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It's been how many days since I stopped connecting with you directly? It was the same day Kayli started posting again.

Last Edited by Mike_ on 01/26/2016 02:03 PM

Did you get said female employee's permission? Or did you just dive right in?

She was right in front of the product I needed. I stood there for five minutes or so and it just happened. I felt the poppies kick in, and the buzz lasted for another ten minutes after that. It was as much her letting it happen as it was me.

Another woman on line in front of me went to me while I was waiting, it was strong enough I had to take a step back from her a couple of times. She definitely knew what she was doing.

Could you feel these women performing felatio on you too?

Sometimes.

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Do you know when that was? I'm curious for myself as well.

Sounds like you commune with a succubus or something along those lines.

Have you ever read through The Vampire Codex, Mike?


The Vampire Codex

Ch. XVII. More on Feeding

Our energy actually pierces the subtle body of our partner and penetrates it, drawing energy out as if through a straw. Afterward, a wound is left in the aura of the partner, though this will close on its own in a few days. It can sometimes be echoed in the flesh in the form of a small rounded bruise. In the case of long-standing partners, the wound can become a permanent weak spot in the aura through which we can easily penetrate and gain access to their energy.

Generally speaking, feeding is not harmful to the partner. They have a connection to the universal force; this will replenish them in time, usually overnight. Most partners will just feel a little tired and fuzzy-headed after being fed from. Many have described it like a mild drug, something that is pleasantly mellowing. Some experience euphoria during feeding and feel they are riding intense waves of pleasure. Others can achieve an altered state of consciousness with intense dream-like visions.

Feeding partners may be a little hypersensitive to bright light afterwards and they may experience a sudden feeling of cold.

When feed from extremely deeply, it is almost guaranteed that a partner will partially or completely lose consciousness.

Banned link. Goggle: The Vampire Codex

I'm aware of the pain which you seem to be passionately aware as well; will take heavenly intervention to bring to an end.

That's the effect of what they're doing, but it's the women themselves.

I really don't think so, unless seer has fooled me; you accused seer of the same.

A women with a partner she is loyal to.

Further reading:

A draw can be enacted in conjunction with tantric magick. Your primary contact is made at the mouth or the throat, and a tendril is inserted into the subtle body of your partner. Through intense visualization, this tendril is guided down through your partner's subtle body to the root chakra. Here the Kundalini energy that is so crucial to Tantra lies coiled. You can grasp onto the Kundalini energy and manually pull it up through each successive chakra. Draw in only a little during this process until the drawing up of the energy is complete. Once you have brought the Kundalini through all the chakras to your primary point of contact, you will have generated an immense amount of energy from which both yourself and your partner can benefit. You and your partner will sense something like an explosion of light and energy within yourselves, followed immediately by a bursting sensation as if you had just been pushed through some barrier. This will consummate in a powerful sense of climax on the subtle level.

Feeding in this manner is very productive, as it serves to energize both yourself and your partner. Your partner will almost invariably experience a prolonged and impressive orgasm, and one may feed upon the torrent of energy that results from the climax to increase mutual stimulation. It is almost impossible to exhaust a partner when feeding from the root: whereas prolonged or deep feeding from any of the other major energy centers can cause trembling, weakness, dizziness, and an overall depression of the system, feeding from the root seems to only increase that which you feed upon. The partner, after recovering from the intensity of the drain is almost always energized and while they still feel the effects of physical exhaustion, they are driven by a fevered desire that can sustain them for hours. The process is very difficult to master, however, and if the coil of Kundalini energy slips from your grasp, you will simply end up initiating a deep feed from all the chakras in succession.

Every time I read through the Codex, more and more makes sense...

That sounds familiar. Feeding makes me think of having my wrist drained. I think of it as charging in a wall outlet, but I believe it to be wholly reciprocal.

This sounds more like something born of a mutual relationship and longing; not astrally preying upon others?

The Kiss and the Curse

Those we feed upon experience waves of ecstasy, like riding the crest of a prolonged orgasm, though one which is not located specifically in the flesh.


Our draw is like a drug. Our partners are overcome with a soothing sensation, until they relax to their very core. They feel they are drifting in an ocean of pleasure. They are filled with a golden, melting sensation that is almost narcotic in its intensity. Our draw can bring visions and it can bring rest and sleep even to the most restless of souls. The pleasure we give is not wholly physical but occurs upon all levels, and serves to bridge the space between these levels of existence in our partners, raising them up into an apotheosis of Self. Our touch is mystical, and it changes our partners profoundly on levels they may only have imagined.

Like a drug, however, our draw can be addictive. We understand too well the overpowering desire our need inspires in us, but our partners can also come to be reliant upon the pleasure that we give to them. They can become trained to be responsive to our touch, and their physical and subtle bodies can grow so accustomed to our drain that they overproduce vitality in anticipation of having it drained away.

I sure of what I'm seeing and experiencing, and I've spoken to women who know what I'm talking about. Seer said she knows everything that happens, so I assumed she knew that.

Very interesting. The energy also fixes my neck, and I use it to give readings or like now remove Kayli's mark.

I think it's been ten days, by the way.

I'm gonna go get some lunch and visit the ocean. You should get out seer.

I will not for second engage another ridiculous conversation regarding you feeling like you were given fellatio. At no point was I envisioning anything sexual with you. And that is all I will say about that.

Energy by nature is sexual in nature. At baseline. Read above.

I tried blocking my root years ago. As much as I could. Makes sense now about the root and feeding from the higher chakras being different.

Every color has a weight and therefore a price

We don't have to talk about it and you don't have to envision it. I'm just saying what I got from you on occasion.

I completely disagree about it being sexual first, that just happens to be the mode of this specific connection.

I know I could go to you now for it and you would feel whatever you felt, so I'm contented anyway.

Can you imbed these?

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The seven headed beast is all about Orion.

Can't embed image links to my knowledge.

They should be able to the same as the museum ones.

Only approved, uploaded 'smilies' can be embedded, to my knowlegde.

The images I shared, are part of my personal, uploaded collection.

I understand. Can someone who knows how embed these?

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IV. Awakenings

The bulk of our number are born ignorant to what they are. As they grow and mature, there are subtle hints of the latent power, but fear and self-doubt generally keep these from being acknowledged and accepted. Such as these must be awakened to their true selves by another of our number already familiar to our ways.

There are two rituals of initiation. The Lesser Initiation is an exchange of feeding which occurs between the teacher and the initiate. The initiate is drained deeply, often for the first time. This heightens his awareness of his energy body and will often catalyze him into realizing his potential in the next few days. The sensations that this process inspires are usually too intense to ignore or explain away. If fed from deeply enough, his instincts will overcome him and he will feed from others in order to replenish his depleted system.

The Greater Initiation involves a ritual death and rebirth which occurs on both the physical and spiritual levels for the initiate. It is visionary and shamanic in nature and forces the initiate to face himself and all that he has been within the boundaries of his own soul. Like all deaths and rebirths, this ritual strips away old identities and assumptions. The little self of this lifetime is subsumed into the greater Self, and the initiate is irrevocably changed. This rite is reserved for only the strongest minds, for any who are weak or filled with fear may not survive the initiation. Their minds can be blown away like dry autumn leaves in the face of the totality of who they are.
~The Vampire Codex



Shaktipat

Shaktipat (Sanskrit, from shakti - "(psychic) energy" - and pata, "to fall") refers in Hinduism to the conferring of spiritual "energy" upon one person by another

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