jabbing/burning pain seems to have subsided. I'm gonna go finish up a couple trays of rings for this weekend. I had one in my side like that for two days. Quit...well yesterday I guess. Ok :) Later |
Dj User ID: 71468049 France 06/21/2016 04:17 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The difference between you and me Dj, is you think it is microwave weaponry. Quoting: Seer777I think it is people, and their own abilities. no that is not what I think. you don't know me very well. It is a whole lot of things. material and non material. I spend an awful lot of 'time' on the non-material side of things, it is where I am most comfortable/at home, as are most. and I don't just mean a little astral trolling about fighting off thought forms and negative energetic fields. beyond that. its people, machines/tech and entities other than human, and also ranging in different origin of density and form. that is my brief response but please don't try and sum up my opinions like that. you never really asked me ever, you just assumed. Fair enough. I guess I just kinda associate you with... was it Dr. Who(?)poster and that you are going to turn on me any minute and tell me someone else is posting as me and accuse me of things I didn't do. The multiple times that has happened over the last say, 4 months, irritated me with that poster and I associate the 2 of you for whatever reason. Not sure if you are the same person or not. I agree with you for the most part and far as it being a wide range of things. But I think for me personally, it is mostly people being they confirm it for me directly. look I am very sorry if you or any other got hurt in any exchanges or dramas, i am sure that was only a very small percentage of what goes on here. just remember what you see on here whether it be personas doing whatever they do or a brief reply just for fun or whatever, it is hardly representative of the person or me as a complete being. how could you discern the full range of any complex being which we all are (well not all, as such), over such a limited medium as this. it is limiting to the extreme in every way. it is just tarted up to makle it look like it is sophisticated, but come on please, you know.... anyway in real life or even behind ye olde mirror I am nothing like you would imagine. who here is like their internet persona. very very few i would say. try to let go of those prickles you feel towards me. someone has been feeding those thoughts to you I know. I have seen it happen in real time. just as the implication might be of who might be attacking you. don't listen to these clowns around you all the time. I notice you don't follow everyone's advice only certain ones which shows me that someone has their hooks deep into you -triggers and all- and has you on a leash. which pisses me off again. |
Dj User ID: 71468049 France 06/21/2016 04:23 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | The difference between you and me Dj, is you think it is microwave weaponry. Quoting: Seer777I think it is people, and their own abilities. no that is not what I think. you don't know me very well. It is a whole lot of things. material and non material. I spend an awful lot of 'time' on the non-material side of things, it is where I am most comfortable/at home, as are most. and I don't just mean a little astral trolling about fighting off thought forms and negative energetic fields. beyond that. its people, machines/tech and entities other than human, and also ranging in different origin of density and form. that is my brief response but please don't try and sum up my opinions like that. you never really asked me ever, you just assumed. Fair enough. I guess I just kinda associate you with... was it Dr. Who(?)poster and that you are going to turn on me any minute and tell me someone else is posting as me and accuse me of things I didn't do. The multiple times that has happened over the last say, 4 months, irritated me with that poster and I associate the 2 of you for whatever reason. Not sure if you are the same person or not. I agree with you for the most part and far as it being a wide range of things. But I think for me personally, it is mostly people being they confirm it for me directly. Same person hon. what would you know about it. where is your proof. |
Dj User ID: 71468049 France 06/21/2016 04:35 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | some things which happened in the past can not be explained on here for obvious reasons. you probably wouldn't believe it anyway. also if I were to tell you some of the people/names I was in past life times just in this particular realm, would that make me the same persona all over again - no of course not. it is so complex and complicated there just isn't enough time or space or available brain capacity available to process coherently. such is life. that is what this is ~ 8 how do you put that in a box and label it. try bottling life essence and selling it. its an illusion that you captured within a bottle like unicorn farts, 'cept they are more tangible in an olfactory sense. everyone thinks they are so smart and able to pin-point another person because it makes them feel more comfortable within themselves, because they then have (or think they have) a quantifiable entity/identifiable form to work with. the unknown is what scares people witless and shitless, but it is more the norm actually. well at least in my frame of reference. