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It all makes sense now. When the Afghani women were handed back to the Taliban it should have been obvious.

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*spirit..somewhere...probably*

"So then I says, you know, putting on the whole big voice then "Obey me or you'll suffer for eternity""

"And he believed it...?"

"So much he's running around telling others..."

"Man...that's funny as hell..."

"....so I told him to eat bodies and drink blood"

"Dude...the fuck..."



One of my first was a 'hound to... =)

It was so long ago now I just tell myself I probably misinterpreted what I thought I was seeing. It was dark and I was already scared.

Some kind of reflection or something.

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Maybe it was

I've also told myself it was there for what had me spooked in the first place.

I saw it well enough to be able to draw it before I'd ever heard of the hellhound.


The picture is on this forum somewhere, but I don't feel like looking at it.

I'd like to hear your story if you're willing to share.

Think sometimes things get a bad wrap...for what reason I'll leave each to decide.

Just things you come across as a kid you take in stride because...well, we don't know what's considered "weird" until we're told heh.

It certainly piqued my interest in the paranormal at the time and led me down a path which eventually led here.

When I was preteen, I thought I saw a black panther leaping from pole to pole and then suddenly into the car and through my chest. I jumped at the time and my mom looked over at me.

I was on my way to Bible school(catechism). No joke.


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https://imgur.com/a/N0S3pZl

Came to mind with your mention.

Tis funny.. there's a great part from the midnight gospel I've been trying to find (episode 7) that just...does not appear anywhere. Tonnes of clips on YouTube from it...but none from that one...*shrug*

Think we're more open to things when we're younger...common theme is the pineal gland calcification. Think everyone can retap into it, but it's like working out a muscle that's atrophied

Loved that. Thanks. :)

I remember when I didn't know what a 3rd eye was let alone having to force bleed energy out of it, to redirect it from unwanted areas.

That's been my whole morning. But I've been blocking it for 10 years..I can block it longer.

You're talking about bullies, really. And no one with the power to do so wants the bullies to go away. Every social problem they cause is reinterpreted as karma or some form of psychological or spiritual weakness. The community has even mortgaged their future on them surviving with none of their behaviors put in check. Now, we're toying around with those experiences that will cause the *right kind* of trauma so the people who checked out of society can be frightened back into it. Once again, the bullies are in the driver's seat. For my part I have no idea why you are talking about abuse when the type of person so clearly associated with it, independently of any personal traumas of their own, have already been assured that they are not going to have any consequences. The rest is just deception.

The consequences have already begun to play out.

If God does exist, It either likes to watch or ignores those truly in need.



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Oft wonder if there was a reason things went all "kill the witch". Less to do with anything against them...more trying to suppress the knowledge out of a misguided attempt at protection...but I try to see the glass as half full a lot of the time lol.
Training and awareness always goes much better then denial...or just creates phobias and blocks and a massive mental health problem heh

Chaos magick exists in denial and belief.

I weaponized denial sometime ago, while telling everyone what I was doing.


If it doesn't exist it can't hurt you..is more difficult to apply than one might imagine.





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Some things you can not deny... patterns emerge within every system... eventually.

But I truly love those comics

True. I bumped it a bunch of times because I had to keep reminding myself. None of this has been easy.

It was necessary for me to move forward at the time.



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The more literal translation of "Nothing is true, everything is permitted" is "Nothing is absolute, everything is possible". Means, Everything in the world we live in meant to change, thus, anything can occur and nothing can stay the same. Which is historically how Hassan Sabbah founded the world first Assassin order. Both in real life and in AC verse.

We've all got our paths to walk...think eventually tho everyone must make that leap into the void...
How that occurs...well... everyone had their path

It's funny you say that on this page. 2317.

Perfect timing I'd say.


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Well said.

I see the same bullies at the top and they govern by the same threats and hypocrisy. If providence only exists as the providence of individual distinctions, then it effectively has no real existence except as a way of using God to justify what the wealthy and powerful do. From my point of view, they never pulled their weight, and the spiritual leaders farmed out the costs of responsibility to the poor, the needy, and the 'saints.' When people expected to be good for everybody's sake get fed up, then everybody dies. That seems to be the takeaway here. But then, none of the golden boys are either inclined or told to dial it back. How is this God's fault?

*glares at the 'verse*



Funny how things can work out sometimes, eh?



Have to make a move, things to do today.
Enjoyed the chat



Until next time

An increasingly likely possibility exists that 'god' isn't what we were led to believe IT is.

But as Sol mentioned directly above, there's only one way to find out, as far as it may even be possible, at least from an individual perspective.

If taking that 'leap' was easy, the entire point here would be moot, I imagine.

You mistake me. My belief was not in the phony ideas about God that people were forcing on me, but in the sincerity of the people themselves. Whatever God you come up with, and it is certainly you coming up with these versions and throwing away what no longer works, the point of that God is us, we humans and the planet we live on. You let people abuse others then lied to them about God to shut them down and shut them up. Now that they no longer believe in you, and that is a trust people are born with, you accuse them of not believing in God. You even use threats of punishment to keep a conversation on life support that died a long time ago. What you want is for people to believe in you again, that you had the right to harm and even kill, and finally that it was all your victims' fault and you had nothing to do with it. It's too pathetic to even be absurd once you get the lay of the land on how you use rhetoric. Like I've said, maybe if I were richer or a different background I would see this side of you that you would like me to take yet another chance on. But the fact that these things, and not if I am a good person or not, are the deciding factor in whether you care about how you treat a person means that taking that risk isn't worth it. How costly are you prepared to make this unwillingness, Mr. Gold?

We agree.

I got thrown away when I was a little poor kid. If you were keeping me, you'd have been tending to me. You haven't done a thing. And now it's threats, because that's who you are. You lied to me about who you are in basic and trust-killing ways, and now you're saying you hate me for trying to recoup my losses elsewhere because you can't have the use of me any longer. There's no amount of meditation or drugs that's going to turn that basic fact about you into the virtue of a person who is even remotely worth working together with, and you don't understand why but are willing to make it my problem, just like all the other times. I'm bored.

What do the pineapples add to that, if I may ask? Does it balance out the saltiness of the meat? Also, are those canned artichokes too? I've never tried them, let alone on pizza. What's the flavor profile on all this?

I don’t put meat on my side. The sweetness does cut the oil, salt and savory. I like the way it tastes.

Artichoke hearts are salty and slimy if not properly sliced and drained.


My pizza, 2 before this was perfect.

This one I give 4.1/5.