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I grew up in a Christian home, went to private school, while praying and singing to Jesus.

This isn't a fetish for me. It's a nightmare. One that often makes me feel like God has abandoned me..or doesn't exist at all..which I believe is Satan's entire purpose. I didn't call it Hell, because it was fun.


You know what he said about you and a few other male members of this forum, to me in that horrible chat? He told me, you asked him, to share me, with you.

While I didn't believe it for 1 second..it still messed with my head to think he would even consider saying that to me.

Praying to Arch Angel Michael to protect me..does seem to work..

I do it a lot. Other saints have come up randomly and I am paying attention.

St. Joseph. St. Basil. Rather recently.

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Because it's what is inside his head. It lessens guilt by implying others want the same.

The want to normalize or create peer norms.

It makes it seem more trivial. Listen to interviews with serial killers and watch them perpetrate the same.

Lies are built on the jelly of shame.

I know your personality, the personalities of the others well enough, to know none of you would ever approach aether like that.

I went into shock after that convo and don't recall much about the week after..


Satan is the Father of Lies.


He lies about everything, while still telling the truth. He hypnotizes people by the way he communicates.

That's why I constantly post the Jessica Jones trailer. That's how I feel about it and have since 2015.

I've been on the run. He will not let me go.

It isn't love. It's obsession. K told me he was obsessed with me. He is coward and will never directly respond to people like me, and many others..to the things we know he's done.

I don't know what to do.

I tried everything.

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^^ Maybe this will make more sense now..

And I am trying to help someone else at the same time.

I see a Pattern.

Thoughts are energy. They manifest in the 3D world, whether we choose to believe or not.

And I am working with a thought template....!

Hopping that the one creating this pattern will read my WORDS has a warning before the TestMe_Light.sys is activated on him by the MCS, matrix control system..!

AnyWay.

There is a pattern. Several. One has to do with the Moon. Rituals.

You and Dion were the only two who warned me, when I walked headlong into the Secrets thread.

I think you both knew immediately, that I was the perfect mark.

And here we are..all these years later.

I haven't been free of it, more than a few days since 2012. I get breaks. Thankful for that.

Satan, to me, is misdirection. A coping and projection mechanism.

Why within christianity is satan the light while constant references abound toward Jesus being the light bringer.

Very paradoxical and very promethean.

A shell game.

I understand that aspect.


That's not the reason I call aether, Satan.

Also not the first time I have.

You all have got to see the pattern.

Life will always RETURN Measure By Measure SEER it can take SOMETIME but it always faster when I am Observing it.

Yes I warned You.

But You know HOW I dislike drama on forum and avoid becoming distracted by trivial facts, such as he-said/she-said drama that is plentiful but worthless for me to invest time and energy.

I always go straight to the Point I cannot and should not override freewill, but I can help people use it...I cannot reverse people’s choices, but you can help them make more informed ones.

This means my energy isn’t spent preaching, but rather sharing what I see and know so that those who have yet to choose can use it for their betterment.

But Most of the TIME NOBODY Listen.

It was the first time you had spoke to me, and I knew immediately you were right. I took immediate steps to remedy my error.

It was too late. For me. Even up that short time..was enough to..do all this.

Or at least get the ball rolling.

I've been looking for the others that experience this level of energy all day every day, ever since.

but keep getting frustrated when I find out that are not so many.

But then I think they stay quiet and I know why.

I stay quiet because I don't want To hurt anyone.

I know What My Spirit can DO Seer.

AnyWay.

Just to repeat Myself I already told here We have relationships on every level with everything.

How we connect with the world makes changes in how the world connects with us.

Our inner bodies are powerful collections of energy pools layered and connected to even more powerful aspects and dimensions of reality that very few people on this planet understand or are willing to talk about in public.

The mind itself has more energy potential than any hydrogen bomb and playing in that warehouse is like lighting a pack of matches in a gunpowder factory.

I stay quiet for several reasons..

I would like to speak more than I do, but restrain myself until the timing presents properly.


I think a bunch of the 'psychics' have been tortured. If not all of us.


Not wanting to hurt people..has been a challenge for me..

I've seen a lot of horrible stuff and pray for God's vengeance.

Justice.


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Ah you know The Operator in ME will tell YOU lol

The Love Frequency his OUR Sword of Justice Seer and Our overflow of That Love Frequency is just the thing to fill their vacancy.

Got To Go See You Around Seer

There are more than you think but many have withdrawn from the rat race. Their experience and knowledge is rejected by most, they're public enemy number 1 as far as the system/matrix goes

I agree with the above poster, resonate as much unconditional love and compassion as humanly possible in these trying times. That's the best anyone can do. The darkness will always be there, as long as transmutation is taking place one is on the right path regardless of personal circumstances

It's understandable.

The Web is not what it was and the lock down is obvious everywhere.

You were there at the beginning too Xen. I remember our eyes are the same color green.

Does your 3rd eye flare a lot? Like now?

LMAO

You must have the old man blocked, hon.

He's moved on from your labyrinth. He is frolicking in a Glade, hearing secrets from here and there. I can't tell, he talks like someone beat him in the head and face with sticks. It's basically nonsensical gibberish and circular narratives.

But!

He seems happy, Seer. Leave him alone, my goodness, woman. You're going to kill him, talking all this nonsense. You're mean, Seer. Shame on you!

Try not to pretend you know more of what I'm talking about, than me.

You have no idea what that man is.

Don't forget..I have it all in own words.

Pages and pages of it.

Pages and page of what exactly? Poster above seems well informed.

Of the chat log I've been talking about all day. It's really, really long.


Do you presume to defend aether here?

Don't. Let him do it himself.


Go your own way.

Big time, following a few years of inactivity. Inner white auras from trees and animals are most prominent. Also white particles resembling neutrinos constantly appear during daylight. See way less spirits these days, the odd one here and there. Vortex activity is strong when I close my eyes

The flaring is from kundalini rising from the neck/throat through the 3rd eye and head. Got one now! We have made it so far I strongly believe we will be triumphant! It may also be aligned with the magnetic pole shift for us. Not long to go

How does the vortex present to you? In the forehead?

Have you considered that Kundalini is really more like Shaktipat and a form of telepathy between those of us whom are able?

LoL bye

You know what's funny? I recall being the one defending him.. way back when.

I was warned by the other females.. in a way..that only made sense, years later. Then I became them.


Maybe some day..you'll be here and I'll be where they are.

Hope you aren't.


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The vortex looks similar to spirits in electromagnetic form. Just larger with less symmetry. Pulsating orb like form

Never heard of shaktipat, am a strong believer in telepathy. Am sure it it kundalini cos it started at the base of the spine and was stuck in my back and shoulders during those years of 3rd eye inactivity. Quite painful.. now it has moved up through the back and shoulders into neck/throat/head regions

How do spirits appear to you?


Shaktipat is the spiritual transference of energy from one person to another.

It is how I think I was initially activated..


It doesn't hurt for me though. The sensation is always really pleasant, but annoying if I don't want it.

Like if you don't want to see something you can close your eyes, plug your nose, or ears. Not this.


Shaktipat can be equated to energy vampirism but only when the receiver is unwilling, to the 'guru' moving the..energy.


The Force.

It is called that for a reason.

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