Mad World

you have a hot tub, I kinda dont feel that bad tbh

I know you don't.


I know you as well you know me, and where and when we meet in-between.


We're all friends here.

You have nothing to prove to me.

I already know.

you are defensive..

you are not wrong

you will feel better, I'm sure

Because I have to be.

I know.


Sleep allows the only rest amid the chaos.

One can look back and. say, That was yesterday..



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sleep sweet

Let’s just play I’m okay, you’re okay and move on.


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My thirst for blood is steadily rising.

Should probably handle that in a more diplomatic way.
There’s always glp chat…(:

We can all agree it’s a mad-world and fighting fair and with honor is seemingly a thing of the past. My dues

I knew what was coming..which not only makes it worse..but easier to plan for.

They say practice makes perfect. What they don’t say is failure give us the best tools how to move forward.



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We all learn what we live.

I’ve lived this for 10+ years now.


So it goes.


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People can get use to most anything. That’s what we’re good at.

What is the option otherwise?


I know how to block it. That’s what I know. Which is what I do. I’ll bend time and space first.

There’s an Eminem verse on going back in time and whether or not He would change anything, and instead he’d do even more fucked up stuff because he knew it would still lead him to the present day. That’s where I’m at.
That’s my Nihilism and what awaits for this world imho.

Father is one of those last OG cops who got to serve before and after the acceleration in technology destroyed honor code. There’s so much shit from that era that will never come to light and it’s never coming back..

You’re too drunk to drive ah?
He would lock your keys in the trunk and walk away.
Those little acts of decency, it’s gone man.


-It’s a mood
Thanks Seer

I can keep It out, but takes most of my direct attention from one moment to the next.

FYI



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If you knew why I keep you out, you’d know why to stop trying.

I’m not in, know nothing, seen nothing, have no alliance.
Just tangled and stoking the flame. The silence is more than enough energy for me to pick up on.

You say the word and I’m gone!

Thank God (Heh) my crew has adulted and dusted me.

I don’t know who you are.

That is generally the first block. They only get deeper from there..


I make it very clear when I’m not having fun.

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That’s the point. I don’t act on impulse. Lol

I’m sorry . I prefer chaos and the unbegotten .
Maybe I’m trolling probably not…

What is difficult for me, is how many think they were here first.

You weren’t.

Most important.


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What's in being first? I desire to be the strongest, if anything, but that's just me..

The strongest is always looking to be challenged..and defeated.

It's nature to want to tear down the one at the top.

That's why it is difficult to hold.

it is fated as such

novelty is the driver

we are just passengers

slaves to the emotions

Thought this was interesting.

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