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think what Kayli and Seer are describing is different...
maybe m/f lines, something else

Again I think its perception. If we know some thing is going to happen a split second before it does we may assume "we made it happen". Im well experienced in this phenomenon also but it's funny to me that I didn't conclude that I had some godlike power yo control all like so many others have.

I feel it like a math equation I am doing in my head and coming to the conclusionS faster than the reality around me can process the same information. Leaving me to know everything that is fixing to happen in real time right before my eyes.

The situations I control are the one I physically take control of and cause all around me to act in accordance with my will. Granted I may use that ability to know all what's happening and what's going to happen in real time to decide what my actions will be to control a situation but I still didn't come to the conclusion I made it ALL happen myself.

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The reason it feels like chaos to me is because it feels like, your thoughts are and will be, used against you. Like something bigger than all of us is watching how you will react.

Even one with perfect discipline of mindfulness, would easily see the obstacles with such a gift. Like a djinn on steroids and subject to the same traps.

...if that makes sense.

I see what you're saying, but not really the same phenomena. This feels more like...being observed by something that controls reality.

I think that is what Kayli meant by 'them'. It does feel like a 'them'. Like machine elves or something.

Last Edited by Seer777 on 05/20/2016 11:46 AM

IF it walks like a duck and talks like a duck, it's a damn duck.

What they're describing I know we'll mentally and instinctually.

Now obviously I have the male engineer mind and will see constructs. The way the pieces fit together. Like the workingS of a huge clock. My mind tracing the actions and reactions of all the gears, cogs and levers until I have total understanding of what the mechanism does and why.


There is an order in chaos. I've seen it in math and nature so I don't really understand the whole 'it's chaotic and just happens' mentality. No, it's tractable. It was just too chaotic for our minds to process.

I'm sorry that I'm talking about the same thing but you and Kayli don't like that I didn't come to the same conclusion. Thems the breaks.

Most likely it's because I don't believe in holographic universe theory. It's not the unifying theory, it's too generalized do as to make anything fit, in my opinion. (Like the bible) Which is what her conclusions boil down to.

Holographic is another piece of the puzzle. Not the key to the lock.

You think I have a daemon like Kayli?

I've always thought of them as watchers or helpers. Khodam.

I have no emotion attached to this right now. Maybe I interpreted your words wrong. Or perhaps there are different stages in said regard.

Maybe once you pass the scary part, you are allowed more access. A better way to change reality I found, comes in small pushes...otherwise, it will be disregarded by the rational mind due to cognitive dissonance.

...heh, sounds like what i was trying to describe....
think your correct, 2 different phenomena

What would be scarier, dieing before asking God to forgive you? Because to me that was a very important part of your dream that you told then kinda disregarded or in words here anyway...

really? duck?
if it barks like a dog its a ....
german shepard
staffy
pitbull
ya get the drift (couldnt be arsed gogglin duck breeds)

I say this because what you describe i can relate to, "you took the images outta my brain and put em to words"
what the ladies are talking bout...
different

But regardless I'm fixing to get busy again. You guys can think it's different, I know better. It's the same phenomena interpreted differently.


In regards to the Guardian demon/daemon/avatar aspect
It still boils down to the same thing. Being fed information, which is power, not controlling by sheer force of will. You or the daemon.


Also remember something. When you observe something it actions stop being natural and it changes.


You can experience without trying to nail down where it's coming from. Just concentrate on how to use it and it's affects. If you do well it will come back.

If you know it's name, burn sage, wear it's symbol or not.
Silly white rabbit. Tricks are for kids. Later

That is why I wasn't afraid to die. I had made my peace. In the nosedive dream I did the very same.

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are you...
did he...
truth>ego

are you seriously saying you are the sole purveyor of all that may be experienced, its description of such...nay what may or may not be experienced per your definition/experience/hypothesis?

The arrogance, perhaps ignorance, to point out Kaylis interest in holographic, to then turn around and make such a statement

I never said any such thing. Weird your insecurities lead to you to such a conclusion though. You're assumptions are a constant bane I imagine. And your odd anger....lol. grow up man. Some of us don't need a get a long gang and some ppl are mature enough to respect someone who doesnt. Have fun thinking you're taking me on. You're only talking to yourself.

I never said any such thing. Weird your insecurities lead to you to such a conclusion though. You're assumptions are a constant bane I imagine. And your odd anger....lol. grow up man. Some of us don't need a get a long gang and some ppl are mature enough to respect someone who doesnt. Have fun thinking you're taking me on. You're only talking to yourself.

Ya right f, coulda misread it utterly.
All open to perception, can c wat ya mean.

was one of the reasons stayed quiet on this site. people would get entrenched in a position, and lob artillery.

Devilishly cheeky this poster

Weltschmerz
think this may be my problem.
shit F, ya say not to care, but what if it was yours?



made my peace
have yet to make peace with such a place continued
then again, may already be a fools game



or im talkin to myself again

Yes, not only are you talking to yourself you're lost on deep reflection with that post.

Was that supposed to evoke an emotional response from me?

You shouldn't care. Just like I didn't care about that post you just made. It was nonsense to me, I don't even know what your point was. I'm sure you do though. Know why? It wasn't to me, it was to you. Re-read your post to yourself you made for me and figure out what you're trying to tell yourself.

See you hear don't care and think of cold or negative connotations. I think of no distractions and more time to cate about things that are actually important to me. My focus stays on getting results for those things and ppl I care about.

Not winning an argument with myself. Like you're currently attempting to do.

Ego? Those who understand me at all know how very little I have. If I cared about ego I'd make you all like me. And I could very easily. I'm more than talented enough to twist all of your feelings in a way that benefits your perception of me. This whole site for that matter. But I don't care. I have other things I focus on more important than myself.

Re-read your post. Figure out what you're trying to tell yourself that I triggered somehow and leave me out of it.

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1st vid and ^ up was for you
simply askin of an empathetic response to a scenario


I think i ah...realized what i triggered...

for I opener

What are you thanking me for? I didnt do anything. Thank yourself.

Don't mind me. Just working through something.

Now Own Won

What would be the point in proving the unpredictable can be gleaned?

To keep something undesirable from happening...right?

Once set in motion, it will happen anyway and can not be gleaned before that moment. At least not at this point.

There must be a different reason.

Time travel?


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Holy Hell...what if we(Mankind) all DO upload ourselves to the Web in the future, inevitable to my sense, and we are trying to contact our original selves? We are trapped in a repeating loop inside the machine, we ourselves created. We all know we were here first. When it began.

The Web. The Time Cube? Machine elves...

Fear of death caused us to bypass it, in attempts to leave in the past, all that came with it.

We are our own 'Ghosts in the machine'...



Plausible?