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 68731010 United States 06/21/2016 04:56 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: Dj 71468049no that is not what I think. you don't know me very well. It is a whole lot of things. material and non material. I spend an awful lot of 'time' on the non-material side of things, it is where I am most comfortable/at home, as are most. and I don't just mean a little astral trolling about fighting off thought forms and negative energetic fields. beyond that. its people, machines/tech and entities other than human, and also ranging in different origin of density and form. that is my brief response but please don't try and sum up my opinions like that. you never really asked me ever, you just assumed. Fair enough. I guess I just kinda associate you with... was it Dr. Who(?)poster and that you are going to turn on me any minute and tell me someone else is posting as me and accuse me of things I didn't do. The multiple times that has happened over the last say, 4 months, irritated me with that poster and I associate the 2 of you for whatever reason. Not sure if you are the same person or not. I agree with you for the most part and far as it being a wide range of things. But I think for me personally, it is mostly people being they confirm it for me directly. Same person hon. what would you know about it. where is your proof. :tiger: |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 71982623 United States 06/21/2016 06:42 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hi. I want to share an experience. I feel something trying to force it's way in usually all day. But sometimes something comes that feels a little more staggering. Like it "rings" my consciousness to where I get a drugged feeling. It does this to shake me loose and get a deeper grip into me. I noticed If I open my eyes, and spread my awareness out, the drugged feeling moves forward and actually helps push what is trying to forces itself in, out. When I say spread my awareness out, I mean with my breathing, I feel my energy in my body and let it move in and out with my whole body. My mind is focused on rooting my consciousness in the now, outside my self, in the physical world. What I see, hear, smell and feel. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 71982623 United States 06/21/2016 06:57 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I still let it come in, but I let it ride the wave of my consciousness expanding outwards. It feels like the drugged feeling coming in for a moment, then a gentle breeze moves through me to push it out, catching the roots of what is trying to "infiltrate". |
Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 72332400 United States 06/21/2016 07:01 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hi. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 71982623 I want to share an experience. I feel something trying to force it's way in usually all day. But sometimes something comes that feels a little more staggering. Like it "rings" my consciousness to where I get a drugged feeling. It does this to shake me loose and get a deeper grip into me. I noticed If I open my eyes, and spread my awareness out, the drugged feeling moves forward and actually helps push what is trying to forces itself in, out. When I say spread my awareness out, I mean with my breathing, I feel my energy in my body and let it move in and out with my whole body. My mind is focused on rooting my consciousness in the now, outside my self, in the physical world. What I see, hear, smell and feel. I should add that, while I am doing this, I don't try to suppress it, force it out, our challenge it when it comes it. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 71982623 I still let it come in, but I let it ride the wave of my consciousness expanding outwards. It feels like the drugged feeling coming in for a moment, then a gentle breeze moves through me to push it out, catching the roots of what is trying to "infiltrate". What do you think IT is? Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
Seer777 (OP) Ride the wings of the mind User ID: 72332400 United States 06/21/2016 07:04 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hi. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 71982623 I want to share an experience. I feel something trying to force it's way in usually all day. But sometimes something comes that feels a little more staggering. Like it "rings" my consciousness to where I get a drugged feeling. It does this to shake me loose and get a deeper grip into me. I noticed If I open my eyes, and spread my awareness out, the drugged feeling moves forward and actually helps push what is trying to forces itself in, out. When I say spread my awareness out, I mean with my breathing, I feel my energy in my body and let it move in and out with my whole body. My mind is focused on rooting my consciousness in the now, outside my self, in the physical world. What I see, hear, smell and feel. I heard a pronounced 'ring' the second before I clicked the new post icon, for this post. The ring focuses my attention as well and like you said, gets deeper grip being my attention turns towards it. I understand what you mean by spread your awareness out. Like you can feel your form outside your skin. Difficulties strengthen the Mind as labor does the body... ~Seneca |
