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Some of Family Guy is funny, clever..


I had a friend whose dad owned one of the few non-box stores in town, and he would get the new releases sent to his house before they dropped in the store.

Do you mean the 15 million merits episode?

It is called 'Playtest'.
Where a guy signs up for experimental augmented reality gaming.

I watched that episode.

I can't handle a lot of screaming, male or female, in anything. Makes my skin feel gross and weird, so I avoid it.

Will's screaming in Stranger Things 2 was hard to stomach. Some empathic response I don't find pleasant.

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I was looking at that episode, but when i came to reply the bolded threw me ha. It's season three.

Certainly found it intriguing.

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I thought it was season one lol.
My bad bro, confusing you like that.

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This baking show has me all inspired.



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I've been playing neverwinter on the ps4. A fun free game. You should play with me seer.

It's like a much more modern WoW

Remember when we all played? Fun

I loved Neverwinter Nights way back when.. Top 5 all-time games for me.

I just can't focus on games, the way I once use to.


I did however, just buy a bunch of baking stuff. I'm inspired to learn a new skill and I know I would be good at it.

I've been baking since I was 4 or 5 and was making cream puffs and pudding cakes, and jam by 6 or 7. Only problem with baking is the high calories and large portions, so I'm getting into smaller things like 6-inch cakes.

Have you watched The Great British Baking Show?

The seasons with these 2 ladies are my favorite..


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Oh, please download it! You don't have to play, just download it...I know you can't focus on games, but that's why I like this one. It's not to mentally intensive. Nice kind of zen leveling and stuff. You can uhm do it while you're stuff is in the oven baking. :)

Oh, please download it! You don't have to play, just download it...I know you can't focus on games, but that's why I like this one. It's not to mentally intensive. Nice kind of zen leveling and stuff. You can uhm do it while you're stuff is in the oven baking. :)

What was the name of the plague in the beginning of Neverwinter Nights? I can still hear the people wailing in my memory.

Wailing Death. I played a druid IIRC. That was so long ago.


Let me think about it. I have apprehension when agreeing to things. I move really slow..as I'm sure you know.


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I know you do. No rush. I am not doing much and will be around with my video games for the foreseeable future. Lol.

I have always loved druids.

Good to hear. I'll be working a lot until the Holidays are over, but after that I have the Winter to mostly relax.

Did your area escape the fire totally?

Interestingly, my little area was basically a green patch in a sea of red. My town got hit by the fires, but it didn't jump the freeway to where I live. Driving down the freeway, the hills are literally seared black. It was an insane weekend for me when it all started. Our landlord lost a million dollars in property and my sister's fiance's family had to evacuate. Our neighbor decided to evacuate but I told everyone here we were fine. We were of course. Some kind of odd protection I have.

Glad to hear your area was spared.

Really sad about Paradise and all those people though.

The sync was too thick to breathe at times.


In the future, whenever you want to know what I mean by 'Chaos'..that's what I mean. Exactly that.


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I seeeee a line of cars..and they're all painted black..

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Did you ever end up watching this vid?

It's 'God' she kills at the end. Her brother. Chuck.

I can't argue with you there...
It is exactly that.

Yes.

Imagine having access to the greatest 'Feeling in the World'.. all one had to do, was reach out and touch it.

But the cost was that Chaos.

Would you still touch It?


Power in the wrong hands..kills everyone. No mercy.

Just like Fire.


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Seer...what if wasn't your choice?

When the fires were raging, the power was out, and the shooting happened down the road the day prior, my ex texted me out of nowhere to say he was satan and the hills were burning. He was joking, but I say that as "joking" - he's always been open to possession, and that is the archetype that possessing him.

But out of nowhere recently, he started dreaming of me compulsively. He got so upset and scared he'd never see me again, he drove to my house and asked my mom where I was. He demanded to see me. He ran inside and told me that he feared I'd disappeared forever. He'd lost his phone, but he said he'd find me anywhere. He'd look for me wherever I went.

Recently he's started crawling into my window at night when I'm asleep and I can't open the door for that reason. Anybody else? I'd be creeped out. But with him, it's like welcoming home the most comfortable presence I know. But, he IS chaos. It's just a symbol. Chaos is obsessed with me. Chaos needs me. It's not my choice.

I was thinking about how the fires were like Satan reaching out, trying to touch me, but keeping me safe, saying subtly, I am here. And the archetype speaks...

I felt so sick about that shooting. Sick to my stomach, so sick. My neighbor was at the park walking her dog when it happened. She heard the shots and thought at first with the screaming it was some sort of frat party. People screaming and hugging each other. But then she kept hearing the shots and heard the crying and realized it was a real shooting. She was across the road and handled it calmly. Her car was right next to borderline so she suggested to her friend they walk their dogs in the other direction. Apparently a billion off duty cops arrived with guns and bullet proof vests and she couldn't get out of there for two hours.

If I had been there...not a fear of death thing, but a sick to my goddamn stomach thing, it would have been.

I don't ask for the death and destruction, nor do I want it. My ex said he was convinced he was the antichrist as a teenager. He said he wanted that role because the antichrist, however he is percieved, is supposed to put an end to war. So there is this chaos that exists which doesn't destroy but illustrates. What happened to me in california made me realize this archetype truly is obsessed with me. I'm not asking for chaos, it's asking for me.

It's rarely my choice. All I can do is try to avoid being overwhelmed, which also doesn't always work.

There is a line, that once crossed, causes the chaos to gain a foothold. Generally extreme sexual energy, instead of the non-sexual kind and the amount of force, behind it.. Creative energy the destroyer then utilizes, to then destroy in a syncy manner..such that guilt is felt.

I'm not sure what to say about your Ex other than, people are generally 'exes' for a reason and obsession is not a healthy form of attachment.

Crawling through your window just sounds weird and potentially dangerous. I think you need someone more grounded personally speaking.


I mentioned the 'Nothing inside' caused by depression, in a post to I made to you, a week back or so.

Like the song Borderline and the bar..


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Keep pushing me..keep pushing me..keep pushing my loooove...

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When mercy is lost, what's left?


Bran's Flashback - King Aerys "Burn Them All!"


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(GoT) Jaime Lannister | Burn Them All


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