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The old lady knew about what occurred and my responds.

Actually, it isn't what she want me to attend to. Previously on yesterday, she wanted me to let you know that she smiled and acknowledged you upon your return of greeting. She said nothing as none words are needed. I was too tired on yesterday evening.

How do you consistently experience the energy, Xlegic?

Can you describe how it feels to you?

Draining feeling as if something is siphoning energy away from me. Probably just me.

Can you explain where it attaches? How it feels?

Sometimes my head or my manhood thing from time to time.

Does it pulse? Do you resist or go with it?

Wanted to drop a line here and see if you maybe have read, or experienced similar phenomena.

I can open my third eye on command. In a second or 2, i feel pressure and a buzzing sensation in the center of my brain, that eventually goes down my neck - covers my arms in goosebumps. I can get my whole body vibrating in a few seconds, its crazy. If i focus on lets say, my foot - some significant intense energy will shoot down to my foot. Was able to train myself to do this after a few years of long meditation sessions.

I'd guess it is just self induced ASMR. I haven't met anyone else who can do this..

Both truthfully be told.

because, I don't know how to fully resist and I tried physically move or force it go away.

Welcome. :)

My 3rd eye presents between my eyebrows but can do just as you mention and far more.

Mine is independent of my will for the most part and flares constantly when energy is around..

Last the night the energy was particularly bothersome and with great effort, I forced it to pulse out my feet.

Very similar.

Last Edited by Seer777 on 05/04/2019 02:02 PM

I see..

Do you attribute it to a certain source?

The pressure i feel initially is more towards the front, right above my eyebrows...

That's pretty wild how your is independent of your own will. That would probably freak me out a bit.

I remember the first time i ever meditated.. When i was really heading down the rabbit hole of conspiracies, especially consciousness at the time.

I did a guided meditation for almost 2 hours. It gave myself a headache on the left side of my brain. I continued to meditate to see if i could rid myself of it. The pain slowly moved from left to the right side of my head, and eventually - to the center of my brain. When it reached the center, it completely disappeared.

I was able to get my body vibrating on my first try. After that wild experience i was hooked, and would meditate hours each day for years to come.

Still wildly unsure of how or what that headache really was. I can only guess the decalcification of the pineal gland..

It does sometimes. Scare me. More it is frustrating when I'm trying to sleep and the energy bothers me during.


Or when I'm trying to talk to people and my forehead is pulsing hard.

I too spent years meditating and also went a bit off the deep end with it and would spend up to 7 hours a day meditating.

Now I don't meditate at all..the energies are just too intense..


Have you noticed a difference between the vibration and unpleasant buzzing?

Last Edited by Seer777 on 05/04/2019 02:36 PM

Holy crap! 7 hours... how would you feel after all those hours?

I've never noticed a difference between the vibrations, really. It's always been extremely similar.

After a good meditation session, i always am more susceptible to all energies, negative and positive - mostly from other peoples energy. But while meditating its always been a constant good feeling of euphoria.

I donated $500.00 cdn to K for improvements toward site and whatnot. I saw nothing happened to the site except more video clips of her production.

And I worked pretty hard on producing ten 1920x1080 artwork (and 10 same design but different themes) for the site.

I guess I expected a bit too much from her.

Now, I barely know her anymore. I pmed her few or couple days ago.

To be fair, she offered me mod position and I accepted it for short time before I left due it is not for me.

Idk why I was hanging on for long time. Idk. wtf.

I was in a state of constant bliss..or Nirvana or as some call it.

I know how Buddha Boy was able to just sit there like that, without moving or even care to. No need to eat. Barely a need to breathe..

Things changed when I noticed the intent of the energy changed and attached to me. I've been wrestling it, ever since..

Wow. That was very generous of you. Many fulfilled obligation to K, with little return.

Being a mod is thankless job few are cut out for..

I don't normally speak out about what I just said, but wtf.. almost 2 years and half.

I feel like an idiot.

You're not an idiot.

Helping friends and having hope for their success isn't to be faulted, regardless how it's received.

I understand the feeling though..

/warps beers into existence.

Here's to imperfection-ism in everyone. Doing what we can do to cope, survive, and make a room for at least joke in existence.

It is wise to remember, although she was very young, before K came to GLP she had been a participant on a forum of people who all claimed to be sociopaths.

After allowing herself to be kidnapped to Spain, she returned only to ingratiate herself with a male who threatened to rape and kill me with black magick..

So if you wanna talk about who feels like an idiot..look no further.

Imperfect is one thing, lying, deliberate cruelty and violence..is another.


Thanks for the beer. T-5.5 hours.

Idk what to say to that.

Strangely my energy is optimal normal, probably has to do stamina provided by beers I'm drinking atm.

Damn the draining energy. Pardon my language, but seriously damn it to hell.

Is what it is..

Sounds like you're being fed on..


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Have you ever think that you might take things a bit too out of context?

Not in this regard.

You know what they say about gazing into the Abyss..

That's fine. That's your pov.

What you are doing is feeding endless cycle of duality just like Kai said in his Terminal Question thread.

Endless cycle of good and evil. There got to be a derivation from it so everyone can move on forward.

What do you suggest, Xlegic?

I recall less than nothing about Kai's thread.

That is the primary reason why I formed General Causality Theory aka Root of Knowledge thread to LINK cause and effect and hopefully find out why. Possibly myriads of why.

Its all I have atm so far.

The why is very simple.

Human selfishness and greed, is the root of evil thoughts and behavior.

Energy itself is neutral. The intent behind it, is not.