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Sol-tari User ID: 47939715 Australia 06/22/2016 10:45 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | glad you enjoyed =) Last Edited by Sol-tari on 06/22/2016 10:46 AM *Glitches May Occur. Consume(D) At Own Risk |
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Sol-tari User ID: 47939715 Australia 06/22/2016 11:20 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I think I may have ate some of those fireberries the other day... Heh. Pain sux. Going to urgent care soon I think. ...dam, sorry to hear that. This has happened before? first chart could help indicate [link to preventdisease.com] *Glitches May Occur. Consume(D) At Own Risk |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 71982623 United States 06/22/2016 11:39 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hi. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 71982623 I want to share an experience. I feel something trying to force it's way in usually all day. But sometimes something comes that feels a little more staggering. Like it "rings" my consciousness to where I get a drugged feeling. It does this to shake me loose and get a deeper grip into me. I noticed If I open my eyes, and spread my awareness out, the drugged feeling moves forward and actually helps push what is trying to forces itself in, out. When I say spread my awareness out, I mean with my breathing, I feel my energy in my body and let it move in and out with my whole body. My mind is focused on rooting my consciousness in the now, outside my self, in the physical world. What I see, hear, smell and feel. I should add that, while I am doing this, I don't try to suppress it, force it out, our challenge it when it comes it. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 71982623 I still let it come in, but I let it ride the wave of my consciousness expanding outwards. It feels like the drugged feeling coming in for a moment, then a gentle breeze moves through me to push it out, catching the roots of what is trying to "infiltrate". What do you think IT is? Well, when I go to the truth of it, It is the world, the Sun, forcing me to go cold. Taking my mind, showing me how obsolescent it is. Letting me feel the incoming influence from others, to see It's illusion. But on the surface, it is other people. I hear them before they come in to "sock" me, or control my thoughts and emotions. "Don't let her know hes in control" "We cannot allow them to mate" are some of the things I hear before the attacks begin. When I am sleeping, I get woken up throughout the night. I heard and feel them "working" on me to break me. The whole goal is for them to rip me from my heart. When I wake up every morning, it is a fight to nullify what they put in during my deep sleep. I heard a pronounced 'ring' the second before I clicked the new post icon, for this post. Quoting: Seer777 The ring focuses my attention as well and like you said, gets deeper grip being my attention turns towards it. I understand what you mean by spread your awareness out. Like you can feel your form outside your skin. The ring isn't an actual ring. I hear those, "pay attention" is exactly what the rings get from me. This is more like an actual reverberation of the mind. Like feeling under heavy narcotic. |
Sol-tari User ID: 47939715 Australia 06/22/2016 11:43 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | No. It has never happened to me before. But it has happened to my dad, mom, and brother many times, with it almost killing my dad in 2014. Quoting: Seer777 No more strawberries for me. Or kiwi. Or raspberries...meh. always knew fruit was evil well wishes Seer *Glitches May Occur. Consume(D) At Own Risk |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 71982623 United States 06/22/2016 12:37 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I heard a pronounced 'ring' the second before I clicked the new post icon, for this post. Quoting: Seer777 The ring focuses my attention as well and like you said, gets deeper grip being my attention turns towards it. I understand what you mean by spread your awareness out. Like you can feel your form outside your skin. I have been expanding it into the planet. Once I feel myself expanded out, I pull my consciousness back into my pineal gland. I usually visualize the core of the sun as that point of energy. Here, everything is reachable. When I am here, I feel like I go invisible, phasing in and out of existence. I pull my entire being to the orbit of the planet. I do not recall an image from the material. I feel it, recall what it felt like when I stood there in spirit form. And while I am there, its like I wrap my self in and around the planet. I feels nice. |
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