I'd like to wait for a response from you, but it doesn't look like I'm going to get one and I want to say this.

The mix of positive energy from you one way and negative energy from you this way can make me sick, did you know that? I think I told you that before but you just won't balance the two out, will you? You don't care the effect it has on the other person. I keep asking you to be nicer to me for what I'm giving you but you seem to have no grasp of the concept.

You being how you are wastes almost all the benefit I get from you in the first place, so I'm going to try and sever the connection again. You shouldn't get anything from me but that going forward. I think there are karmic repercussions for what you call qualia and I call abuse, buy I know you think you're infallible.

You said last night you've working on it for years, but I've taken as much of it as I can. Especially if you won't even apologize for it when you do it.

As far as what you said about others, I know about the rancors just like I said I saw them. They don't compare to me in any way, but I can't get credit from you for being different.

I connected with you when I rested or slept because if I don't I'll be pawed at and assaulted by women. What's going on with you is the same thing I suffer but women doing it instead of men. Thats part of the attacks I suffer for not using my ex, and I'm almost positive I mentioned that. You treat me like I'm one of the ones attacking you meanwhile theyre who your friends with on here.

I wanted to help you and all that, but I'm not dealing with this anymore.